I think you rock
     Please **** my ****
I might even buy you dinner
      I'm obviously a real winner

It's a memory
                           It means so little to you
                                                                     And so much to me
                                                                                                 Why can't we feel the same?

There's too many battles to fight
They are of my own demise
My downfall, oh god I know i'm only such a sight
And you with your quickly spoken bitter lies

Maybe I don't give a ****
With every heartbeat the tension grows stronger
I feel it, i'm running out of luck
I don't know if I can wait much longer

It's coming forth breaking free
Bursting through my weak jaw
It's not just about me
For us it's the law

I want to love
But I don't know how
Is it a feeling
Is it a smell
Will I find it through a bottle
Or maybe a puff
I look for it
I can't contain this lust

You're standing there wanting acceptance
I'm sitting here thinking of you in past tense
You've struck my last nerve
I hope you get what you deserve
I don't know if you've heard
But we all think you're absurd
You might believe you're too cool for us
But all you do is make us cuss
I hate you.

I really do feel
You look at me like i'm just another meal
I want you to care
I'm tired of cowering under your glare
You make me want to cry
With every single lie
I want to be what you want
but you're only playing with my heart strings, making them oh so taunt.

I have my drugs.
You have your Uggs.

So scurry away you pointless rat,
You ******* brat.

On a bright starry night of happiness past
We met where the ocean kissed the sand
A dream rushed too fast
Where the sunshine fell into a loving embrace with land
My eyes met your eyes once more
Blood rushed to your cheeks
The flames of passion engulfed your face and my gaze fell to the floor
For when I'm with you I'm at my highest, snow topped peaks
For when I see you I'm filled with the fire of my emotions
But with time I may separate myself from such notions
You sing to my heart in the most devilish of ways
I bask in your sunshine the most glorious of rays
To see an end
Would understand where it all began
Yet there's still a smile at my side
Tugging my sleeve reminding me once more of you
There has yet to be a night where I haven't tried
To remind you of love and still  I bid you adieu

SHUT THE **** UP I scream
I'm breaking at the seam
I can't sleep because of the same ******* nightmare
Hide my black eyes with disheveled hair
I'll knock you down a peg
Or maybe put you in a ******* grave
break a leg
There is no one who can save
you

And for you I've stitched a mask of confidence
yet your heart has been bottomless
There's promises
then there's promises
I can be everything you need
Don't dare to supersede
I'll take my own place
You can keep a steady pace
one by one you'll make it to me
two by two and it can be we

She tells me of love
I tell her of hate
She says it soars like a dove
I guess I'll take the bait
Her soothing voice flows over me like water
Cleansing me of the deepest of sin
A fallen angel;But I caught her
So I guess this is how these things begin
There is so much love to share
Gorgeous eyes to gaze
Flowing hair thrown back into the air
Every other suitors house to raze
I have so much more to say
God, I hope to love you more every day

Life is like a kaleidoscope ,
Too many images
I just can't cope.

Life is like a movie,
Except the good guys never win
and no one will ever know what it means to really be me.

Life is bad,
I have nothing else to say,
I don't want to be sad.

The brain is beautiful!
They say.
My mind is wasteful.
A wasteland.
Spiteful.
And as it may...
be...
My brain isn't as beautiful as you make it seem.
The seams are showing,
Splitting.
Making my main concern hitting.
Hitting anyone but you in a daze of discomfiting rage.

I want to write a poem.
But that's not how it works.
I want to show em.
But I cant defeat the oh so worthy smirks.
I want to win.
But I can't even decide if I want to go in.
My thoughts are in jumbles,
my stomach rumbles,
my heart aches
my body quakes.

I dream
I dream
Of clearer skies
Of better times
Of less lies
Of you being mine
I can't help but to dream
Always of you and me

These thoughts drain me
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I'm haunted of what could be
Would you still adore me if you knew
Or would you laugh too?
The end is through a body bag
It's a game of tag
Happy sad
Glad then mad
I'll take my leave now
The best question is how?

The beauty my breath it takes away
Let's live in our on world
Dragons we'll slay
Dancing in daisies, you'll be twirled

Together we're in a dream
We have a wonderful life
It's all worth it to see you beam
Our happiness rife

Our love alight
our hearts content
No god to smite
You're worthy of my love and live to the greatest extent

Show me your shame!
Revel in it!
Fluff your oh so glorious mane!
Be the ******* you're meant to be. COMMIT.
Be a fraud,
Pretend you're God,
You're not worth the angst in the very least.
Not worth the regret,
That I've had since the day we met.
Not worth it to me.
Not worth the world which I gave to you;
My world, my mind, my spirit, my hope. All I've ever wanted to be.
You've crushed it. Killed me. BOO ******* **!
You don't care, you never did will or even can!
You made me want to be the man...

Someday...
Everyday....
I'll be happy. I'll find God.
I'll accept that we're all flawed.

                                    But...
Untill then i'm stuck!
Stuck hating!
Stuck not giving a ****!
Stuck being cynical, depressed, mad...sedating.

I've found my sunshine!
MY calypso.
It's mine.
Today is someday, my eternal limbo.

she moves like a run on sentence  
and long after she's gone  
her walk hovers in the air  
waiting for a mark of punctuation  
to put it to a Stop.

The Devil isn't a thing
It's a feeling
It's when you're ready to hang
The moments that are most revealing
It's constant
I don't know what to say
This whole idea of life is just a ****** concept
I see what I want in my grasp and like everything else; it slips away

It's those nights
The ones that last forever
The nights where your bed is a mile high
And you only wish to be higher
Those nights where sleep will never come
Where you can never say I'm done
Where you can go numb
Where you compare yourself to all but none
And you feel so very dumb
It's those nights that I dread
Laying alone in bed

Are you afraid to be alone?
I say this with conviction, i'm sure you're afraid to atone.
Stay with your "friends" that adore you
But not the real you
The shallow *****
The ones who see themselves so deluxe
Stay surrounded so you're not lonely
Less the thoughts come in provoking you slowly .

You keep making me feel ******.
                                                                                              *In a good way.

The sunlight washed over you in glittering waves
Your eyes a brisk golden haze
Your hair muddled my brain
My heart considered slain

The heavy rain washed us over
With it a hostile takeover
My soul and all
Held in awe

You held me in your palm like like a little flower
and god knows you had all the power
Crushed me like an ant
You're my queen i'm your peasant

And into the darkness the beast of burden falls
And into such darkness I release a seething call
The voice of the voiceless; reckless abandon
The words drowned out by black and blue
For in this land, lies no man
Encroaching on madness long overdue
From the forest of doubts
The stars went out
And the veil has fallen
The spirits have fled the crevice of hell
And Satan’s seeds sprout
Spreading the thorny dark tentacles about
Has the genesis been forgotten?
Under Satan’s gold grasp it’s hard to tell
So when the world begins to crumble
I’ll be here; amongst the rubble

You stand so tall
But with one mighty gust you fall

Falling for anyone who shows you kindness
Standing for everything fake, full of emptiness

You can't be anything but miserable
I can't even seem to find you bearable

It's sad to watch you strut around
Almost as sad to see you without my hand in your hand

Please god, allow me to have compassion
Please god, don't crush this dreamy passion with your mighty action

Is nothing just
Life is only a bust

I want to run
Run away to France
be some type of romantic genius you can only dream about
I want a lot
but I don't want to be forgotten

Do you even know alone?
You're always surrounded and loved
Don't you dare talk to me in that condescending tone
Into the light you're shoved
Again and again, by your own hand
Do you like the attention
It's the truth I demand
But it's not something that to my face you will mention
I've given you my heart
and all you've done was broken it apart

A love greater than a mile
It gleams like gold
God I love your smile
And if I could be so bold
I'd like to tell you something sweet
Something that would sweep you of your feet
but I think you know
that when your eyes glow
I love you
I love you like the ocean
Wild and crazed
God fears the notion
A love to leave him dazed
But ******* that smile
Imprinted on my love
That beautiful style
I love all of the above
The way our hands fit like a glove
******* I love you

I watched the moon
It held memories of you and me
but soon
I'll be set free

For now I've gone off the roving deep
Praying to the lord my soul to keep

The water is welcoming
To drop it all and run
My heard it would be settling
A smile and fun

For then I'd be my own king
Holding on to your ring

I thought you were my friend for a time,
But you are no friend of mine.
Friends don't lie,
Friends are there for the other while they cry.
I don't want a mentally deficient friend,
Nor do I want this to be the end.

Oh baby girl, you've got the blonde hair but not the blue eyes
It's so hard to convince myself you aren't telling lies...
Your heart has a lock.
I would love to to talk.
Tick. Tock.
I want to make you smile.
A smile, as wide as the Nile.
It doesn't matter what anyone says about thy,
I refuse to see you cry,
I want you to be mine,
                                                                    
                                                          


                                                                  and I'll make you so *divine.

I want your life to be a dream
But not the dreams I dream about
Not what I wake up screaming about
I want a win, I want it for us, for our team

I want a glimpse of your smile
and how cliche is this;
I want you to stay awhile
I'm a toad and nothing will turn me into a prince. Not even your kiss.

The hoops to jump
The ****** to dump
The sarcastic whines
The endless complaints
Every single line
All for you; the "saint"

A loss of words
A loss for us
Heart taken by the birds
So much to discuss
but nothing to say
and it's only been one day
Everything reminds me of you
I don't know what to do
There is an aching inside
But I guess this is love
and I've found the downside
it fits like a glove

You can pour another drink in this cup
I don't know what to say
I'm all choked up
and you're okay

From the cut the blood pours out
just like the words from my mouth
The feelings of love I live to scream about
****! it might all be from my south
But I yearn it's from my heart
Just like my ******* "Art"

Every time I try to write
You're always the objective in the end
Even when you're no where in site
But you're only a flashy trend

This can't be love
I'm not in love
I'm drowning in fear
You're voice is all I hear
I don't know what to say
You consume my thoughts every day
I'm lost without you
I'm lost in your eyes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
You might be my demise
But you'll make it worth it
I know that to be true
it's something i'll never admit
But I love you

I woke up this morning with a bade taste
A head pretty spaced
And a heart pretty broken
So I'll stay soft spoken
and fall out of love
my heart to dispose of
I'm running out of rhymed
my head cant get with the times
I'm just really sad
There's not much more too add

Waiting for something cool to happen
Waiting for a smile; completely discrete
They want to see my heart cave in
But I won't miss a beat
There is a current raging
A river flowing
Hardly aging
Thoroughly growing
The wind blows strong
And a love I wish for waiting lifelong
Lusts completely
And for once I'll rest easy

Nothing lasts forever
Sever the ties and **** the lies
I don't know what I want
You may stand there proud and taunt
I can see right through you
Through the loud voice
And even that stupid choice
Maybe you're what I want
Maybe I do know