You said you loved me
You said you'd always do
Until one day you didn't.
*******.

Three years we circled the sun together,
The distance we flew!
Until one day you tired of it.
*******.

And I used to say "I love you" but that day you said
Anyone would love me, too,
But you didn't and never did.
*******.

And now I look at the people I love,
The people who've always said they love me
And of you and your love.

I realize I am not sure anymore. You looked so happy.
Deceived for three years by you. Why not a decade by others?
I am not sure that I can be loved. Trust is really a concept I've shed.

You could have set me loose before and let me go ignorant but you shot a sentence my way and lit every single ******* doubt I've ever had on fire.

Now I don't care and really don't care that I don't.
I would say I hate you and that yes, it's your fault.
(It is)

But I don't care that it was you because apathy holds no grudges
Against individuals.
So I won't say ******* or **** it all.

I'll just say ****.