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       Words into
          Poetry, babe.

I can't perceive a single shadow that can call itself a man,
when all they see that's made of gold appears to me as grains of sand.

I have a small bed
I lie in my little bed tonight
I don’t need a bigger bed because there is no second body to occupy the extra space
Extra sheets are necessary because there is no second body to warm my own
If I had a lover in my bed, our legs would intertwine and our arms would wrap around each other.
If I had a lover in my bed, the lonely, quiet night wouldn’t hear my thoughts…
But the noise of my voice and her voice, and little sounds that we make when our bodies clasp.
But the night is lonely, and it is cold, and my bed is still small.

Yet, I lie on the edge of this little bed, and behind me there lies empty space.
Does my mattress hear nothing but my thoughts, and feel nothing but my shaking body,
That it dares to make that little space for another?
It is enough space for a lover, yet there is no weight—only empty space.

My head, only owner of my thoughts, rests upon the pillow that has only felt a warm spot at a time
There is little that my eyes can see as I stare into nothingness, only darkness
Scattered light that penetrates from tiny holes of window curtains fades within the blackness
Blackness?
My eyes close and no one whispering behind my ear, only metal springs that my ears can hear
I am scared, but my arms and ribs tremble not of fear but of solitude,
A solitude that will crawl up in my bed in the middle of the night
Cold and figureless, ******* up little by little the remnants of my life
And yet, this bed doesn’t fear, for it waits for the second warm spot on the pillow.
Perhaps my dreams deceive it, but can it not see that they are but figments of the mind?
Perhaps I’ve deceived it, when it hears my thoughts on these cold, solitary nights.

Now, no light can penetrate these lids, for they’ve been seduced by midnight sleep
No second to wrap around, only solitude will intertwine
Now, no blankets can warm this back, for the warm lover hands never came
And so, I can only lie and put my thoughts to rest in my cold, lonely, little bed…

I dream of girls all the time.
Can't help it. I just do.
But, there is always this one
Guy I can't ever get out of
My mind.

He just gives me these butterflies that
Flit and flit and won't stop and
That smile he flashes me makes my
Heart thump and thump!
He makes my mind go absolutely
Nuts for him and I just
Can't stop thinking of
The way his eyes are so
Beautiful.
They're like an ocean after a storm,
And when the seaweed gets wrapped around
In the waves and makes this
Kaleidoscope of colors, that
I just can't anymore.
He has these hands- I know, weird that I mention them-
But his fingers are so long and strong, but
They're so intricate and delicate that
I can't stop imagining what
They could do
To me.

His voice is so deep and
Smooth and that laugh of his just
Cracks me up.
His smile shines so bright and
I can't ever get enough of
Him.

It's crazy,
I don't think of guys,
But the thing is--
He isn't just some guy--
He's thee guy. He's a
Handsome man that can
Run a mile in under 6 minutes and can
Actually teach me how to
Do well in math, my worst subject.
He can make me smile when I'm
Feeling down and he can even
Get the deepest, darkest
Secret out of
Me.

I wish I knew what I wanted.

Whip that hair
Malibu girl got a bottle of it too
Ruby red
All in the bed
Tangled in the sheets
Don't hit your head

Ooh boy so fine
What a man
Bang bang, choo choo train
Wind me up and ill do my thang
Hahaaaa remember that?
**** I feel it

So pretty girl, so slick
Like a Popsicle stick
And now your lips are all sweet
Tastes so good to me

Mmmm you're makin me blush

May thunder roll and
Lightning strike;
I'll never give up
On you.

I went that way to see you
But instead I got a better
Surprise by running straight
Into you at the door.
I fell and dropped all of my
Books and you smiled and helped me
Up and even picked my books up
For me.

We chit-chatted and we
Had a wonderful conversation and
He even told me that he
Was hoping I had a nice
Day.

Maybe I just look way
To much into things but
I'm pretty sure he wants
Me just as much as
I want
Him.