guys
i dont know how to write this very well in those flowerry mind exploding language
im just going to say it clearly and slowly
suicide is not everything,or the only way to end a life.to be exact ,to end YOUR life.
i know im not in your shoes that i dont have that feel to take on suicide, but just imagine, how would the ones that REALLY LOVE YOU SINCERELY FROM THEIR HEART feel when you left them hung off with you under that buried soil. you just have no idea that strangers that read your suiciding  poems maybe have their soft spot for you,and grown to be love. i love you,and i dont want you to die. Please dont take on suicide,there's more than depression and related stuff in this world. You are the one who's reponsible to decide to be happy and not taking on suicide as your last result of hopeless feeling to live on. take a deep breath,let go, and be more positive,you can.i know you can.

Am I lost
Why I am in perplex
No body can see this
No one can feel this
I am internally
Stuck with lot of things
Questions that hunt me
Feelings that haunt me
Memories
I have to fight them
Which are surrounding me
Like a suicider bomb
Hope will get rid of them

From the distance
I saw you
Even it was long time
I had seen you
I can recognize you
I am sure
Even if you were in between
Couple of hundreds
Same response I can
Get from you
As I know we were apart
But, Our bonding of hearts
Can make it work
When we were near
Or far
This is the magic of Love
Which spreads and help us
To be unite
Whatever had done before