All I wanted was
An uncommon relationship
It was a forbidden love
But I needed you too,
For the quest of the life
You pretended to understand
The goal we thought we shared
But you were wrong
You never gave me a chance
To explain to you
And now I am leaving
Going alone.

How can I express to you
The feeling and passion in my heart
Words are not enough
To show all my love.

I say nothing
And hope you read it through my eyes
When love and lust are so close
Misunderstanding can come
From a single word.

So I prefer silence
And hope you read all through my eyes.

I want to be free.
Confusion!
I feel I'm lost
Every day is a copy of the day before
Sometimes worse!
Dreams are lost in dailiness
My dreams are not as great as before
The worst thing is not what I am now
That is I can't even remember
Who I dreamed to be.

Lost in dailiness
A prisoner in time and place
My dream is now
to be free from
The jail of time and place

When I was partial to a girl
If I felt that
My chance is low
Against a stronger rival
I always gave it up.

But you are different
I will fight for you
with all demons and men
if it needs to be.

I will go out of my safety
I sacrifice my security
To get you
because I really love you.

You chose between me
And that notorious philanderer
It is clear who wins
Honest love can't  win
Against
Such a notorious philanderer
With all experience he has

I used to be a logical person
But it changed when I started loving you
My actions now are controlled by my heart
My mind never has a chance to prevent it
You see many crazy things from me
I appear mad because of loving you

Life on earth is mysterious
Especially for a race like a man
There are many puzzles about it
That generation after generation
Millions devoted their life to solve
Some of the mysteries in life
But living uniquely is the only task
Solving the puzzle in one own life
The only task everyone should follow
Solving the puzzle of the universe
Is not the task of anyone
Everyone should know why they have to live