I know I started to worry
About the the time you fell in the snow
And turned around
Trying to, trying to pick yourself up
I know it was was long ago
But you tried to run
There's more to let show
And it was me you shunned
But amateurs just won't let it go
And the people won't give it some chance

Pictures gleam on the wall
I hope it will stand there forever, without one fall
All we have are memories and dreams
Memories that last long enough with us telling a vivid story of our drops and leaps
We always stopped on trips to steal the feelings of  life
We made a painting but we didn't get to put in the final touches
We were sad at first but it brings back a great time

Going out to get the papers
All of a sudden I hear the neighbors
Asking me for a favor
Probably some labor
Told them It was absurd
Going inside like I didn't hear a word
Brother is blinding me with some lasers
I forgot to the newspapers
Another labor from the neighbors

Wenn sie mich verstehen können, you\ hören, danke

When I was younger around 7-12
I could stop smiling for some reason
Teachers always got I'm my case
Thinking I was doing something wrong
I just loved to make others happy too
But now its hurts to smile after all the bruising

its insane but a little something to contain, I just want to be remembered so you can remember my name

When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Thinking out loud
Laying on back
Syncing in trash
Leading up to a new trade of cards
Playing what I'm dealt with
I forgot what it feels like to have friends
Now I'm stuck with sold fools
And musty old folks who walk through your house for no reason at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Losing my pride
I hate going outside, now
This is no joyride
I climbed up to hide
But I could only try
This house replacement, I just hate this life style
Filled out of control still
It's so bad these days, we are sad and lonely All that we can see in our lives
I can't remember if I am who I was before moving away because when I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Losing my pride
Losing my stride
No more ocean tides

Couples.
attractive people walk in
I'm too tired to make up an excuse
The only people I know that judge me
Is the singles
Couples..
I just can't be apart of that group
Ive never been in one
I don't know if I should be ashamed
But I don't care
At least not anymore
Couples...
I'm not afraid, I'm sure of it
Takes a lot of courage, so I've heard
I have no reason to build myself up
I like being lonely
And I always will be
I don't need anyone
Couples....
My heart has been destroyed
Not even in a group
I just seen some things go down
I shouldn't have been there
By the time I will be in the couple group
I'll be dead
Partially deaf
But that's not an excuse
It's the truth
Couples.....

I share your passions and then I think to myself
Why would I truly appreciate everything you wanted me to do
Mass destruction was all you left
Left on a desert
Shot in the head
I care about your life and that is confidential but I still want you close
You cut me out of the painting
You dropped me out with the only thing I hated
Mass production of your words stored in my mind, headed forward to seeing you soon
Towards my disclosure
Why would you do that?
And you said you were
"testing my faith"
Testing my hate, while opening the gate to the house
I saw you
And you ran
Your reply was deleted from my life
Most infatuated girl who thinks she is a queen
I think to myself
Why would I truly appreciate everything you told me to do, if I'm not trying at all
Falling backwards
Starting over
Finding a new cover for my life, playing the track over and over