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1d · 83
☁️
alison 1d
clouds are similar to people.
they can change due to mood.
but they are all different in their own way.
thee is never two that are the same.
1d · 21
🌦
alison 1d
"You are a love letter from God"
is something I heard said in church from our Pastor Jason King on May 11th.
Dedicating Mothers Day for all mothers out there who joined the service.
He told us how it can be painful for some people when Mothers Day arrives because some people lose their mom. Some of them don't hold a close relationship with them...

I almost cried that morning because church always makes me feel guilty but I want to be closer to God again. Somehow its like they can see through me and just know I don't hold a very close relationship with someone who should...  I cry to God wishing things were better. (I)

I wish I could press restart and be the perfect child for her but even if that was possible it wouldn't matter... Because I will never be enough no matter how well behaved I could be. They never see sunshine, they see dark clouds.

(I wish you could see all of me)
1d · 46
🎼
alison 1d
without love how can we go on?
its like a orchestra band... you need all of the
instruments to be together to create something beautiful.
they need each other, without one another, they will be lonely.
6d · 32
🌧(may 11th)
alison 6d
I hope it rains on your special day because
I know how much you hate rain... but you wont care about
may 11th. to you its another day. if I tried to do something special you'll complain, if I dont you'll be heartbroken.
well now you know my pain... now you know
how its like to be neglected.
(what we have isn't love)
alison Apr 29
that hole in the wall
that's been there finally got healed, or that's what this broken house wants you to think.
it just got covered up with drywall.
(like when someone covers their visible pain with makeup)
covering it all up wont hide your pain. we can see through your smile, it never reaches your eyes.
you need out, get out! don't keep staying...
Apr 28 · 185
𓂃˖ ࣪⊹
alison Apr 28
I read our messages from the past and smile so hard...
but then I go back to reality forgetting Im no longer yours
and you're not longer mine...
Apr 25 · 48
one of a kind🌷🌻
alison Apr 25
mist in my wavy hair,
and I really don't care
how frizzy it makes it
because it shows my
genetics, it shows my culture.


funny how your culture can
show in your skin color, your eyes,
your hair type. and I absolutely love,
love how different all of us are.  


I love how there are over eight billion
of us sharing this home called earth, and
yet there are only one and each of us. all
so beautiful and rare.


it reminds me of nature because its all
so effortlessly pretty and sunrises and
sunsets are rare and so lovely.
   ----and as you are----
Apr 23 · 56
۶ৎ
alison Apr 23
in shadows, i dwelled,  
a light found me, love's embrace,  
hearts ignited once.
Apr 23 · 255
🌧
alison Apr 23
I cant believe
words can hurt
way more than
actual pain causing
these tears to roll
down my face.
Apr 22 · 47
🌍
alison Apr 22
the earth was created in six days, and everything else manhood helped build from the ground up. funny thing how people could go through so much but we still pick ourselves up, dust ourselves up and keep going through the day.
we tend to forget what a sunrise is. we forget the night sky has a blanket of stars.
we even forget there's a day dedicated for where we live on. but I think we should celebrate this day everyday. remind ourselves how we are still here, and God will always be with us. he blessed us with this beautiful earth with its beautiful scenery.
happy earth day.
Apr 17 · 55
.ೃ࿐
alison Apr 17
I don't want to get up today. I don't want
to get out of bed. I've lost hope in myself.
I've lost you. so now everything is fallen apart.
Apr 17 · 449
alison Apr 17
wish I could float above the water.
instead I feel pressured. I feel like I'm being
pushed (forced) under the sea.
Apr 10 · 78
🍃
alison Apr 10
I don't want to fall like the leaves in autumn.
or like the snow in winter,
or rain when god is crying down to what a disappointment I am.
I want to shine like the sun, I want them to notice my sparkly lip gloss and admire me, like Athena.
I want to guide everyone through the night with my moonlight.
but I fail to their eyes because they dont see a success,
they see the opposite, they see ugliness. well now I know to never try again.
Apr 8 · 61
🇲🇽
alison Apr 8
hay veces que odio ser hispana.
no deshonro mi cultura, créanme, pero mi madre ha hecho que mi vida sea poco saludable y desearía haberme criado con caucásicos que no fueran tóxicos.
realmente no sé cómo explicar todo esto.
Apr 7 · 124
...
alison Apr 7
...
my vision is blurry as I type away,
making several spelling errors.
I miss you, and I still love you,
but I know I shouldn't.
#hurt #soul #foryou
alison Apr 7
every    time
            I
think
          about it,
I can                 feel heat
          forming                into
                          ­my eyes.
Apr 3 · 47
。𖦹°‧
alison Apr 3
ive learned to drown out the pain.
(is this a good way to cope?)
Apr 2 · 61
︵‿︵‿୨
alison Apr 2
the thought
of someone
liking you is
gross, but when
they don't, you seem to
become obsessive of the
thought of why they don't.
physiology 101
Apr 2 · 56
୧‿︵‿︵
alison Apr 2
why couldn't you ever give 𝘮𝘦 a chance like the way you give every other pretty girl a chance?
I see the way you act around every other girl and it scares me how when you first met me you treated me all sweet, and now its like I was just a phase, an era for you.
people shouldnt led someone on making them feel all goody about themselves just to to do that with everyone
alison Apr 2
I
wish to
make you proud,
but its never going to
be completed because I'll never-
ill never ever be enough, will I?
well... answer the question.
Apr 1 · 38
🫂
alison Apr 1
turn the washer machine off of repeating, I'm tired of the never ending cycle.
I'm tired of forgiving and letting you back in over and over and over again. I need to turn the washer machine off. I need to let you go. this is old. I need to take you to the flea market or a thrift store and someone new can find you. someone innocent can get to know you and fall for you. I just hope you treat her well. I wish you well in life.
or maybe I can change you. I can recycle you and you can be reincarnated into a brand new version of yourself. but then I've learned that it wouldn't even matter how much you change yourself for someone because we all continue to make mistakes. were all going to hurt someone unintentionally.
so don't change yourself. just forgive yourself and move on.
Mar 31 · 43
𓇢𓆸
alison Mar 31
i want to know if its okay to keep going back to someone who keeps hurting you. not in a physical way but they way he made you feel when he couldn't even wait to stay with you. instead he got with that other girl which I now wonder why he even was talking to her if he was interested in me. how can anyone do that?  
is it okay to keep forgiving them, because to me the love out weights the bad mistakes, or should I have just forgave and moved on? because every time I forgive him, its like this never ending cycle that's tiring. he makes me feel good but then it goes wrong... and then I forgive and keep him. why do I keep doing this?
I want to know if making someone feel special for a while and then suddenly move on to something new. (that was just a phase, I was the phase)
-my heart and soul
alison Mar 31
you cannot just walk in and out of my life.
I am not a door.
I am not a robot, so do not treat me as if my feelings don't matter, because I'm human, not anything else.
what else is new
Mar 26 · 412
🌅
alison Mar 26
when the sun goes up, that's when my tears fall down the most...
Mar 13 · 92
numb
alison Mar 13
you stole me away from my own body.
you took my heart, I cant even feel anything
for many years I've wasted myself for you, you who doesn't even deserve me.
Jan 27 · 94
tell me
alison Jan 27
is there ever a point in even writing when there are times I feel as if no one will ever notice my words? I need to know if I'm the only one who loses motivation in the things I love when I don't get credit for it. I don't get praised for it. I'm losing hope in this. I would think I would be appreciated here because no one could hear my voice, and refuse to listen to me. I am silenced by everyone. is there even a point..?
Jan 27 · 72
if only🥀
alison Jan 27
In shadows cast by whispered words, I tread,  
A daughter bound by chains she never chose,  
In her embrace, a chill of ice instead,  
Love, once a garden, now a field of woes.  

Her laughter echoes, sharp like winter’s bite,  
Each smile a dagger, piercing through the day,  
I long to hold her hand, to find a light,  
Yet every word exchanged just pulls away.  

I wish for skies to clear, for hearts to mend,  
To bridge this chasm carved by fear and doubt,  
Oh, how I wish for time, a faithful friend,  
To guide us both towards a kinder route.  

But here, I stand, a dreamer in the storm,  
Hoping one day we can transform this norm.
iykyk
alison Jan 23
The sun spilled its golden rays across our backyard, illuminating the faded swing set that had been the backdrop of my childhood adventures. I climbed aboard, the chains creaking softly as I swayed back and forth, each motion echoing the laughter of summers long past. My mother called out from the kitchen, her voice weaving through the air like a warm breeze, reminding me about the cookies that were cooling on the counter.
  The aroma of vanilla and chocolate wafted out, wrapping around me like a comforting hug. It was in these simple moments that I realized how quickly time would slip through my fingers, much like the sand in my favorite hourglass which had found its way back to the attic, untouched but still full of promise. “Time, dear friend, is a river flowing fast,” penned in my notebook as I nestled beneath the shade of the grand oak tree.
  I often tangled with the fact that while I could capture memories in verse, I could never rewind the clock. Each swing brought new thoughts, not just of the fun I had, but of the bonds forged over afternoon snacks and heartfelt conversations. "As leaves turn to gold, and the memories unfold," came a poetic whisper in my heart, a gentle reminder that while seasons change, the essence of those moments remains embedded deep within me, ready to be revisited whenever I need a piece of my past.
its taken a lot out of me writing this. hope you enjoy. I'm new to the community. should've joined sooner🩷

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