It's amazing how people ******* over.
You put all your trust into them, and they show you they don't deserve it.


It's amazing that the realist experiences are with the fakest of friends.

It's amazing that people can be the best and worst things that ever happen to you.

It's amazing that at the end of the day, it all comes to an end. There's nobody you can really trust, except yourself.

Everyone loses. Nobody wins.

-d.y.

I love the moments when

you're cold
and you can crawl into your warm bed

or when

you're in love
and you know they love you back

or when

you're hungry
and your kitchen has plenty of food

or when

you're lonely
and you have someone to talk to

or when

you're having a bad day
and it turns into a good one

or when

you're tired
and you can just fall asleep

or when

life seems to be okay

-d.y.

dads a "functioning drunk"
moms miserable because she's not where she wants to be in life
sisters is an unmotivated narcissistic *******

dads yelling about the dishes
moms lying in bed
sister won't share the remote

dad drinks more
mom sleeps more
sister is never home

dads yelling about how he's tired of it all
moms crying because she's tired of it all
sister isn't home because she's tired of it all

I'm angry and afraid because I'm  tired of it all

we're all
just tired.

I'm ever so incapable
of holding a grudge

When I look at a person
I see how miserable they are
how pathetic they are
how they struggle for survival in this emotionally and psychically exhausting place we call our city, our state, our country, our world

I know that they think about putting a noose around their neck, just as often as I do, as anyone

so I apologize with no apology in return and go on about my day

and I guess
that's just how it is

-d.y.

More often than not,
I think about offing myself.

-d.y.

Often times
I hold my breath around people

if I breathe
they know I'm alive

therefore opening a door
for conversation

and I certainly don't want that

I don't want to know her
I don't want to know him
I don't want to know you
I don't want to know me

But sometimes
I just hold my breath because
they just down right smell like ****

-d.y.