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this sound is surrounding
these voices abounding
my sanctuary has walls
paper thin between its halls

grating, chipping
slowly sifting
the sands of time
through my unwilling mind

stress is quickly rising
paranoia hiding
behind this smile
I would run for miles

thoughts escaping
noises ******
inner peace
stop it please

muscles twitching
fingers gripping
dark sheets
hard, please
stop the
noise
save my
health
just a
boy
with no-one
else
we did feed, on pine cone nibs
wild onion and garlic under a lonesome willow tree,
we fed good on unconditional love,
woke up with sun listening to doves
and Mulberry trees grew all over us a ruby
red berry fed us  then
in an unconditional like love
ourselves giving  in to the shade
the dream of a willow tree providing us
magnificents cool on a hot day,
breezes wound us up and deposited us like
dust
on a fertile field,
wrapped around nature wrapped around
each other
then.
Can't stop me when I'm stuck in my zone,
quit tripping because eventually
          I'll get you when I want
you know your blood is colder without me
          all of those distant memories boiling;
you can't convince yourself that you don't love me
and this desire is what defines you and I
and what you and I make up is desire
_
Oh, how easy it must be
to pride yourself on the line
formed at your foot
when you lack awareness
of its nature, its through-ness

Taking rotations
brought high by your motion
at the peak
afforded a view of the
desolate, crumbling city you inhabit
many fleeing after the first glimpse
others needing more convincing
"just one more spin"
but in the end
none stay

Still
you blame
the supposedly fickle hearts
of men and women alike
finding the image of
your George Washington Gale
in their departing silhouettes
but have you ever noticed
the likeness of your shadow
to the emptiest number?
I thought not

Easier to find them
the demon
in your sparkling town
than to find yourself
a novel attraction
in their metropolis of life

One day
with chipped paint
and rusted bolts
you will find yourself
too tired to revolve any longer
inertia holding your stillness
close, a dead man's grip
A kindred soul, with an ache
in their bones
will walk
at their own pace
through the queue, feet falling
where children once stood,
waiting eagerly for your allowance
The cemetery walker
will find a low
still
seat, and
settle.

They will be spared
the bird's eye exhibition
of the abandoned streets
the husks of industry
the empty parks
but
still
your city remains
and if you are lucky
they will stay
still.
This stone called to me, some might say
I was walking past and saw the grain
Upon the stone, chiseled this inscription
"Gathered home", this piqued my interest

What home is this here plot of land?
It isn't fit but for a ghost
One cannot have a fam'ly here
However, together, they lie

And our reaper carries a scythe
Who says he doesn't bushel lives
The grass still long on this walled square
Possibly still, uncollected
These are the nights
in which all that you said
becomes true
and all that you did
becomes justified

These are the nights
in which the lights in my mind
stay on
while the black of the night
***** the luminescence out of all else

These are the nights
in which the future
no longer exists
and the past
becomes all too tangible once again

These are the nights
in which my imagination
crucifies me time and time again
but the rising sun
brings no promise of salvation

forgive him father, for he
knows not what he is
much less what he does

These are the nights
in which he wishes
he didn't
in which he wishes
he wasn't
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