I like someone I shouldn't The one person I can't have To me food is the enemy It makes me fat it takes away my bones I wish I could say I don't get nervous But my hand is constantly tapping Giving me away I dress more like the opposite gender than my own I'm more other than either side I know one day I'll get it but right now its hard
They creep up on me when i sleep things I try to forget things i cant stand to see all the monsters inside of me come alive in my dreams nothing is ever what it seems shhh dont scream nightmares taking over me
I have never met a boy brave enough to say hello to me first just out of the blue because he liked me and now I realize that would be because I am not worth noticing im not the type of girl boys fall for or the type that boys want to say hello to