And now that I have stooped so low,
Every second, every minute seems like a blow,
I can cry, I can shout, I can lament for long….
But would it really help to keep me strong?

And now when I can’t....afford to think,
Can’t bring myself to move or blink,
I sit for long, ******* in the air,
Hoping to come out of this despair,
I can cry out loud, I can swear at walls…
But would it really help to answer blank calls?

And now when I am left with nothing to be proud,
I choose to walk, away from the crowd,
Hoping to find some bliss being recluse..
Some pride, some mirth that wouldn’t refuse,
I can weep in silence, shedding all the tears…
But would it really make my grief disappear?

And now when I am left with silence unbound,
In my heart, in my mind, in everything around,
I find a voice inside my head,
A friend that had been long gone dead,
I talk, I speak, I cry, I laugh,
I find myself being me at last.
And now that I am still lying so low,
I accept the fact, life can be so,
If I cry, if I shout, if I lament for long,
I know it would not undo the wrong,
I will stand, I will fight, I will walk for miles,
Because that is what , I can do, with some laughter and smiles.

Just do you
because you cant do me

be the difference in the soul of the world
but be humble by heart

I am who I am
and cant be another
you are who you are
dont try to change to be someone else
or like them

They are the sinners of the world
they pressure you to do wrong

we the people of the united states
have been tempted to **** steal and destroy

but let us not dwell on their mistakes
their temptaitions
let us win and overcome their devilish deeds

we shall come together
we shal be courageous and strong

we shall be victorious
but we can only conquer
if.
you just do you

hello there
its been a while
haven't seen much of you lately

and i...
i was just thinking...

i was just thinking...

hello there
its me - again
remember how we used to - well,

remember how we used to be

so easily pleased
so into each other
so caught up
and wrapped up
so into each other

how fondly i recall
how deeply imbedded
how crazy
and carefree
so into each other

hello there
its been awhile
haven't seen much of you lately

and i...
i was just wondering...

i was just wondering...

She took the leap and then built her wings on the way down.
But as she fell, she lost her crown.
Tumbling through the air,
She caught every stare.
As she transformed before your eyes.
And disclosed all the lies.
Her wings flooded out behind her.
A love, in all hearts, she did stir.
As she flys through the sky,
she waves goodbye.
To the world she once adored.
She knew in her mind, there was something more.
And now she embarks on her endless flight.
To the one world that will fill her life with light.
That risky chance she took.
And before she jumped she did not look.
Before out eyes, she changed her life.
But, for good? or for evil?

It doesn't end
It gets deeper and deeper
Bigger and bigger
Harder and harder
Scarier and scarier
To deal with you
The pain destroys the memories you say
It helps me forget
  WHAT do I do with you?
The limelight makes it worse
But for all I know tomorrow could be your funereal
There goes your life...forever
Your youth...you are a 14 year old boy
Life hasn't showered you with it's fruits
It's to hard to handle you say
What if I killed myself right now?
   Do you want me to help?
I can't rebound as well as last time..
   Your suicidal thoughts keep me up
I wake up on the floor, when the bed was my starting point
I have a sleeping disorder all because of you
It started the day...the day your arm bled the sticky velvety red substance blood
My friends scared of my sleeping disorder
Do you know how bad it's gotten?
Do you know I cry in my sleep?
I can't rebound again..this is too much
You can talk to me
I don't bite...anymore
I used to hold on to hope
But darlin I can't do it…anymore

Alone in a cold place,
No escape is in sight.

All my thoughts are against me,
But I can no longer stand and fight.

I'm drained and empty of emotion;
Not a trace of a care.

Leaving a huge opening,
For the negative thoughts I can't bear.

Everything adds up,
One issue after the next.

Then they give me their problems too,
The only time I'm worth a text..

But I listen intently,
I let them speak their mind.

I take in all their pain,
And then it becomes mine.

My so-called 'best friends';
That's definitely not what I see.

How can they expect me to really care,
When they won't even try to for me?

So I'll pretend that I'm okay.
Not that they can really tell.

I'm dying on the inside,
And so I wish them all well.