Take me away
Away from me
Away from society
Away from everyone
For my thoughts are true
They make me self conscious
They make me scared
And They make me stressed too
There's no cure for this
For nothing is wrong
Nothing ever has been
And nothing will be
So I'll put on a happy face
Pretend to be strong
And enjoy myself
When I'm with my friends
But on my own
The dark Comes to get me
My self hatred comes out to play
It never went
It's always there
But it has more fun
When I'm alone here
I should be alone
Can I just stay here
And never come out
Too scared to look at myself
Too scared to let others see
But they'll never know
The way that I feel
How much pain is caused daily
And all by me
For I am this pain
It is caused by me
For after all it is my fault you see
I don't want help
I don't want to talk
I don't need your permission
Or sorry-ful looks
You don't need to know
It's my secret you see
No one will know
What it is to be me
Nor do you want to
So be grateful you don't
Nothing will happen
For I am too weak
I can't do anything
No matter how much I over think
I wish that I could
If I could I would
Everyone else seems to do it so effortlessly
While I can't do it at all
It's all in my head
I guess I could say
However this is nothing at all
It's only thoughts
Never actions
I don't care what you think
Or what you think you know
For you know nothing
And that's how it goes