The want to be Detective C. Auguste Dupin

got his theory all wrong

as to why that orangutang killed

Madame L'Espanaye and her daughter in the Rue Morgue.

They were killed because they were walked in on while having *** with a human by the jealous beast.

******* lowers humanity to nothing more than an animal, a beast which is unable to distinguish right from wrong, natural from unnatural, love from lust.

If you don't believe me then just ask King Kong.

As always welcome to the show!

I am a master poet,
No quatrains can compare.
Me and my youngest son
Solved Samson's Riddle together,
Wouldn't Samson's wife wish
We both were there.

(CARSr. 3-12-12)

Doubled upon me twice and within the same week
As the cloud of death overshadowed over me
I tried to shout but could not speak.
Fleeing for my life as the debris and splinters were flying all around
In the midst of all the destruction
Great hail stones were also crashing down upon the ground.
What is my trespass? What was my sin that thou has so hotly pursued after me?
For upon my heels I felt your holy power and through the matrix, I then exited my ivory tower.
Lying in a cold sweat I'm trembling and I'm shaking
My heart is sore with great pain and is also aching.
Gazing up at the ceiling, I’m searching for the reason why
If I don't learn the interpretation soon
The next time it happens, my silver cord will be loosed and I will die.
As always in need of help I go and I take a look
Thank you Lord for giving me Samson's strength to open up, my five letter book.
For there it was right before my eyes the answer was revealed to me
It has to be the truth for the Lord tells no lies.
You’ve shown me countless visions and many marvelous wonders all along my path
If I turn my sights and away from you now I know I can expect to reap
Your whirlwind wrath.

(Curt A. Rivard Sr.)

I thought about this paper for many weeks and just what it was I was going to write about. As hard as I can try, I can’t muster up any feelings in any shape or form. The only fear I now face is, when either my father or my girls mother who are both very close to be giving up the fight here on earth I ask myself will I even cry at their funeral and if I don’t what then will all the other family members then think of me? My only defense I guess, will be, I cried out all my tears when my brother had passed away and how he told me not to call for help as he knew he was dying on a ****** overdose. I still to this day deal with just that and how I wish I didn’t listen to what he had said.

All I remember was, when he got that 1.3M he told me he loved me, I was his dog Dollar and he was my Richie Rich and he’ll take care of me because I took care of him when everybody in the family turned him away until he got his money and that was when they all started to come out of the woodwork. Because I never took that into consideration he knew I was true to him and I had to honor a wish that he had given to me before we cashed the check. We both knew one of us probably would die as a result of it and his wish was to just let him be if things got real ugly.

I remember also how I cried all by myself in the funeral home and sat all alone in the church and that nobody in my family asked me if I was ok or even to tell me that they loved me rather then telling me I was next. I now know that they said all that only because he gave me money and tens of thousands they were.  He told me many times not to give any of the money he gave me because they didn’t take care of him for 5 years in a wheelchair like I had when he was **** *** poor and with nothing.

It is not out of hatred for not possibly being able to cry but rather I think I am now numb to such imagery. In the pursuit of the endeavor I am undertaking I am using the valuable skills I am gaining so maybe one day I will be able to possible give my children a life I feel everyone should enjoy. In the process of my newly gained knowledge in an undertaking that is shrouded in mystery to many, I am witnessing much more than the normal person could even fathom, handle, let alone I feel comprehend.

My funeral will be a private event for certain selected individuals that only my children deem fit to attend. As far as music and readings go, let them sing and speak their hearts out to me. My estate will be supervised and handled and given to my youngest son Joshua J. Rivard. I want to be wearing a custom tailored suit and without the backs cut out of them. I also wish to be placed in a full view casket till the time where I am then transported to a private location to begin the process of turning myself into a mummy.

Truly the sad part of this whole thing is, and the my hair on my forearms and on the back of my neck are tingling on their end's is, I had the true pleasure of embalming, casketing, and being a pole bearer for my elementary school teacher "Math Class with Mr.. D." (remember that poem?) and I had read his own obituary that he wanted printed for all to read in the local paper prior to his own death and here it is, my college class assignment. O' yeah, Yes I did place in his hands a scientific calculator a TI 81 it was that nobody got to see because nobody came to his awake but I filled in for the millions that should have been there for him. It also was a blessing to tell the funeral director to put him in a solid pecan wood coffin that was the most expensive and I got to keep the extra pillow and the vintage ribbon that was also inside. That is how my poem "Casket Pillow" also came to life.

(SirCARSr. 1-17-14)

Death and Dying Class assignment, Professor gave me a 90 for a grade.
Although this isn't a poem it is something I felt I owed to all my readers, Thank you all for reading and the time you spent thinking about what I had written.

Till Later, SirCARSr.....

As if having two cans with a string attached we got connected
I was on your mind and that was better than I expected.
I sense we harbor the same feelings, like my new train of thought I now carry
You showed me a new trick in the living you prosper from
You are full of new tricks I can see, and there is many more to come.
I can also see you’re on the way to patent a new technique in the art,
You learned from the best, and you learned it right from the start.
Traveling faster than the speed of light I am propelled forward
Mind is racing all the more remembering back to an earlier time
Now I’m heading to the room, the only room I ever begged to enter before
Back then I was led away and to only the chapel’s door.
Inside there alone, my eyes let loose, gallons of salty water.
Wanting to replenish at the machine I find I’m short a quarter.
Walking through all the twists and turns like in a maze
Up and down the stairs we also climbed, about face we now then descended
Found myself now in the room I cried to see,
So cold inside, I didn’t even have to check its A/C.
Dragging my left hand now along the wall, walking all the faster out so I didn’t stall
But really I held it so I wouldn’t fall,
Fuzzy feeling all throughout me like me I was in a haze.
Pushing you out all along the way, I enjoyed for that was no place to stay,
With delight and high honor I did give to you, too bad it had to be this way.
Faces did see what I did and I saw those looking, eyes all in a gaze.
Ridding with you lying in the back, I know what is to come next of you,
I just watched it only days before, O’ how now my heart is so sore
Attached I fight so hard from becoming, and I lose every time
What good money you don’t come from, that is the only crime.
I know you are still in there and wanted to leave the light on just in case
Congregation was told of my endeavors today, after my prayer request, you went into space.
To heaven you go, for that I believe is the only place.
Seemed to be the same every Sunday my request goes out
And for the grieving families you left behind it just make me want to stand up and shout.
I also pray that when exam time comes, seventy credits yes I need to pass the test,
But till Tuesday you were supposed to be the only guest
(CARSr. 5-26-12), (CARSr. 5-28-12)

Who wants to move to Alaska and then say that you want to tend to President Putin's LAND? I bet if he were to hear of this question he'd take care of you very well for Alaska was once part of the Russian Empire... I also bet that President Putin would let us all share equally all the oil that's there and share it for free...

On your cold
Big right toe,
That is where
The string
And paper,
Now must go!

(CARSr 6-2-12)

Putting many miles in the rear view mirror
Off I left working on making my life all the more clearer.
Dragging left hand on the wall again,
This time it’s all the more complex.
In a matter of minutes I’ll be doing toe tag checks.
Fresh cadaver held me up
Out there eyes came and into a sterile cup.
Given visions to the blind
How I wish they were my favorite aunts kind.
Needle through the glass thirty eight degrees Fahrenheit
Inside you all lay and with no light.
The door was pulled losing its vacuum.
Breaking this seal was better than on a bottle of
Crown Royal Cask number sixteen!
A frozen slumber party inside yes I did see.
All but one with my two hands it took to count all of thee.
Capacity of friends allowed inside,  a maximum of only fifteen!
Sudden Blast of cold air turned all my body hair into needles
Like the quills on a porcupine or a cactus in the desert.
Moving the bodies all around,
I’m looking for number one.
I trapped myself in, now look what I done.
Found the man I came looking for,
Now I have to figure out, how to get him to the door.
In a split second I shattered the games all time high score.

(CARSr.5-31-12)

Tonight my love, I seek out to fulfill my most passionate dream,
capturing your beauty with these words, I'm now penning this poem, for laying before my eyes, heaven has now been seen.

Thy locks of hair are finer than the finest feathers of all the flocks.

Thy eyes are diamonds that saw and found favor in thee,
my promise to you, I'll prove to you, just what you mean to me.

Thy lips are soft and taste so sweet, nothing in this world can come close to compare like when ours gently touch together and then slowly meet.

Thy ******* are well rounded and are so full of life, the love they produced sustained life, the perfect mother, my beautiful wife.

Thy hands move in such a caring way, forever will I long for there touch, each and everyday.

Thy hips have carried and brought forth fruit unto me, so deep the seed planted as were together joined as one, we will live on forever for you let me plant inside you, our very own, family tree.

Thy feet have walked side by side all along the way, never will we forget, for in all our hearts your nurturing memory will always stay.

For all that you are and for all that you have done, I just want you to know, I will always love you and you will always be... the only one.

(Curt A. Rivard Sr. 2014)

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O' no I feel them, there back again the heavy pain I feel inside my heart
when I wake up, that is when- all the shaking inside of me begins to start.
An enemy of mine who tries to win all the time never will he conquer, for I have a new plan.

Through your soothing comforting written letters I receive with all your heart felt written words. Will you keep writing, will you help me? for if not, I will surely lose this mental fight.

Overpowering what my nightmares can do I take you with me and to it, a special place daydreaming all day long and all about you.With your help I can win this insane fight till then, I tell myself, I'm not in here, I'm home with you tonight.

I hate the feelings I have all inside so no one can see me, under my prison blankets... I cry and hide:(

Back again like a farewell tour I saw once again
Like a vision from GOD there she laid all the more peaceful
Freshly washed strands of silver hairs of wisdom now full and wavy like a child
All the closer I felt this time, all the more feelings as if I know before
Remembering your face as I saw you across the room
Like a face on the cover of a music magazine
Pulling a ritual out of my pocket I asked with my eyes
Got the response I was looking for in his node
No disrespect is intended just my way of coping
Everyone needs a way to deal, doesn’t matter what side of the tracks you’re from
High school dropout or on the A list in an Ivy League were all the same in the end
You might not see but others will through the procession that follows you
Stopping traffic, being able to run through red lights it’s all ok, doesn’t matter
It’s your day; Warhol says fifteen is all you get not on this day it’s all yours!
Seeing vapors again around the outer edge, shadows are dancing as well
Buds are pounding drums deep with bass
Saw you open up your arms after pushing you as if a child on a sled then pulled like in a wagon
Releasing nitrogen then pulling back the skin on the one closest to your heart off them came
How you must have felt flaunting your two rings of Saturn
And how you must feel now knowing there in the hand of another
I had no say in the matter it comes with the education so in return
I played for you a sweet soft song and prayed by your side all alone.



(CARSr. 5-14-12)

Do I now take the fridged
flesh......
bare left or right hand
and sign my
SACRED BOOK
with there hand
and with my
DIPPING PEN?
(SirCARSr. 1-24-13)

I stood there watching you as I left.  Trying hard to memorize you, knowing it would be so very important to me.
The way you looked, the way you looked.
Soon someday, I will hear your voice again and that days singing will come soon.
Man can not make a pill that would let me sleep without your memory or written erotically enough to forget about you.
These months will go by-
for all I'll remember is...
what it was, as well as, what it will be...
And that my love, you will want to see.

(Curt A. Rivard Sr. 2000)

To make things easy, all President Ebrahim Raisi of Iran would have to do if he really wants nuclear weapons close by to him 🤣... just give President Putin a little piece of Iran and then let Putin call it also a part of his Russian Territory because If he gave Putin a piece of land, who then can stop Russia legally from then wanting to put nuclear weapons on what will then be also called Russian land?

Iran has mega miles of mountain's all along its northern and western borders...which to me I  would think, it would be perfect place for hiding a nuclear weapon arsenal if Putin can gain a piece of land there...

To well scripted to be true. This could have been done right here in the united states on some kind of remote government installation training base.

For starters, I have been keeping a very close eye on all the things that are being said by all the parties involved and I can honestly say that what I see is, there are so many misleading's going on that I can't even count them any more. Being the somewhat writer that I am, I can see all the attempts of stating things that can be literary taking in so many different ways. I also am getting a kick out of all the words used to down play things and also the words to make things sound worse. I feel bad for the people who can not see these things because they do not know how to decipher what is being said between the lines. In speech, it all comes down to the context that is being used that will then in return, control the direction the speaker would want to steer you in.

Once again, all Putin wants is, he wants his people's Empire back and for just that alone to me, I can't blame him because even right here in the united states, the native Indians want there land back. just the same. Trust Putin does not want to destroy any land because he knows it's part of the Empire. With all that is going on now globally with the human death toll that's being attributed to the Russian military offensive that's being carried out, the outcome of what could happen will be many times fold to what the covid-19 had done to the the human race.

The ripple effect of Putin having to continue to maintain his objective is now rapidly turning into a deadly tsunami and one that will have devastating effects world wide and for generations to come. I believe that if Putin can have his peoples Empire back, he will take care of all the people that would be living in the parts of land that he wants as if they were themselves Russians.

With all the sanctions' that are being thrown all around the world along with severing the ties of international global trading and the ECommerce ability, all the different forms of international currency will soon be worthless. There will come the time where it is now time to rebuild all that was destroyed and with it I believe that there will have to be unity and acceptance of one and another between the Russian Empire, the European countries and the rest of the world. Once that happens we as a whole must all work together to somehow try to figure out how we as a human race will be able to survive on this planet.

With all the damage that has been done already, both Putin and Biden will not naturally live long enough to see everything go back to the way it was before February 24, 2022. So to both of them, it makes one wonder if they even care about what is going on. I'll admit yes that people may not have a complete liking of Putin and that's ok because everyone does have the free right to like or not like anything that they want. Example, I live here in the united states and I am forever hearing all over the streets and I'm sure that the many people who may be reading this post will agree also with me that they hear even way before this ordeal started, President Biden is someone who is not even really liked in his own country and there are also many people who want DONALD TRUMP back in the White House or my 2nd choice of Donnie Baker... ;-)

As far as currency goes, have one universal form of currency that has the same value and buying power world wide. When it comes to all the fossil fuels, it equally belongs to each and everyone on the planet because in one way or another, there is not a single person who is alive that does not have some kind of a dependency on oil or the by products that is derived out of it in one form or another. Someday there will no longer be any more fossil fuels left but before that all happens, we all would have already transitioned into a newer form of energy that would replace the dependency on fossil fuels. So till then, divide all the reserves and all the future outputs into allotments according to the countries need for free and at the gas pumps, a same monthly set amount for everyone.

Additionally, there are many places around the world that go extremely cold in the winter months it's not fair to me that people have to freeze because they can't afford to put oil in there tank. To make this all work, I believe that there will have to be a lot of give and take going on by everyone to make things happen. So if everyone wants to feel as equal as everyone else and possibly enjoy a much easier and enjoyable life, then there will also have to be a lot of free labor given in return (able working world citizen's). I mean really, what's the difference between working and getting some pieces of paper at the end of the week or given some free labor and in return, receive free fossil fuels. Because the way I see it, when you pay for something or want to buy something with money, you are really only working to pretty much be able to just survive and a huge chunk of your earnings do in fact go to the use of fossil fuels.

In closing, we as a species that is known to be hunters and gathers, we should go back to them original roots and bring back the act of bartering things for labor or personal needs like it was long ago before there was any such thing as money.

P.S. I say, split the worlds land by the 7 continent's that there are and have someone be the head of each continent, and if so, you'll then have the 7 Crowns.

Yeah I know I'm the wack job nut case babbling fool but isn't that the same thing people called a lot of other people before they became anyone of importance? Hmmm...

One good thing about all of this for me is, First I have award's in world geography, for knowledge of Countries and there Capital's, world bodies of water and many county's cultures along with their religions... I concentrate in the areas of the Middle East and also in Europe... I am learning new names of cities, how to pronounce them and where they are geographically located...

Remember, if you can think it and speak it, don't say it can't be done...

"Welcome To The Show" 😂

Till Later,
(Curt A. Rivard Sr.)

Putin's drawbridge is going up just like Noah shutting the Arks door...

How many miles across is all the destruction now to get to the Kremlin by car? Bet a tank full won't make it across...  Where in the destroyed Ukraine can you again get gas at to again continue the trip to get all the way through it and safely?

odds are NEVER!

Like a water moat all around a castle, Putin is building a land moat which will be more fortified from the Kremlin  being attacked trust!

What is worse, Putin wanting to resurrect the Russian Empire for his people or the English coming over to North America to then only steal all the Native American Indians land for the British Empire?

Fleeing out of the Ukraine by your own choice is no way what's so ever even close to ever comparing to having to had suffer the walking on the trail of tears...

I find it very interesting all this talk about how President Putin is allegedly holding onto all kinds of vast amounts of grain that Ukraine claims is there's and people are starving because of it all...

Look there is only about a 800 mile difference between the Ukraines and the Philistines land so what I see going on with it all, It sounds to me that some people are having no other choice but to relive again the same kind of punishment and treatment that Samson from the Bible delt out to his enemies after they ****** him off also... play around and all that grain, it just might end up being laced with all of the nuclear fallout from the Chernobyl disaster and then what?

During the time of harvest, Samson devised a plan to retaliate against the Philistines. He caught three hundred foxes and tied their tails together in pairs. Between each pair of tails, he attached a flaming torch and let them loose within the Philistines farms. From the foxes hysterically scampering around, it cause all of the dry grain, vineyards and olive groves to burn up. This action crippled the Philistines’ source of food and economy.

May I have the honors of this dance with you?
But first I must seal your lids
For I fear your sleeping eyes will awake
Inside they go to cover your eyes
And me now you cannot hypnotize
Conductor with his thin baton in hand
We are the only two players in this band
He made an invisible nine panel grid
Two steps to the subjects left
And then two steps forward
He then gets up the nerve and then takes a plunge
O’ my GOD I cannot believe what he just done!
Dipping you now he goes in deeper
He orchestrated the perfect symphony for me.
May I please cut in and take this dance I ask
Holding your hand in my left like a violin
In my right a hollow metal bow
Bears also a razor piercing point
Clutching the handle I touched upon
All the major and minor notes
A five minute solo I played and deep within you
Preserving you all the more
That is what I am doing to you
Upside down bottle in my left now
And my bow now holds a clear hose
I see pink fluid now is beginning to flow
All over the damage now is where it all must go
Vapors now burning my eyes have just begun
When all is said and done
Inside again now I closed you
And it was with a trocar button
next time I close one
I will put a new twist in the  N stitch!
(CARSr. 7-24-12)

Mr. P.  Showed me the first time,
And now placed before me, Mr. J
I questioned your state,
While you laid there like a piece of slate.
Thin you were with the apple in your neck.
Tempted for a bite like in the book of Genesis,
A sin you might say, but what the heck.
They didn’t care for they put you in a partial wood and glue box,
Then they stole your money like a masked fox!
Opening your velvet lids she exposed them both,
Pressing all around, for she had to make sure.
Just in case you could have been saved
From some kind of a cure
A bowl your pupil turned
Something you gave me to eat from
Milky white yes they were,
Something else they did tell me,
And I didn’t even have to look that far.
With her clipboard and her pen
She marked all the things outside and then within.
Doors now closed and stained instruments are now touched
Thick blue rubber latex gloves are passed around
Pre prepped he already is,
What’s next I then wonder?
A quick slice of a scalpel
Now exposes what was under.
Hooks seven layers deep
Removing something you now couldn’t even keep
Like pulling a worm out a fish’s mouth,
It then popped out,
“Look” He just snagged himself a trout.
Putting your trust in something better then Big Ben,
If it seized up, what would you do then?

(CARSr.5-31-12)