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Crystina Holency Oct 2015
I would wake in fright,
Screaming your name.
Daddy!?! Daddy!?!
Where are you?!?
But you never came...
As the years grew,
I called your name less.
Knew you didn't care,
You never did,
And never will.
My biological dad was never there for me. I hardly know him. Met him once...
Thank you for making this world confused,
Thought that badge was supposed to be a symbol to protect and serve,
Now I don’t even know what the hell to call you,
Justice is coming vengeance will happen for they will get what they deserve.

We got to stop this somehow of this police brutality,
How can we depend on the government and the law for any emergency?
Cause cops and government doesn’t have any humanity,
They just make thing worse and make a bigger tragedy.

They have a license to ****,
Doesn’t matter if your black, white, brown in the eyes of a cop,
To them it just all fun and thrills,
Seems to me like what's right or wrong we do we're all going to get shot.

Let the saliva goo stick and feel ashamed when I spit in your face,
There is proof of videos and stories that they don’t really care no matter how angry we get or just feel blue,
I always will be against them in my eyes they're a disgrace,
You can ignore it or hate the fact that this is mostly true.

**By Jacob Cuadro
Crystina Holency Oct 2015
The lights flicker
I see a blade in my hand
Not only a blade
A blade of Scarlet red
And a young girl lays there at her desk
Stabbed through the heart
And her throat ripped apart
I stole her soul
She's dead
Now I'm going to move to my next victim
I'm going to knock down your door
So you know I'm coming
Because you're my next victim
And I plan on stalking you
I'm going to ruin your life
I am going to go to your school
Pretend to be a student and torture you
I'll be everywhere
Even in your dreams
I'm going to make you miserable
Like all my victims
My little sister helped me do this poem for a school assignment.
Crystina Holency Oct 2015
If only you could see yourself through my eyes,
Then you'll be able to see what you mean to me.
You'll see that I love you dearly, I cherish everything about you.
I love your smile,
The sound of your laughter,
The way your eyes sparkle with happiness,
All your little dumb jokes.
It drives me crazy when I'm away from you,
It drives me crazy when I'm with you,
But I wouldn't have it any other way.
I love everything about you.
Crystina Holency Oct 2015
I loved you once,
Always have,
Always will.
Crystina Holency Oct 2015
Everything feels so unreal,
It feels like I'm in a dream that,
I can't wake up from.
The only thing that feels real,
Is the pain I feel.
I'm a lost soul trying to find that light.
I go day by day as if I'm invisible
To everyone around me.
I don't feel connected to this world,
Like I'm supposed to.
I tend to find myself gazing off,
Thinking of some place better.
I have a tendency of blocking everything out,
Leaving me all alone with my thoughts and inner demons.
I feel so misplaced and misunderstood.
I feel like no matter how much I try it don't try,
Everything always backfires on me.
Sometimes it feels like its peoples' mission to break me down and destroy me.
Crystina Holency Oct 2015
I've been abused,
I've been used.
Found out that my "dad", wasn't really my dad.
At age 5, seen a guy get shot and killed.
Seen my "dad" hold a gun to my moms head.
Thought of suicide multiple times.
Been through hell and back.
I'm broken, you can say.
We all have our stories and are broken in some way.
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