I feel the sting and she throws me against the walls and counters she's mad not at me but I'm there to torment as I fall to the floor barley breathing I can hear her screaming I feel broken I can see I'm bleeding I'm too weak to run to strong to give up I dare not cry or the beating will all over begin I lay quit and hurting with death im flirting hoping that soon she will be leaving she needs her fix before my bones break like sticks I dare not move or torment and pain I can not refuse she walks out the door little sister will be home soon so I clean room by room mop the blood from the floor as she opens the door little one must not know what mom has done so another white lie is told sis has homework dinner bath then bed not another word is said kiss goodnight my fear is it was a kiss goodbye moms on her way home I wish she would leave me alone but little ones safe as long as I am the center of her hate this is my life my childhood past