the wind blows away my tears
the earth fixes the bruise
the water heals my heart
the earth listens to my story
they are my healers
well the creates of the pain lough
they lough and call me pathetic for seeking comfort
of the world
but in the end you cant blame me for ever human i meet is
twisted at heart

the heart in which you hold in your hand
dose not belong to you, it was not given willingly
it was taken by you with out my consent
i could tell you never meant any good
but now it is to late you could tell me to jump off a cliff and i would
for in your cold hand like a timid bunny lies my heart
scared to death and loving to death
for you are my heart holder

you shattered my heart then stitched it back up
you played with my emotion like a child's new toy
yet i cant stop turning your pages in excitement
i was a fool
you ruined my life
but blessed at the same time
you left me lagging behind in life just so i could continue turning your pages
i love books but they hold me back from society  
this is the fate of a book worm

as I lay on the ground all tatterd and useless
as people walk by not seeing or caring
my bruise grow bigger as my heart grows smaller
for who is left to care for the worthless ******* the street
my parents disowned me
my friend betrayd me
I lie all a lone as the snow glides down
i  tremble and shiver in the cold
no one that loved me anoth to warm me
the cloud that i make with my very last breath
flys away to the stars and to a much better place
i wath as it gose leaving me to die all wortless and young

now i'm a sight to dehold with my tears of ice and my lips of blue
my dress of frost and my lack of shoes i wonder the streets unknowen to man and for those that rember my face they do not care for the worthless ******* the street

How can I be myself
When I don't know who I am?

He told me that I
Was his little secret  
I told him that he
Was worth the pain  

He told me that I
Could hold his hand
I told him that he
Could bring me shame

And I know that it's wrong
And I know I should change  

But the words that he said
They drove me insane  

And I know that it's wrong
And I know I should change  

But  

He told me that I
Was his sweetest pain
I told him that he
Was my best mistake  

He told me that I
Could be his favorite lie
I told him that he
Could make me cry..

And suddenly it all hit me

....................

And now I feel empty