I'm in love with the
                                  thought of being in love
It consumes my soul

When he kisses you in the rain
Or slow dances with you in the kitchen
When he holds your hand any chance he can get
And takes the time to listen
When he gives you all his time
No matter what he has on
When he leaves you flowers on every counter
And plays all your favourite songs
When he dedicates his writings to you
Or stays home when you are sick
When he makes you a picnic
And lets you watch the movies you pick
When he can't sleep without seeing your eyes
Or hearing the way you laugh
When he calls you after he says goodbye
And waves at the end of the path
When he whispers 'I love you' before he leaves
And once more when he sees you again
You'll know he's the one you will love forever
And never leave his side for the rest of your days

I want my words to matter
For people to hear and be moved
I want my actions to inspire
For people to see and approve
I want my thoughts to have meaning
For hardships and sorrows to soothe
But what I want doesn't matter
And most certainly never comes true

I am broken
Just as you are
And I want to fix you
But how can I?
When I am just as shattered as you?
You are broken
Just as I am
And you want to fix me
But how can you?
When you are just as fractured as me?
*We are broken