afraid*
adj.* a·fraid
1. feeling fear or anxiety; frightened.
I’m Afraid...
of change
of leaving my home town
of having to start over
of talking to new people
of not finding somewhere to fit in
of being scolded for my interests
of people looking at my artwork
...
of people, in general
all they do is hurt, criticize, and unfairly judge
anyone who is different
But you see, I’m much more afraid that..
that one day you’ll hate me
that one day you will stop caring
that one day you’ll push me away
that one day you won’t need me
that one you won’t want to be around me
that one day you’ll find someone better
that one day you’ll completely move on
and leave me behind; especially since you’re
the only person who is keeping me going.
This is hard Kait.... what am I to do with myself?