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 Dec 2014
lk
afraid*
adj.* a·fraid
1. feeling fear or anxiety; frightened.

I’m Afraid...

of change
of leaving my home town
of having to start over
of talking to new people
of not finding somewhere to fit in
of being scolded for my interests
of people looking at my artwork
...
of people, in general

all they do is hurt, criticize, and unfairly judge
anyone who is different

But you see, I’m much more afraid that..
that one day you’ll hate me
that one day you will stop caring
that one day you’ll push me away
that one day you won’t need me
that one you won’t want to be around me
that one day you’ll find someone better

that one day you’ll completely move on
and leave me behind; especially since you’re
the only person who is keeping me going.
This is hard Kait.... what am I to do with myself?
 Dec 2014
lk
I know words are not enough,
no action is powerful enough
but please accept this:

I know what you try and hide
Putting up a smile to cover what's behind
Demons haunt your mind
and play with your sanity

But you're strong, never letting them reach the outside.
Sometimes you bottle them up and they become angry
Sometimes you slip and let them out
But I want you to know it's okay to let them out.

I know you hurt and cry
You feel like killing everything in sight
Feeling like the world is against you
But I want you to know that people speak lies..
only to make themselves feel better.

But I want to tell you this
Even if you feel like everything is falling apart,
Everyone is against you and you're alone,
or worthless and depressed

Just know that you've made the biggest difference in my life and I love you.

— The End —