i mean
nothing
to you
but
you mean
everything
to me

i feel
you still care
to notice me

you are
my stupidity
forever

so much love
go invisible
when i see you.....
and
so many words
go unspoken
when i see you......
    -cute crazy-

One day
You will miss me
like the way
I'm missing you right now...
that day
you will realise
how much
you hurted me
With your
ABSENCE.....

I'm so scared
that you won't know
how much you meant to me
and how much I love you
Because
YOU NEVER
TRIED TO KNOW ....

my love is fading like a dream
hoping to collect every little pieces
of my dream.......
and wanted to mend my love
with your help.....
only with your help
will you help me???

When minds start warring
Reason loses its way
Chaos prevails*






© Amitav (Radiance)

loving you
is the crime
i will do
all my life
for i know
you will
love me
someday.....

you hurt me
with your eyes
you hurt me
with your words
you hurt me
with your style
you hurt me
with your absence
you hurt me
every time
yet
i am so glad
that
you once thought
to HEAL ME
IN MY DREAM.....

you are the  reason I live
and the reason I die..
you are the reason I smile,
yet break down & cry..
you are the reason I keep going
and the reason I fall..
When I close my eyes I feel u
in my every breath I take...
because without u in my life
I 'm nothing at all...