Tangled thoughts
Flooded eyes and a runny nose
I have so much to say but no words are close ...

I'm scared.
Scared of failing.
Scared of losing.
Scared of feeling pain.
Scared of emotions.
Scared of love.
Scared of everything.
But no one knows.
Because that's the thing
About being scared.
Only the people that are scared
can see it.

I am a lost cause.
A human without purpose.
Where do I belong?

Nothing is
as  painful
as   staying
stuck
somewhere
you don't
belong.
                                                                                       Jon York     2019

I'm not crazy,
I'm an Artist



                                                             Art is my life
                                                             and  my   life
                                                                          is Art.
                                                                                         Jon York   2019

We are afraid of death because it is not tangible. We cannot touch it, its timing is a mystery, and we can't control it.

Sometimes the words I don't say
Carry the most weight
And that's fine
Because if I'm carrying the weight
Then you don't have to.