He lies, my brother, in the open,
No sleep, no dream, no hope bright,
Only fog, only chill, only spirit's sounds,
O my God! Descend a warm shawl for his night!

It ***** that I was not even worth an apology

I can't remember the point when adults started cursing around me without apologizing.
I can't remember when I was allowed to get my own food.
I can't remember when I stopped crawling into my parent's bed after having a bad night.
I can't remember when my mom stopped chopping my food up at dinner.
I can't remember when my mom stopped checking on me while I was in the bath.

I don't remember things changing,
I don't remember growing up.

Mother heard the cry
Of her only son, so little, in nursery,
After bodies were scattered on the ground!

Self-inflicted,
internalize.
Don’t say a thing, just shut your eyes.
She doesn’t want to hear,
why you feel this way.
You grate on her nerves,
when you keep mentioning those things.
Cry in your pillow,
and internalize
whatever you are thinking.
It’s just in your mind.
Self-inflicted.
Internalize.

O baby! Be jolly
You must laugh, please don't cry
Look at the twinkling star
Passing by in the sky
Be jolly O baby
O baby O baby
Mother is clouds care is rain
You must smile and you can
O baby rejoice the rain don't sigh
Keep playing and be butterfly
O baby be jolly
Please don't cry
Life is sweeter if mother nigh
Life is kite that goes up high
O baby be jolly
And listen her lullaby
O baby O baby
Be jolly O baby

I used to give
the wrong people
the right pieces
of me...