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 Jul 2023
Bernnard AF
I've been here for a while,
I can't go home like this, not without a smile.
I've been here,hoping you will notice me,
My tears keep flowing to the sea.

I've been here all by myself,
You know i love you and nobody else.
I've been here, waiting and waiting for your sign,
Will the sun ever shine?.

I'm in fears but nobody hears,
After it ends in tears I'll disappear.
All my life I've been running slow,
Nobody comes close cos they know I have no medal to show.

I've always been the last one to jump the huddle,
Please put a bullet to my gun, 1.2..3... I'll save you the troubles.
I've left you a blank note behind your door,
Please don't ask me what it's for.
I got nothing to lose,
I got nothing to prove.
Me
 Jun 2020
Bernnard AF
****, I used to feel safe flying free beneath the blue sky,
Now it feels like I'm in a cage and I still don't know why.
Is it fear?
Or just an unanswered questions,
Is it near?
What happened to the past Generations.

What's out there for me?
Tell me what you see.
Why is everything a lesson?
Why should I pray when you know the ending?

You said I'll be fine,
I've been running but I can't find the finish line.
Yes you lie
You kept me in circles, left my messages unreplied.
I cried, tears ran down the field of my face.
When you left without no trace....
Am lost under the blue sky
Questions cloud the stage of my mind
Rhetoric, I can't give an answer.
You traded my heart over the heart bank counter.
I will run
As my heart still drums,
Like my heart need saving when we are in motion.
I will fight to save the next generation.

— The End —