I don’t know
I’m confused, can’t think straight
Dizzy, blurry thoughts, can’t focus on one,
Zooming in, zooming up; passing in, no way out.

I don’t know**
What to feel, what to do
What to say, how to react
And especially who to choose.

I’m weighing the chances
I’m weighing my feelings
I’m weighing the consequences
I’m weighing everything.

Still, I don’t know
I can’t decide; I’m lost in the valley of Choice
To go left or right, I don’t know
I’m lost in the sea of Confusion.

No communication, no contact
No anything. Just memories
Memories which I feel don’t mean anything to you.
I couldn’t let go of them.
Memories – the only ones I hang on to when all others around me crumble.

I couldn’t seem to let go of them.
Even when I know its over,
I still think about it, the past.
Now, I don’t think you feel the same way;
I think you’re slowly backing away from me, from us.
But when I think about it, there’s no us.
There never was. Just you and me. You. Me.
You and me, but never us.