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563 · Aug 2022
Cosmic Egg
Ciel Noir Aug 2022
we are alive because we won
some cosmic lottery of laws
a battle versus antimatter
everything we know and are

we are alive because we won
the perfect distance from the Sun
where water flows and life may grow
upon, along, above, beyond

we are alive because we won
a litany of love and war
we wonder from atop our tree
where have the other branches gone

between the void and kingdom come
between infinity and none
and of that number
only one

we are alive because we won
563 · Mar 2022
Us
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
Us
you're us
it's true

and we are you
the same bright blue

the same stardust

sometimes you're you
that's OK too

but as we know and trust
you're us
560 · Aug 2018
How Deep
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
here

a word

there

a thing

here a feeling
there a scale

here a thought
there a tail

here a whisper
there a wing

O how deep that dragon sings

here a letter
there a number

page by page
it takes shape

sharpening
in its sleep

waking

from its

dreamless

slumber
547 · Mar 2022
Exchange
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
everywhere I go
I leave pieces of myself
and receive others
547 · Mar 2019
Vengeance
Ciel Noir Mar 2019
↘                                                                ­                            all in the
                                                             ­                               name of the
                                                             ­                                 same god
                          we think                                invoking
                   we're balancing                          justice we
                        the scales                                   assail
                                                    callin­g                                
                               ­              for vengeance                    
                                                even blood                        
                                   ­                                                                 ­    ↙
                                                           ­                        against
                                                        ­                       the enemy        
                                                   ­                               we rail
    vengeance                                    until they                    
→    pushes the                            are who we                    
    pendulum                              ­       become                                              
                               vengeance
                          doesn't balance  
                               the scales
538 · Aug 2023
Step
Ciel Noir Aug 2023
when I see you
take a step

maybe it's a baby step

but I think it's important that
you took the time
to take that step

I'm here

I see you
taking steps

maybe one forward
and one back

but I forgive you
don't look back

breathe

and take another step
530 · Oct 2024
Trilobite
Ciel Noir Oct 2024
last night I had a dream

there was a trilobite
in the green grass

I saw myself
from atop a cliff

running through the forest
in a velvet dress

the me that was
up on the cliff

had an old fashioned camera
in my hand

I tried to take a picture
of myself

but the me in the forest
was just too fast
529 · May 2019
far enough
Ciel Noir May 2019
no matter in what
direction you look
after far enough
there is only light
525 · Sep 2022
Smile
Ciel Noir Sep 2022
we all give             but we find
         so much time          we are all            
    just to find          just a moment
who we are               in time  

we are all only here for a while
we are all just a moment
so I'll take a moment
to smile
522 · Nov 2021
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
I might as well
chase the Sun
on and on and
west and west

until
the new day
finds me running

far away
from where I left
513 · Nov 2019
smooth
Ciel Noir Nov 2019
one by one
storms come down and wash away
all my rough edges
506 · May 2018
Sun
Ciel Noir May 2018
Sun
The Sun is just another
In an endless sky of stars
If we saw it from far away
Would we know it was ours?

It isn't too remarkable
In any special way
An ordinary little star
That rides the Milky Way

But when seen from our point of view
The Sun is like a god
So wonderful, so full of light
So powerful, so hot

It's bright enough to light the sky
And paint it blue and gold
It shines on us, it grows the plants,
It warms us when we're cold

I think we would love any star
That brought us so much light
But our Sun is the only one
That shines on us this bright

Sometimes the ones who look
Ordinary from far away
Will dazzle you if you will
Just give them the time of day
505 · Nov 2021
Hope Dies Last
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
scorched earth
battle scarred
annihilation
holy war

I thought nothing could grow here
anymore

but I was wrong
504 · Feb 2019
Paris
Ciel Noir Feb 2019
Glittering
Like a metal chandelier
The city of lights
504 · Feb 2022
February
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
in town
I was surprised to see
the first pink blooms
a cherry tree

so pretty

I was not prepared

I stopped and smiled
I stood and stared
504 · Sep 2021
If We
Ciel Noir Sep 2021
Can you imagine how insane
it would be
if we

Got everything we wanted?

Good thing
it's just
a

゚・:* Fantasy ゚:・゚
゚⋆°:ꔫ:°⋆゚

*:୨୧:*


504 · Sep 2024
Trust
Ciel Noir Sep 2024
I set limits
because I must
it isn't just a test
oh but
trust and believe
it is a test
you fail the test
you lose my trust
503 · May 2021
Oblique
Ciel Noir May 2021
sometimes it is
almost obscene
how clearly I
say what I mean

sometimes my words
are so oblique
I might as well
not even speak

and when I give
the truth away
then that is all
I have to say

but where my mind
seems undefined
there's truth in why
I blur the lines
500 · Oct 2018
Dizzy
Ciel Noir Oct 2018
I am not standing on top of the world
I am bound to it by gravity
The only thing keeping me out of the sky
It's a thought that makes me feel
Breathless and dizzy

The stars do not circle like birds overhead
We spin round and round in the sky
The Sun does not set in the West at night
The Earth turns away from its light

The Moon does not pull me with strings from afar
It changes the shape of spacetime
It warps not just me but my reality
Lights the world up with cold sunshine

We all fall forever toward the Sun
In a sky only painted blue
Hidden deep in the light
The stars shine just as bright
And they always shall shine on you
495 · Aug 2018
Freedom
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
Some say that freedom is
Wild emotion
Animal lust
Running through the forest
With no shoes
No words
Then none who is free
Can say what freedom is

Some say that freedom is
Language
Logic
Rising above emotions
On the wings of the mind
Then none who is free
Knows what freedom feels like

I say that freedom is
The ability to choose
Between these states of mind
At will
Or even
To combine them

Only then can we truly understand
Freedom
Only then will our whole soul be
Free
And know what it feels like to
Fly
494 · Jan 2023
Fractal
Ciel Noir Jan 2023
we are an infinite                regress
    of reflections and           refractions
    of actions and         reactions
         complex       fractions
of interference     patterns    
and mathematical    interactions  
intricately intersecting    connections      
   branching on   tracks
through the     confusing   profusion       
of this soothing     illusion   we create      
            of reality     being a   place         
tessellating in   parallel  space   
               like an  abstract fractal  
in an interdimensional tesseract
reflecting back on itself forever
493 · Sep 2018
Starlight Star Bright
Ciel Noir Sep 2018
Sometimes
Only sometimes
I wish I could fly
Rush like the weather
And dance on the sky
Ride on the shining night
Where the wind sings
Sometimes
Only sometimes
I wish I had wings
493 · Mar 2021
Believe
Ciel Noir Mar 2021
I wanted to believe I understood
I wander in your mind and I am lost

there be dragons
at the edge of your world
and oceans even language cannot cross

I wanted to believe that it was love
writ in the stars
to guide us o'er the sea

a shadow that will never reach the Sun
and all the things I wanted
to believe
490 · Feb 2021
Dialogue
Ciel Noir Feb 2021
some people

cut themselves
with knives

burn themselves
with cigarettes

I am not obvious like that
I think instead of act

an inner dialogue
like chess

I set traps for myself
483 · Feb 2022
Hatred
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
you hate people
with your whole heart
for what they say
not what they do

you say
I have to hate them too

why is hatred so important to you?
483 · Feb 2022
Life Runs Deep
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
she cannot speak
except to growl
to howl
to moan
to shriek

her words
her world
are meat and bone
eyes and thighs and teeth

she races like a wolf
through her sleep
she chases dreams
schemes
pieces of memories
like sheep

I reach out
with my words

does she understand me?

I feel her snarl
across my teeth

life runs deep
and talk is cheap
481 · Oct 2018
Silence
Ciel Noir Oct 2018
I sit in a pew
And someone tells me what to do
I sit in silence
And try to drown out all the violence
Do not be afraid
If you believe you will be saved
I bow my head and smile
I haven't believed in God for a long time
I wrote the last two lines in a dream.
481 · Oct 2021
Ω
Ciel Noir Oct 2021
Ω
fire in the sky
sign from the gods
time forever moving on
some imagine the night beyond
some dance in the light of the setting Sun
473 · Aug 2021
Power
Ciel Noir Aug 2021
I know the things I need to change
but I don't have the power yet

I want to be a charioteer
but I feel like a marionette

now every day I take small steps
and train my brain with little things

so one day I will have the strength
to break the strings
and take the reins
473 · Jan 2019
Certainty
Ciel Noir Jan 2019
There can be no certainty

Ever
Anywhere
This is all I know

One and
One is two
Maybe I am mad
Maybe I have been lied to

I don’t
Really know
Things that I believe
Just because I have been told

What if
All of this
Is only my dream
In a world I cannot see

We shall never know; we may only believe

There can be no certainty
469 · Jul 2021
Restless
Ciel Noir Jul 2021
If I found love
then I would rest

set down my pack
lay down my head

clip my wings
and build a nest

I can't find love
I am too restless
465 · Nov 2018
Light
Ciel Noir Nov 2018
The Moon and stars
They shine so bright
Deep in the night
I keep their light
How beautiful they seem to me
I wish that everyone could see
463 · Sep 2021
Ciel Noir Sep 2021
messages
reaching into the darkness
like a seventh sense
463 · Aug 2018
Formless
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
.      The shape oƒ what we love and fear
                                 Hides s∅meplace we may never go            
                      And all the t☈uths we hold most dear              
                  Are things that we ₥ay never know                                      
                  But in the midd↳e of your mind                                
                    A darkness brightεr than the Sun                                        
                      If you shall ⑀eek then you shall find                
                             The ⑀hadows of the Formless One
462 · Feb 2018
Moonlight
Ciel Noir Feb 2018
Our words are like the dewdrops on a web
Which shimmers in the pale light of the Moon
They borrow light from borrowers of light
Illuminating the invisible
The brilliant mechanics of nature
The cruel nature of its brilliance
Lie waiting in the dark to capture us
Our words can light them up like chandeliers
449 · Mar 2022
Prayer to the Moon
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
maybe I'm brave enough
maybe I'm strong enough
maybe I'm worthy
after all

give me the chance
and give me the power
that is the only way to know
442 · Aug 2018
Other star
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
Other star
Bathes me in her eerie light
Casting strange shadows
440 · Jun 2018
Who
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Who
Who hides in light

Behind the halo

Who stands in darkness

Casts no shadow
432 · Apr 2021
Unique
Ciel Noir Apr 2021
I am beautiful
I have my own unique face
no one is like me

I am terrible
I do things that no one should
no one is like me

I am all alone
no one understands my mind
no one is like me

I am powerful
I can influence the world
no one is like me

oh the irony
realizing these are the things
everyone believes
430 · May 2018
Lightning Struck
Ciel Noir May 2018
Some people look for thunderstorms
Some people for sunshine
No matter what you're looking for
Seek and ye shall find

Some people look for aliens
Some people look for God
And even through the deepest storm
Lightning finds its rod
422 · Aug 2018
Stella-Luna
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
The Sun
Has won
We love
The Sun
422 · Jun 2022
The River
Ciel Noir Jun 2022
a river flows
where no one goes

this is a place
where no one stays

one day I will lose everything

one day
or day by day by day

and time will be
the end of me

and I will be
a memory

and all who still
remember me

the river will
wash them away
421 · Oct 2019
Maelstrom
Ciel Noir Oct 2019
look in my eyes
you think you see through
mirrors not windows
you only see you

smooth as a well
I smile and I nod
but I am a maelstrom
beneath this façade
420 · Feb 2021
Light
Ciel Noir Feb 2021
you bring fire
and you bring fear
love that turns my heart to steel

there is so much more out here
so much more
that I can feel

I still wander
the same streets
the same path
through the same night

but without you
this same sky
is suddenly

so full of light
420 · Jul 2018
Crystallized
Ciel Noir Jul 2018
We are the void that crystallized
We are the stars in Earth reborn
Simplicity reorganized
Into complexity reformed

And nothing ever is destroyed
We turn and change and change and turn
We know that we come from the void
And to the void we shall return
419 · Jul 2018
Empire
Ciel Noir Jul 2018
ce Mercredi
après midi
ceux-ci sont les États-Unis

notre pays et sa genèse
c'etais dix-sept cent soixante-seize

rouge sur la rouge pour liberté
et pour la blanc l'égalité
le bleu a dilué le thé
notre version de la vérité

le monde reste mobile
et sur l'empire
le soleil se couche t'il
415 · Apr 2018
Tree
Ciel Noir Apr 2018
My mind is full of thoughts and sounds and words
It's influenced my mindset a great deal
I can be understood, or at least heard
It's easy to express the things I feel

And this extends to every piece of me
Even the pieces that, given the choice,
I might have rather lived with silently
Than shiver in discovering their voice

Sometimes it's just one track, a monologue
Sometimes a duet, chorus, symphony
I cannot see the raindrops for the fog
I cannot see the forest for the trees

Some other people have tried to give names
To all these whisperers between their ears
If God is the wise voice that keeps us safe
The Devil is the part of us we fear

The id speaks only in short sentences
I want, I need, I love, I feel, I hate
The superego blunt but coherent
Dodecahedra do not tessellate

Sometimes they go off and do their own thing
One solves a math problem, the other dreams
Sometimes I catch them speaking, arguing
One speaks in monotone, the other screams

And I stand in between and keep the peace
The moderator, I, the ego, me
And when I create art I can increase
The interplay which flows ever between

When I combine the various powers
It fosters in me love and harmony
I listen to my roots, leaves, and flowers
But I am only one; I am the tree
414 · May 2019
we climb
Ciel Noir May 2019
inch by inch
claw and fang and tooth and nail
out of the abyss
413 · Oct 2023
Power
Ciel Noir Oct 2023
you only know one kind of strength
armed to the teeth
you call us weak
but take our words for weapons
as if we should be afraid to speak

you want us to be decorations
pretty little flowers
but I know that you would sell your soul
to have a shadow of our power
410 · Oct 2018
Paradise
Ciel Noir Oct 2018
Looking up at the same stars
Some are near and some are far
One green star in their constellations
Beyond their wildest imaginations

Whole worlds spiral in its wake
Following the path it takes
Through the coldest darkest places
Trails a frail pale blue oasis

Here is water, here is air
Do they know what else is there?
Here is lightning, here is thunder
How I wonder how they wonder

Imaging us with precision
Watching us on television
All these living moving beings
Do they know what they are seeing?

Crows and cranes and lions and lizards
Bulls and bears and wolves and wizards
Phoenixes, foxes, and pharaohs
Swans and eagles, harps and arrows

Soaring, singing in the night
Bright blue bird of paradise
Ever under one green star
Do they wonder what we are?
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