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Mar 2022 · 548
Exchange
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
everywhere I go
I leave pieces of myself
and receive others
Mar 2022 · 454
Prayer to the Moon
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
maybe I'm brave enough
maybe I'm strong enough
maybe I'm worthy
after all

give me the chance
and give me the power
that is the only way to know
Mar 2022 · 169
Your Light
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
I want to be the sign
at the center of your sky

I want to be your lullaby
I want to be your night

I want to give you what you want
Tonight and every night
I want to shine

I want to be a diamond in your light
Mar 2022 · 569
Us
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
Us
you're us
it's true

and we are you
the same bright blue

the same stardust

sometimes you're you
that's OK too

but as we know and trust
you're us
Mar 2022 · 178
конец мира
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
if you are quite still
you can almost hear
the sound of machines

of fear
of chaos
of hell

voices in his head
telling him to ****
and by force of will
to build
an empire of the dead

sacrifice it all
this time no one wins
even those left standing when
the dominoes fall

life is a candle
in the hand of a madman
and if you are still you can
feel the Earth tremble
Mar 2022 · 245
0
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
0
I see the world
unraveling
the future
hanging by a thread

I try to memorize the spring
I hope I never will forget

the joy and hope
of innocence
new life
in the trees
on the ground

I try to walk
the Fool's calm steps
to face the sky
and not look down
Mar 2022 · 113
Evermore
Ciel Noir Mar 2022
my love for you
has grown
deep into my soul

that's the truth

I want to climb it
high into the sky

and at the same time
I want to tear it out
by the root

I'm tired of playing the fool
waiting for you
wasting my youth
chasing you
lost in space
like a wild goose chasing the Moon

I'm tired of wasting my time
hating you
when I'm the one who keeps choosing to lose
choosing to water a vine with no fruit

but my soul has grown too
it has grown around you

and you are oh so close to the core
evermore
too deep for me to move
Feb 2022 · 159
Again
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
we've read this story
we know how it ends

we learn this lesson
again and again

time after time
after time till the end

till no one learns anything
ever again
Feb 2022 · 187
Follow
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
this experiment was done
not so very long ago
it showed us the way that we
do whatever we are told

they believed they gave him shocks
until he made no more sound
even those who walked away
did not try to shut it down

I think that it goes to show
who we really are inside
not just "them" but all of us
who pretend we could decide

we want to believe that we
have some different kind of brain
NO ONE TRIED TO SHUT IT DOWN
and we follow just the same
Feb 2022 · 166
Our Power
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
we do not love war
for war does not love

we bear our own life
we share our own blood

our power runs deep
deeper than your sword

silence is our violence
we do not need yours
Feb 2022 · 140
The Silence
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
can you feel it

the tension
of the uncertain

a faint electric current
just under the surface
a half second deep

and half sleeping we keep
our third eye
on the timeline

waiting
for the silence to break
Feb 2022 · 492
Life Runs Deep
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
she cannot speak
except to growl
to howl
to moan
to shriek

her words
her world
are meat and bone
eyes and thighs and teeth

she races like a wolf
through her sleep
she chases dreams
schemes
pieces of memories
like sheep

I reach out
with my words

does she understand me?

I feel her snarl
across my teeth

life runs deep
and talk is cheap
Feb 2022 · 148
Way
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
Way
I have also crawled

Claw on wall
Out of that place

Let me light your way
Feb 2022 · 485
Hatred
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
you hate people
with your whole heart
for what they say
not what they do

you say
I have to hate them too

why is hatred so important to you?
Feb 2022 · 513
February
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
in town
I was surprised to see
the first pink blooms
a cherry tree

so pretty

I was not prepared

I stopped and smiled
I stood and stared
Feb 2022 · 136
MAD
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
MAD
I know we want
to get revenge
but wouldn't we
be just like them

get back at them
talk smack at them
react
and turn our backs on them

this is how everybody thinks
this is how everybody sinks

there is no balancing
the scales

this is how everybody fails
Feb 2022 · 143
Where I Belong
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
I dreamed that I
was on the Moon

I looked into the sky

where the Sun shined
through ink black night
by the Capricorn sign

and near the Sun
in perfect haunting blue
so still and bright

I saw our world
up in the sky
with all the other lights

I felt it all
to see our planet
so far and so small

I felt that I
was in the sky
I felt that I could fall

with a jolt to the solar plexus
I thought to myself

"That is the Earth
where I belong

and I am somewhere else"
Jan 2022 · 208
Balance Point
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
my mind is empty
my heart is full

I love my family and my friends
I sense a new journey about to begin

I am at the balance point
Jan 2022 · 104
No Note
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
if I ever chose to die
I would never explain why

instead of let my friends
my mother
blame themselves
the world
each other

I would leave no trace
no note
an accident
that's all she wrote

I feel that I can tell you this
because I have chosen
to live
Jan 2022 · 982
Thin Ice
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
a veil of ice
across my soul
so I control
how much you know

a smooth façade
a cool veneer
that isolates me
from my fear

I am afraid
when you get close
can you see into me?
almost

if you are warm
the ice will break
and take you
to the strangest place
Jan 2022 · 108
Far Away
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
I miss my family
and my friends
I am so far away from them

I hope I'll see them all again
next year

I am so lonely here
Jan 2022 · 148
Demons
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
each day I try to play a role
in our society

to mimic an image
of what I think they want to see

but deep down
I am savage
I am wild
my soul has teeth

and time and time again
I try to hide that side of me

how could I ever find someone
to love me as a whole

the monsters in my mind
and the maelstrom of my soul?

through all my doubt
I dare to hope
to meet the one someday

who sees the demons in my eyes
and does not look away
Jan 2022 · 365
Melody in Monochrome
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
slim silhouettes
of onyx trees
the sky is like
a silver sea

light fills the clouds
and overflows
like angels' wings

our brightest stone
Jan 2022 · 373
I Am Looking For Answers
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
I read a poem called God Apparition

and it made me think of this question

Have you ever encountered God?

And what can you tell me about that experience?
Jan 2022 · 144
The Sky
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
The Sun is my clock
And the planets my candles
They shine through the darkness
And into my eyes

The stars are my compass
The Moon is my calendar
When I have questions
I look at the sky
Jan 2022 · 356
Only the Moon
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
I don't know why
till I look at the sky
I cry and I cry and I cry
only the Moon
only the Moon
drawing my pain like a tide

only the time
only the time
and in time I will forget
until I see
the same Moon again
shining one sign to the left
Jan 2022 · 102
Obedience
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
I think there is something missing
in my head
the way I think
and it makes it hard to obey
even those who wield much power

I think I'm still much the same way
although I have learned to cope
I find ways into submission
lead myself through
proper channels

as a small child I thought this was
why no one could ever love me
and instead of learn to obey
I learned to lose hope

now that I am older
and I have seen the true face of power
I have learned
obedience
is the world's cruelest joke
Jan 2022 · 208
Two Steps Back
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
I just want to dream about
someone who I can step back from

reach out with imagination
and not with my soul

let myself fall into orbit
knowing I can keep my distance

synchronize with your vibrations
not with your control
Jan 2022 · 248
Infinite Regress
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
we are made                                                        of nothing
nothing brought                                           to light
   the dark that fell                    upon the stars  
the darkness               brought to life
in an infinite                   regress
the mind cannot       unwrap
we are made of emptiness
we are                      gods




  of the gaps
Jan 2022 · 97
Samsara
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
God is the creator
Power is its face

Life is the destroyer
That lays its world to waste

Inch by inch
Life creates life
From what it has destroyed

As God without a single thought
Obliterates the void
Dec 2021 · 160
.
Ciel Noir Dec 2021
.
.



                          I will not speak my mind again
                          I will not speak my mind again        
                          I will not speak my mind again    
                          I will                                            



           ­                                            .
Dec 2021 · 154
Angel
Ciel Noir Dec 2021
I wish I believed
that there was more
to sacrifice for
eternal reward

I wish I believed
that if I believe
the angel of death
pass over my door
Dec 2021 · 1.3k
Violet Light
Ciel Noir Dec 2021
Close my eyes
Open my mind

I want to understand

Time

A voice says
"I am in all things"

Bright violet light
In my third eye
Dec 2021 · 150
Gold
Ciel Noir Dec 2021
There is a land of industry
Of wealth and peace and harmony
A confluence of new and old
Where the streets are paved with gold

Work and work day in, day out
Work to build your little house
Hurry, for the night is cold
Where the streets are paved with gold

The government is on your side
Nothing and nowhere to hide
So do and say what you are told
Where the streets are paved with gold

Swallow your national pride
Do not fly the flag too high
The consequences are well known
Where the streets are paved with gold

The echoes of what happened here
Frozen in memory of fear
Are waiting everywhere you go
Where the streets are paved with gold

Do not question, do not grumble
Look to the ground and stay humble
Lest you stumble on a stone
Where the streets are paved with gold
Dec 2021 · 1.6k
0
Ciel Noir Dec 2021
0
making choices
           is not for the
                 faint of heart                
                               any step                ⍜
                           into the future        ☇≣⤷
                                             is a step 〳〵
                                                   into the
                                                             ­                 
                                               ­                           
                                     ­                                    dark
Nov 2021 · 1.6k
Frame
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
my mind is a twisted frame
I do not know what to say
all the                    feelings
kept                       inside
are too          tangled
to       transcribe
  undending
    place with        no  
           escape             I do not         
   understand        its shape  
will this illusion disappear
  if my confusion becomes clear?
Nov 2021 · 174
Golden Days
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
we are young and we are strong
we can sing and we can run
we have so many different ways
to trade away these golden days

in line
in front of a PC
watching the clock
watching TV

playing pretend
hating our friends
just waiting for it all to end

and in the end what will we miss?
whose lips will we wish to have kissed?
reminisce on this listlessness
will we wish to remember this?
Nov 2021 · 903
Once
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
a raindrop falls
a flower blooms

and soon

a forest on the Moon

today we know
only one home

one in forever
once in the blue
Nov 2021 · 1.7k
Fidget Spinner
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
the algorithm is so random
I don't understand
what makes something trend

kind of like the real world
isn't it?
Nov 2021 · 282
Lines
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
the poems here are
really interesting
they come back to me later
like words from a song

whether a dramatic odyssey
or a page
ripped out of your diary

these silent lines really speak to me
out loud in my head
as I read along
Nov 2021 · 1.3k
/\
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
/\
hope

\/
a candle in the window

I reach out my hand

I can feel that fire
from where
I stand

out here in the cold
Nov 2021 · 278
Dread
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
I understand fear
fear says "run"
fear says "fire"
fear says "gun"

fear keeps us alive
if we keep our head
but step away from its brother:
dread

I don't understand dread
dread says "why try?"
dread says "love is fleeting"
dread says "you will die"

that doesn't help me
to survive
I don't want to feel dread
I want to feel alive
Nov 2021 · 425
Time
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
back in the day
it was okay
to say
one day
but not today

to wait was not
cause for regret
I did not need
to decide yet

it's fine
I still have time
but I am older
every time I blink

what I miss most
about the past
is having time to think
Nov 2021 · 534
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
I might as well
chase the Sun
on and on and
west and west

until
the new day
finds me running

far away
from where I left
Nov 2021 · 249
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
I might as well
chase the Sun
west and west

until
the new day
finds me running

far away
Nov 2021 · 530
Hope Dies Last
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
scorched earth
battle scarred
annihilation
holy war

I thought nothing could grow here
anymore

but I was wrong
Nov 2021 · 170
Continuity
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
I look at my past
and I look away
that wasn't me
that's what I say

that wasn't me
but if that's so
then tomorrow
who will I be?

it is almost
as if to say
that I only exist
today

I want to stay
I want to be
that's why I must say
that was me
Nov 2021 · 276
Love and Fear
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
I see what love does
it scares me

I tried to find a way around love

but that hurt more
than the other
kind of
pain

I have to love
it is part of my brain

maybe I can find a way

around the fear
Nov 2021 · 184
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
they are
in our sky

our sun
in their signs
our world

in their eyes
we are
in their sky
Nov 2021 · 108
Feeling
Ciel Noir Nov 2021
Love and hate and joy and sadness
Fill our whole mind like an ocean
How could we express this madness
To someone with no emotions?

Cold machines with hearts of steel
Could never calculate this feeling
And the Watchers cannot feel
The inner world we are revealing

God in his ivory tower
May see all within our sphere
But to live without that power
Is to understand our fear

Caged in our own carnival
Of red and rage and flesh and lust
How could they ever really know
What it's like to be one of us?
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