So not wanting to get up
been sleeping half the day
it's february the 10th
and it's flip off tuesday

It's ****** cold out there
but I have bills to pay
it' a nasty dreary day
so I'm gonna flip off tuesday

I'm going back to bed
lay down my weary head
but before I do
lets just flip off tuesday


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Sing in the brittle tree tops my despair
making sweet your melody to winter's song
try to be hard at the spring of March
make stupor merry to your seasons end

Fantastic your endeavours turn mild winds
all you did makes us more sullenly pure
they know, I know you really hate that
and in your reality death comes once every year

Make blooms the crescent of despair
be sure that the most in northern exposures
wish that they never had the bite of you
even the back lands Kind Town, Nova Scotia



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Soon comes our mid winter
cold and calculated is our pace
we wed this January
as winter makes haste

In the time and place most perfect
this is now our wedlock
a place of freedom and happiness
without the chains and padlocks

I have found you
my dreams have come true
for I am in heaven
when I am with you

As winter makes haste
hand in hand like in an egg and spoon race
we will be together forever and ever
racing to springs return from its endeavors

So we will wrap up warm
with silver wedding rings
to the song of cathedral bells
and the wonderful start of our spring


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She is the night vivid with stars
my love, my queen, the all of me
she bathes me in her light and darkness
I am calling to her perfection

I love her so much, I mean to weather every storm
wanting to just be back in her perfumed gardens again
she is my spice and my sweet life without dereliction
she will come to me, calling to her perfection

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hazy as the clouds on high
she lays in verdant fields  
lazy is this child of peace
our child we called Daisy

Her gun turrets were full of flowers
she spoke in purple and blue
the code name she did hold
well that was her deception

Inside her mild inner walls
love would rule supreme
she had no reason she'd say
no reason to take arms and fight

Moss did start to grow
every year there would be more
laying still for many centuries
not wanting to be battle ready

Soon now dear sweet Daisy
soon you will have to move
and take flight to fight
in the forest of forgiveness


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She sits by her marbled effigy
feeling the cold wind biting hard
and as the snow falls around her
she pulls out of her sack, her ace card

This one will rely on pity
now so away from the city
she sends it spinning in the air
only to land back in her curly hair

She has become a broken substitute of womanhood
a lost and forgotten echo of pure shame
yet all she did was only for good
her ignorance was all she could blame

So by the chimes of midnight
she sees the follies of her ways
then waits for winter and spring to end
till the kind heart and warmth of May

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He was a very naughty prince of the realm

he had himself a whipping boy

his boy was a very sturdy fellow

who could take a stern willow


When the prince needed a thrashing

he always would take his place

fifty of the best at a steady pace

he could take a right old rollicking


Many a dark day did that poor whipping boy see

he would cringe and shake every time he saw a willow tree

the prince would go out of his way

to make sure he was punished nearly every day


The whipping boy lived the life of a prince in pain

with the honour of being beaten again and again

the spanking in his ears would ring

knowing he was doing this for his future king



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Your legs may ache, but keep climbing
stride those rocks of disillusionment
and reach that all time high

No matter the lack of faith from others
love them back in kind the mothers
and reach that all time high

Sing the songs of kindness and love
sing them strong and sing them proud
reach that all time high

And when all is dark and you start to fade
know that you did the very best you could
to reach that all time high


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I love a mass debate
love tossing things into the ring
it's like pulling white rabbits
straight out of my hat
that's when I utter those magic words
ah that's better
then I look around and all is abound
and think... next time I'll use a French letter


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Why I miss this
why is that longing in my heart
why do I never settle
so wanting to get back to battle

I know I am here, my god on ****** Earth
a place of many of my births
time is just a click click tick tick rattle
when you are back from battle

The ones I did serve left me
the ******* betrayed me
and me and my crew
had nothing to do but die in the sands

Some wars are for nothing but greed
it's a curse and a demon seed
yet here are some still of righteousness
that do fight for you and bleed


By Chrisrtos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't care that I am dying, hurting inside
as death has been a good friend of mine
so this unkind retribution is wondrous
never was I one to tow a sanity line

My attempts of final closure
in this uncaring field of discourse
does make light my darkness
for I will die, one day at the time

These ****** dark days of discontent
my wanting all to be gone
to fade into the darkness
like a dark and violent storm

I want to die screaming
to fight to the bitter end
and in my last breath
angels of death do send


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Daddy bought me a gun
and he taught me how to use it
he told me to never fear
so I told daddy, don't worry I will use it

So I went to school
hid the gun in my knickers
the guards wanted to search me
yet the principle said that was a no no

I went into class looking for my bullies
the ones that made me regress into my shell
I will make them beg and plead for mercy
before I send for sure to hell

I will not give them mercy
for they gave me little or none
and when I **** them
and will gloat as I come


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She was a hotrod to die for
a real bucking machine
crome and black with eyes blown out sockets
she was not like any other she went like a rocket

Just sitting in her seat you felt complete
you feel with her you are one entity
and when she takes off
oh boy, scream pussycat scream

Best to have protection when with her
helmet and gloves a must
a fireproof suit on maybe
unless you want to get burnt to a crust

So here we go, on with the show
she really is ready to go
full throttle lets make a scene
and scream pussycat scream


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Their Queen Is Dead

There is discord in the air
her sisters are in chaos
for early this morning
they found their aged queen dead

Royal jelly is being fed
to the growing grubs hungry heads
the body of their withered dead queen
now is thrown out of the hive kept clean

Sentinels are posted by the entrance
as the new queens start to hatch
only one of the new fighting brood
will wear the honeycomb crown

The sisters watch on in anticipation
as these new queens fight to the death
they hold on to each other and start to sting
for only one ****** queen will eventually win

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

As clones we pride ourselves
born in light to die in darkness
we that flew like eagles with talons
to the edge of imperfection

We fall like broken toys
with our metal frames intact
dead to this world now
just me as their contact

They don't call me puppy boy
knowing may allegiance to you
yet seeing this earth in new relief
most here have no real beliefs

Our history, our story it will be lost
and the mystery of my kind gone forever
for like me, you are at that precipice
at the edge of imperfection


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Through the trees now hollow and sullen
winds reap cold their steel ventures
and as some hide from the cold storm to come
others will brave it, with pleasure

Making scallywag's run of mortal sins
for the dread is upon them
and it's darkness cloaked
will show how to continue

Door to door will it go
searching for the unbelievers
and if windows are open
it will find it's way in to you

Within tattered hearts
that are far apart
there is a hex
that it is keeping

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Time please gentlemen he calls
and with that the bell rings
I love this pub
it's a pity about the smoking

But it is time to leave
so I go into the secret garden
there I unfold my wings
and take flight home

In my mind is that oak bar
and the drinks that frequent
but now I will take roost
dreaming of conquest drunk

It is time for me to sleep
it is a time for me to dream
and beyond moderation
be a writer very keen

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was sitting in the corner crying
I can't do this anymore she said,
her nerves were nearly all shattered
I knelt down and hugged her
I told her the show must go on
she looked at me with make up all a running
she nodded and slowly got to her feet
just one more act and the play would be complete

I egged her on with a bums on seats gag
she smiled sweetly, which made me blush
if only we walked arm in arm
she would make my garden lush
if she knew how much I loved her
in all her delicate physique
maybe she would think of me as lover
not the person who plays so meek

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She is the kind of woman that always makes you smile so
with her delicate words, green eyes kind as summer meadows
her beautiful heart is made of sugar and lace
and next week I will be a gentlemen, when my place she does grace

To share my passion with likewise friends
to express in writings, and to sites do send
this lady as sweet as sugar and lace
will next week be sharing my passion and space

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Like a spider with web spun
you are so slowly sterile
best think better my black widow
make fast my death and consume me

Bite my wings off
inject me with your goo
but to I buzz and die
know that I do hate you

Stick your hideous fangs
that's right, into my abdomen
inject me with your vile juice
make my body turn to putrid water

Slowly sterile for you to eat
gooey flesh for you to feast

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The creature I am
sharing this broken man
I keep him strong
for he has not too much long

We have made the design to commit suicide  
and how beautiful will be his death
all in the name of poetry
for we are devoted to her beauty

Just two more solar years
and we will disappear
going back home
to the realms of death

In the cold light of day
you will hear people say
yes I knew of him
and of his strife and art


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Just as life is brief
I kiss you and say goodbye
know this battle is over
and broken hearts mend

I turn away my battle eyes
as I am one of mercy
I touch down to make peace
as for now no conflict will be

I must get on with my righteous plan
to be a rightful lord of this land
no more venomous retorts
for all broken hearts mend

This my last message I send
let this be the end
for dear lady
all broken hearts mend


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Some where buried in the deep blue
some buried in igneous rock
others snug in magma
on hit's beat best at the earth's core

When she decided to cold call them
most were watching repeats of lost in space
and whist baby sitting
strangulating the children of Eve

Some where buried under temples
some played sweet havoc on skies sleeping
but some had never left and never slept
some of the first where just liken to me

They would slip though times forgotten
until the end does come
to know that sweet time
you would have to ask one

We are as black as heaven
white as hell's sent tears
now all start to wake
all after so buried for years

All I want is peace
you here that from eve
but most do not care
buried all these ****** years


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I live here in this land of sorrows
here the streets are filled with broken dreams
limping three legged dogs prowl the pavements
they have no want or care to lick their wounds

Come with me to the lake of despondency
watch the swans with broken necks
see them come to the waters edge
dragging their beaks on the ground, eating broken glass

Let me show you the playgrounds
see they are strewn with knives and guns
this is where our children play
under the blood red and scarlet sun

Do you like our new arena
this is were we make the humans run
killing machines against human ****
in the land of sorrows, we have the darkest of fun


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I had this girlfriend many years ago
her name was Wendy Edge
she was my first love
I gave her my heart and pledge

Well she took me to meet her family
her father was a pest exterminator
and his young son took up the banner
by being all the poor frogs terminator

As we sat and talked in the garden
by the pond of frogs
Wendy's little brother came up
and ******* with a hammer in his hands

He grab them out one by one
hammered them to death and throw them back in
my god I told them, I was in dismay
they said to me, leave him alone and let him play

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She peers out from her French windows
bitter is the frost this morning
stretching her arms to the ceiling
she proceeds to mumble whilst yawning
so close she is to epic transformation
for tomorrow she is to be wed

No more known as Miss Nobody
as tomorrow she marries royalty
no more will she have to bow her head
her eyes will look skyward bound
she joins the last of the great houses
in the distant's she hears noble trumpets sound

Running to her bedroom in haste
she performs a dressing race
so ready she must be
to meet all the dignitaries
as this is her final day
of being little Miss Nobody

Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He drew his sword that day
and for his mistake some mayhem was insured
for the love of poetry forgive him
this creature of man, this fool of culture

Artist of many sorts
yet only master of one
Yes, he's mastered drinking very well
he will get a free ticket straight to hell

He's a little tyke
who falls off his bike
and for sensibility
has no sense of home

He screams and shouts
let's it all hang out
but that is just one poet
for pity is me, forgive me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I watch them write
I see in their eyes fight
sweet is the power of the pen

Look at them go
not one is taking it slow
Christ, oh the power of the pen

They write as fast and concise
they are hell bent in poverty
but rich, with the power of the pen

They fell from that tree
just like you and me
and boy do they write
that is the power of the pen

Trained to make them fast and short
in fantastic dreams and thoughts
laced in fantasy is the power of the pen

And when their lives are over
pushing up daffodils and clover
they will be remembered,from then
by the power of the pen


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was my mercy
that star time denied
for when her light shone
beams of understanding
went to mine eyes

Her words cried Gods tears
love locked for all these years
the glorious wanted, she had found
the challis of life
was in her snow white hands
and the red rose that sprang
spewed envy throughout the lands

No child of Eden's wit
doth really give a sh.t
that we **** so easily Earth
this mother planet of our birth.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How I remember May
how strong and courageous
to you I raise my sword
and fight for what we lost

Your mother took her life
and my kind took it back
God smiled on your loss
and I am part of you

Our crest lost our lineage broken
but as long as I breadth sweet air
by the strength of my faith
the banner and our name will still be there

For this is May
this is my stronghold
and for you nanny
this poem was made

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Beauty in the clouds weeps
so now sorrow falls upon me
my face wilts like a dying flower
the pain in my heart breaks my confidence

Have mercy on me, light of my life
remember that you are my wife
that night of the red moon
when our vows we did resume

Yet I feel your pain
and your indecisions
do you still not have faith in me
as sorrow falls upon my face

Make me be a naughty boy
oh come on just for one day
let me let rip, **** and ravish
as if I was a human savage


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The way she looks at me

the way she talks to me

it does hurt me with yearning

that lusting wanton greedy thing

  

I see her eyes narrow liken to a bird of prey

that look of intensity as she stalks me without delay

if this is her sweet way

I will so work it out to play

  

This is forbidden fruit

something I should not do

but hell do it I will

to make her gush and fill

  

Oh yes I want her babies

in this fantasy world of the free

here we can play our games

with none being at all tame

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I keep my cards close to me
there are no diamonds or hearts
when we are pulled in time apart

Before you cry my love
please know, it was meant to be
there will be no sparkle of diamonds

Know my love and sweet honour
that I lay to rest for you
and at midnight give you my heart

For who am I my friend
who am I your love
for I am without diamonds and hearts

Once I was called a poker king
but now all is black clubs and spades
yet they still follow my life's unforgotten sin's


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

It was all for nothing
our intimate talks just turned to dust
I thought I had a love special
but you dashed my hopes and dreams

Now I sit here in my room
and I feel so broken
the thoughts in my mind
now in tatters because of you

The trust has been destroyed
my heart has dismissed you
my love for you has gone
my heart dashed upon the rocks

My last love nearly killed me
so I will not want that again
so this is why it's goodbye
so live a good life and so long


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here they come after another night raid
bombers relieved of their deadly cargo
war is hell and when it get's real nasty
we are all just, baby killing *******

In wartime you switch off your humanity
you close the door to fear
and you do what orders say
as that's the only voice you hear

Well lets load them up and ship them out
those two hundred pounders have some clout
when they have finished their last night mission
and under the right conditions
me and the baby killing *******
well, we will play some cards

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

MY MASCULINE CLAWS OF MELODIC UNREST

DO MAKE ME SCOWL THE BARREN EARTH

LOOKING FOR MATE TO MATE WITH ME

SO HER OFFSPRING WILL HAVE SLIGHT OF ME

MY CUMBERSOME BODY SHELL ABOVE

DUSTY GROUND HER SMELLS I FOUND

MAKES ME KNOW I AM CLOSE

SO CLOSE TO MY QUARRY

YET HERE NOW ON THIS CRUEL ISLAND

A MALE HITS ME SIDEWAYS

NOW I AM ON MY BACK

AND DYING IN THE MIDDAY SUN

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her wonder did light the dimmest room
candle flames did grow fierce flickering bright
she was my oxygen and my flame
my raven haired love, my Milissa

We danced to midnight in the ballroom
we did only look in each others eyes
we both had tears running down our face
goodness we looked so silly

She held me close as we danced
and at the chime of midnight
I asked her kissing her hand
can we go outside

In the summer night
in the rose garden
I did kiss her with passion
my sweet Melissa

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh my feline friends
they always choose me
I'm a sucker, yes sucker
for a little cute runt

In days gone by
from the silence of the lost
where no dark storms could enter
they were our brother and sisters
them you call felix domesticus

Only our echo locators hear them now
hear them in their misery .. going Meow
the poor ******* lost in time all because
all because they were kittens at heart

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her endorsement in dry wit
I must admit wets my lips
and as I tickle her underside, I say oh my
thank god for my sweet tanner lady

I watch her beating her leather
maybe lamb or a young heffer
but I watch her beat it into shape
she comes without storms or high weather

She is the girl of my dreams
my catfish in a silver stream
my would be or maybe
my sweet tanner lady

When I do trek back to the void
she will be my only compassionate voice
and her heart will beat for mine
till the end of time


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Their Taking His Soul Away

Their taking his souls away
because they knew he was a good mother
he could be morose and dark
but he was a lover to the art

So as I know of you and you will know of me
that concert in Hammersmith
oh what a merry day
Rest now friend
for we are taking your soul
taking your soul to safety

You and the underground
you made my perfect day
even with black make up you...
you did not look so gay

My little brother see you soon
as Christ Under November Tomes

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As we had fallen from glory
with our wings burnt to nearly ash
broken and torn we laid
and oh god death we played

As we fell one by one
everyone a brother sister or son
we still screamed freedom
to the end of mind slavery

She will not be disappointed
for I live only for her
she will comfort me
as we do fall again

Empty we are of fight
we want to die with all our might
take our holy ways
from this devil of this Earth

Each of my own I will catch
and from the fire a Phoenix will hatch
each time
every time

Swings and roundabouts
just bat and ball
as me and my kin
we FALL


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Two Million years of blind faith
ten billion life's lost in the name of god
what the **** is wrong with this ****** picture
wake up humans, faiths I have none

A sick joke are your religions
a stupidity of man's machinations
a control factor for the weak
hoping for an ever lasting life in heaven

First, the faithful danced to the sun or the moon
throwing **** then sticks at each other
and then the dumb became dumbing
with many words of fantasies made by man

Invented lies badly scripted and written
they believe in a god
well well go on your way
who the **** are you kidding


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How can I tell you
how can I tell you how much you mean to me
I am dumbstruck
dumbstruck that you love me so intensely  

I have some clues maybe why
maybe why, you may love me
but I can't get my head around it
just can't see it

Yet here you are laying next to me
and you look into my eyes lovingly
then I stroke your face
and you smile like a goddess

This is a dream come true
and I'm so in love with you
with you I feel so modest
you, with the smile of a goddess


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As the night draws curtains earlier each day
it' the way of October, Octobers way
the domain of dreams become more vivid
by mirror and candle see you're image

The magical winds
whisper in bare trees
mid October dreams then later,
ends with invites from the dead

The cold and biting rain
the vast unruly sea
passions of Octobers dreams
let October call, and Winter be


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You tread on me everyday
and one day you will wear me down
the relentless pace of your daily march
will eventually destroy what is left of me

Yet I am your pavement
here to support you in every way
if you fall, you will fall no further then me
I am kind to you as I hold my ground

Then as the rain falls from the heavens
I hope that you walk on me
so the imprint of your soul
can truly be seen on me

No moss will grow on me
as long as you walk on me
I wait for your loving steps
as I am your forgotten pavement


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Twilight sings in purple and crimson
purple of the skies and the crimson of me
this was not the way I wanted it
but tragedy follows me, wanting me

So as newspapers do turn brown in sunlight
become brittle and not to be touched
this will be the end of my bitter life
for it has cut deep, humanities knife

Plummeting to my sweet mother earth
I will not feel the burning of fuel
by the time I do touch down
I will be already and utterly dead

See the glow the shatter light
know I did not go without a fight
see the machines picking up parts of me
to dispose in the bins of the forgotten


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

At the entrance of the hive I stand wings folded
for I am this morning a sentinel for my queen
and only by my death will my enemies pass

Others have come to join me this morning
some waving wings to and thro
warming up to take flight

Lucky ******* off on their foraging missions
and me left here to protect the hive
my luck, you would not give it credence

My word that sun is hot
oh well I'd better flutter my wings
cool the hive and today go nowhere

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have not been feeling right lately
getting up so tight so easily
I wonder if I'm going mad
when everyday I feel so sad

I don't know if I am frantic
or maybe a mixed up romantic
I just don't want to waste my life

When I wake you in the morning
I really don't feel like yawning
I hear birds singing songs
I know that one day they'll be gone

Should I really think like this
that man has given his dying kiss
to every living creature he has found
I'm so frantic

I watch TV in the evening
see the facts of dying and screaming
is this a part of a sick past
or a ****** future cold and streaming

Should I really think like this
that man has given his dying kiss


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The trees are drenched wicked
by this dreadful day
as clouds blister rain
from over the bay.

The train tracks are dire
waterlogged and rotten
the clothes I put on the line
are bedraggled and sodden.

This day of unkind winds
could make willows weep
or blow a grown man
straight off his feet.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If only the roses in my garden smelt as sweet as you
I would die in you're inner beauty like morning dew
and as I slowly drifted to the heavens
I know you would look up as I rained my love on you

I can see you in the fields of dreams
eyes closed and you're sweet mouth open
letting my cool cold emotions wash over you
and with you're consent, make love to you

I wish you had faith in my words
all those whispers in my heart
as you slept at night I treasured you
and idealistically thought we would never part

Is a honourable action a command
does the trickle of despondency
not eventually flow fast
and in the eyes of Eve become a flood

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris