Marriage is a very strange creature
if you are sleeping with the enemy
laying with someone you despise
knowing their deceit and all their lies

Never been there and never will
I will never swallow that bitter pill
never to loath sleeping with your enemy
that if you could get away with it, you'd ****

I do not say that I am not in a prison
but mine was not a self inflicted one
and I see no reason to suffer
still sleeping with your enemy


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Silly little things bring me down
silly little things make my heart go ping
I hate to see people crying
yet cry with joy when people are laughing

This silly little thing, this human condition
I don't think I will ever get the hang of it
I try to be a good man, I really do
for I am no different to you

Yes I am a silly little thing
who does worry over silly little things
this when I do kneel and pray
to the Sun, Stars and Earth's four winds


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

We will meet our mark set
no matter what it takes
if I do fall short
it will be shame on me

So I will hammer them out
for the next few nights
make all as good
as the last

We can not disappoint
for if I do what would I be
when push comes to shove
I will push back with power

I have every faith I can
I felt a foolish wretch
with doubts of capability
but I know I can and will


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was sweet with her bubble gum lips
she looked up with her big brown eyes
her body was wanting all a trembling
I wanted her as much as she wanted me

So we got on the ghost train
we went round and round
till we did jump off
where the sirens did sound

Just me and her in the dark
it was naughty but such a lark
we fumbled around as the carts went by
she pushed her hot tongue in my mouth

If I had come, I would have died
for she was so wet for me
so I took her there and then
with the carts going by

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It was game night in my friends house
we were halfway through a game
when Chastity came in
with a few of her friends

They asked if they could join us
then Chastity took off her shoes
then she sat right opposite me
with a wicked smile on her face

The cards were dealt
I had a good hand
but Chastity's slender feet
had other plans

I told the guys I fold
for she was too much to behold
having her stocking feet
so close to my spuds and meat

I tell you, it was ****** mind blowing

BY Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When daylight ends and the night begins
know that in the shadows I will wait
like a meteorite, I will fall hard
I will break this fragile Earth
just to be another belt
another belt around the sun

See the distant glow getting closer
know that all you hold dear is lost
far too many lies and false prophets
makes justice paid in your ignorant cast
un baptised dancer of the devil
make good your ******* ways

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They want me to go back
back to the killing fields
yet I have retired
and need not the calling

I know if they insist
I will have to go
for duty and honour
I am truly bound

Yet I feel sick to the guts
that I have to show my art
the killing way of my kind
when so good is my heart

By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was huddled in the corner
as bullets spat by my head
all I said was **** and fired back
someone shouted in coming
so I tried to shield her
but it was all to late
she laid there lifeless
and I wondered why

This ****** war
Christ It hurts
to see so many broken people
in this armpit of hell
some are so young
it ****** breaks my heart
for mother Mary's tears
and her wounded spirit


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Why do the stars cry in my heart
why so lonely when so loved
why this stark view
why my simple heart

When all I wanted was to be loved
why do I still feel so hollow within
I need to kick-start
my simple heart

Is this to be the end of me
to be so f**king lonely
to die ****** forgotten
with my simple heart


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So pale is your complexion
so radiant your gentle smile
in the glow of the silver moon

The shadow that you cast
seams to dance in poetic beauty
in the glow of the silver moon

Time may call your age to account one day
but for me your beauty is immortal
forever I am yours on these magical nights

By the sweet glow of the silvery moon
in your countenance I do swoon
you are my love and wonder to behold

I wish these nights we share together
would go on forever and ever
by the sweet light of the silver moon


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Katie was complicated, even as a child
she never played in childish games
she lived in a world of wonderful dreams

Her life was full of sorrow
but she held on to her dreams
she never ever let them go

She had the virtue of a holy woman
I worshipped the ground she walked
she was all I wanted to truly be

At night I would hear her singing
it was a comfort as I tried to sleep
and when I did, my visions were of her


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Water lapped up the side of the lifeboat
as it bobbed up and down on the sea
only seven ****** had survived
the rest had gone under and drowned

The first officer and the stoker
lent over a fellow ******
he was coughing up oil
and in unbearable pain, was screaming

The stoker mumbled, He's not got long
then he started to sob in his hands bitterly
they had been torpedoed by a U Boat
a day and three quarters out of Italy

The coughing then stopped
the ****** was dead
so they said a little prayer
then tipped him over the edge


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

God she is coming home
the place I have frequented
for what feels like a eternity

I was thinking Dragon black
or a gay lord on horse back
then I thought God she is coming home

So I will put my pride in my PJ's
donned in what she loves to see me in
my white dress will flowing curls in the moonlights cool winds

My mother of light comes
and I will have to kneel to her or curtsy
tell her how much I have missed her

God with blonde messy hair
blues eyes of opal thinking
(Where were you when I folded space for Ethereal wars)

Glory To The Fallen
For I never forget
I know you will smack me
but I like hurting you, as you hurt me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

You know this, I am writing this poem right now
******* fearless... for you my father
Thanks for never being there
or even remembering my birthday
I watched my mother die
Friend Father and heart breaker
I will never truly forgive you...
as I am always there for my kid's
I could of died years ago
and you would of never known
and I thought Jesus had it hard
Thank you Daddy....Thank you Daddy!

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NoenSolaris

Oh hear her go
for this is my intent
oh she does me merry damage
I am heading down the toilet
like a miscarriage

She makes war look like a good option
so I turn my back on her
why do I never have the faith eternal
why do I drift on this plank
on a unforgiving sea

My intent is to get back to land
my land where all will understand
my land of laughter and joy
the land I must go with heart and soul
fearless eyes open and with good intent


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The train pulls in terminating their passage
some look wearied and shell shocked
London took a serious pounding last night
my mother lives in the square some gunner said

Do we even hit a plane just one
that's what really hurts
they overwhelm us, *******
but to England I'd give my shirt

To see the charred remains of children
gives me the ardour to fight
all through the day
and all through the night

Defeat is not an option
all good of England's command
will fight till our last breath
all over this sweet land


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My fluffy face, four legged friend
I've come to see you again
you wag your tail so much
I fear it might fly off, you silly dog

Sit on my lap and I'll tickle your belly
my sweet little snow white Bo
just lay there in total bliss
then jump up and give my face a kiss

If you were Human I'd might marry you
your devotion and your sweet love
no other on this earth, could ever do
roll over and let me tickle you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Sunlight burst through my window
yet it don't make me happy, not me
I'm making the most of nothing
I'm just living in a world of dreams

Up and down like a ****** yo-yo
happy sad happy sad
I'm making the most of nothing
as nothing is part of this lad

Walking to the bank
I was a grey zombie
I'm making the most of nothing
a hollow heart a broken me

Paid my bills
broke my heart
I'm making the most of nothing
as nothing is what I'll be


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's an imperfect world where the rocks are on the rocks
it's a lemon drop day with acid rain again
it's burning life stripping what's left of our trees
it's bringing our world to it's knees

It's like poetry or poker, play till you drop
it's crazy florescent rain that's killing crops
it's a gamble to call and bluff
it's the world that's had enough

It's time to put the brakes on, hold on tight
it's tragic but if we carry on
it's going to poison the soil
it's fact we'll lose this world


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By my own hands
by my command
will I leave this world

To see so many suffering
to feel I could never do enough
let me do some good I beseech you

Every hand held out in friendship
every soul that can be raised
voices in the distance, that can be saved

No matter a mans riches
most do eventually starve
for sad greed of man and wars of Mars

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The dangers of Dragons is something vast
such magic makers, powerful spells they cast
their armour made of crystal and mythrill
with wicked breath hotter then any hell

Dragon's wings are burning wings of fury
many battles fought end in their glory
formidable spirits with one justice
made of the mystical and wonders kiss

Danger of Dragons makes a worthy foe
where shadows they cast destruction follows
then back to their caverns deep
till tomorrow, now they will sleep


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

All my knights are rested
so what am I waiting for
why do I hold back now
their is one scary reason

What am I waiting for
Nothing is what I am waiting for
the rest was not for me
or for the cross I stride again

In key points around the world
I waited for nothing
and in dreams I have gained all
so what am I waiting for

All have now amassed
ready for another test
I will do my commitment
in the morns of frost

Here I come
with ego under arm


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I try to run from her
yet she is mother and lover
she is all I ask of life
and she commands me

She will tell me when to speak
and when she wants me to shut up
she the glorious widow of artists
she is making me naked again

I love her with a passion
I try by my compassion
to show to her
to show to her my love

Yet she will make me naked again
make my inner walls crumble
and I will make naked once again
my mind in her eyes of pure love


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris

Your brown eyes take me into flight
your grace in movement is spellbinding
your sweet smile brings tears
to your servant called me

On this sad island of fear we live
take my hand my love and lets leave
leave the bitterness and hatred
take my hand and lets fly away

You are a child of green liken to me
so I thinks you get some pixy dust
I so want you to fly, come
come fly, like I do

You are spell binding to me
with those wonderful windows
those windows to your soul
angelic are your brown eyes

You still hold that kingdom
the one of true hearts and kind minds
and I love you very much for that
my beautiful, beautiful brown eyes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The wheel spins slowly to a stop
traffic screeches to a halt
the aslant to this crime
is now far away, speeding across town

Another monday hit and run
another angel of death on wheels
this weekly occurrence
in this city of steel

Euthanasia is banned here
yet the maniacs on four wheels
want to finish what they started
they want to finish you and me

So they drive with headlights flashing
their horns blaring liken to speed demons
dive friend if you can, out of the way
for they pay tax for these road ways


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There's a noise outside
a rustling of Autumn leaves
the candle in the pumpkin has gone out
and someone is trying the front door

The house is locked up tight
yet I do not feel safe
my curtains are closed
yet I am compelled to look outside

So I pull the curtains apart slowly
there's a face at the window
a face of murderous intent
pressed with killing eyes wide

This is my halloween nightmare
this is the freighting death of me
I have a knife in my hand
holding tight in the corner of my room

It maybe one or more
wanting the death of me
but whatever happens
it will be the death of me

A window shatters above my head
someone is in my bedroom
now coming down the stairs
with a blade with my name on

So it's my time
my time to die
this is my Halloween nightmare
this is the death of me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Mother do not cry
you know it will hurt me
this again, they do not listen
so as your altercate of you
I must fade
for they will never
never know you

Hush mother
remember I am a fighter
I am your burning rose
as you did shed your tears on me
yet I feel that Gethsemane feeling
I do hope for death
as I do fight for you

They will never know of me
as I die for you
die for you mother
die in dignity
la mia morte tua gloria
la mia luce vi guideranno
e ancora
diventeremo uno

Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You can ask anything from me but love
for after all these years I have become loveless
the light of my life my sweet God that left me
you made me and broke me and cast me black

Do I love her, do I hate her
no no not one bit
I know she cares
for I am still here

Why punish one of true faith
one of her own star children
oh why do I not joy mother
please just ****** **** me

I am the leader of the lost
the taker of dreams lost
I would not stand against you
for my love is the cost

Oh mother
God mother
I am still here
I am still here

I need you to love me
or mother fight me
it is not me that fears
because mother you made me not to


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Their Taking His Soul Away

Their taking his souls away
because they knew he was a good mother
he could be morose and dark
but he was a lover to the art

So as I know of you and you will know of me
that concert in Hammersmith
oh what a merry day
Rest now friend
for we are taking your soul
taking your soul to safety

You and the underground
you made my perfect day
even with black make up you...
you did not look so gay

My little brother see you soon
as Christ Under November Tomes

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Delicate as dew on a summers morn
till the sun does raise
and gives you back to the skies

Then you wait in the heavens
till the earth calls to you
in the winds of fall

Then white will be your passage
to older human eyes
to children a wonderful surprise

For you are water
a life bringer
even spring in your name is fresh


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I thought you'd have a rest today
that's what my brother said to me
you know what I'm like I recanted
and back to another write

I must stop at one point or another
yet the big push is my key
so I went down to the store
and bought a bottle of whisky

It's a pressure point
see how you tick over
make push come to shove
all for poetic love

I may of started something that I can't stop
where the end will be I have no Idea
but while I regurgitate that fact
I will write to I drop without fear


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Temporal distortion
the folding of space
in a blink of an eye
the Solar Eclipse
makes her maiden voyage

She is an engineering wonder
pride of mankind's invention
stellar drive just ticking over
a hyper sweet machine

4,000 years after the Apollo flights
man can reach every star
Earth had survived
it's ravages and scares

So to the stars wonders of God
To the Stars


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

With staggered steps it climbs to the canopy
there it will reside very patiently
near the blossoms of it's prey
from the morning till end of day

With tongue of elastic and sticky
outstretched hideous not pretty
it snaps at all that come to visit
unfortunate winged nectar feeders

It's bulbous eyes dart frantically from it's emerald frame
one to look at the blossom, the other the skies above
for as it waits for it's tasty prey
hawks do prey it's kind from above


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As the night draws curtains earlier each day
it' the way of October, Octobers way
the domain of dreams become more vivid
by mirror and candle see you're image

The magical winds
whisper in bare trees
mid October dreams then later,
ends with invites from the dead

The cold and biting rain
the vast unruly sea
passions of Octobers dreams
let October call, and Winter be


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They sit around the fire
in the night skies their faces glow
some stand defiant
other sit tight with lips closed

The tribe now moves
nomadic and glorious
they **** on the fire
and then move on

The last of birth
the holy ones
yet fight within
as all mankind do

For they are Tribe
a wonderful error
a wonderful fact
a fact of living

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I try to run from her
yet she is mother and lover
she is all I ask of life
and she commands me

She will tell me when to speak
and when she wants me to shut up
she the glorious widow of artists
she is making me naked again

I love her with a passion
I try by my compassion
to show to her
to show to her my love

Yet she will make me naked again
make my inner walls crumble
and I will make naked once again
my mind in her eyes of pure love


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris

Some where buried in the deep blue
some buried in igneous rock
others snug in magma
on hit's beat best at the earth's core

When she decided to cold call them
most were watching repeats of lost in space
and whist baby sitting
strangulating the children of Eve

Some where buried under temples
some played sweet havoc on skies sleeping
but some had never left and never slept
some of the first where just liken to me

They would slip though times forgotten
until the end does come
to know that sweet time
you would have to ask one

We are as black as heaven
white as hell's sent tears
now all start to wake
all after so buried for years

All I want is peace
you here that from eve
but most do not care
buried all these ****** years


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I did not choose this
I just fell into it
it is not romantic to be one like me
I just think of those poor *******
that did die before me

All the works they could of written
oh it makes me feel so ****** sad
I will not mention these dead poets names
for their classic would put one like me to shame
yet I want to claim parliament with them

Stand by them as their equal
a lover of a wondrous art
be true to your words
and have faith in yourself
be you when you live it

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Why do I get so *******
why do I try to top myself
why do I hate the c88t I call me
what is the reason for my self loathing

I am so ****** angry and vexed
so ****** up in my head
on days like this
I wish I was dead

I hate to hurt like this
is god taking the ******* ****
blood does fill my mouth
for I am twisted and ******

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am feeling black
hurting heart attack
I break dust in my hands
so wanting to hurt

It hurts to be so black
knowing what I can do and be
I am a ******* son a a *****
in this mood in this black

I unplugged my phone
want to be left on my own
for I am a fearful *******
when I am black

I am a tactile assassin
murdering is my second name
I **** by thinking
as war is my pride and shame

Yes I am rather black
and you would not want me on your back
**** be will hurt when I want
for I am her warring black


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am her weapon
her painful reminder
her blind ambition
poet little me

I need no excuse
for I am her rampage
I execute time
liken to my maladies

They will see me coming
for I glow bright in the night
bright with glory never wasted
so slight, little is me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The calling
how can I ever forget
when after all this time
I was activated again

Oh joy to fight this eternal war
good and evil as me as their toy
so I am activated to the great abyss
so run run you human ****
I make the Angel of death
look so so like a gay boy

Oh the glory of the first the fight and might
you will bow to ones I cast down to you
for my name is Eve's of morning
yet I play devilment for I am Neon
my wing I pledge to her
her last knight of heaven sent

For I am the Calling


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

or would live to be
but with all light and honesty
I claim sweet beauty
my mother of all

Look at my black wings
singed with no closet
me a lonely soya god i'd love to be
I'D ******* AS i **** ME

I sing to them
for we are the same
we flicker and shine
to the death of time

For we are stars
not solar system
liken to last Earth, Mars
for we are the glory of stars

Oh we remember
the water that ran
down our faces
liken to tears

I will not disclose the end of man
for they have no faith, and could never understand
yet i stand here
a wanton warring child
yet now has become so mild

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

When I go on a poetic rant
I call it my **** out sunbathing
and boy do I flash them
whilst I am still breathing

I am trying to help other writers
just to overcome their fears
as I have become fearless
with devotion, so many years

You get to a stage
or maybe an age
that you care not what people are saying
when you have your **** out sunbathing

Yes, I know I am rather brash
smoking **** and flicking ash
drinking till the sun cries morning
a new day of poetry, just dawning

So as a would be sage
twenty first century made
I do hope to empower
writing is a life time, and not just hours

I write for the love of it
help all of this art waiting
for I am a **** for the art
with my **** out sunbathing


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

They clamber over me
calling me to war
yet I do deny them
for I am from wars old

I wish that they listened to me
knew you can never even a score
no matter the hatred
never go back to war

Doubt not that pain
that human feeling
when all is lost
that mother comes to your blue lips

I and my kind
sure we do not judge you
we think of you as cowards
and deem, never back to war

What would be the point
the point of our indignations
the point of a northern star
flickering, as much as glaring


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I will greet you in silence and tears
my soul wild and open
just for you to devour at pleasure

You distorted my path with songs
songs of promised paradise
yet now I am in you fiery embrace

If tempests have a queen, you hold realm
your voice so tender and sweet
belays your true and callous intent

Now I am your merchant of pain
you do will me that way
I give my heart and you give me pain

So this is my ending, held by you
this is all that is left
detached in silence and tears


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When the sun calls they will fly
for all that are made of stars
will look up to the heavens
then by grace fade slowly to dust

There be no screams of dismay
for death is a numbing thing
it masks it's intent
with words of comfort

When starlight stands
there be one liken to you
he or she will hold out a hand
so grab it and believe if you can

For some are here to serve you
protect you from hell on earth
to the glory of God they pray
to when starlight stands again


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

People that change history, have to be true to their faith
so understand there is no them and us, for we are all one
my country is in the grip of unholy beasts of hell
for all the poor ******* that live in this sudo china crisis

I am watching good working people being crushed
watching them being arrested and incarcerated
who will help us, will the land of the free help us
I don't think so, for money rules this sick world

If you want to see the third world
come to Britain see children starving
so many in the slums of sewers made
by our own usurper sick government

Oh they make our country great with lies
in their eyes we have never had it so good
if that was a fact, I would not write this note
for as they hurt us, we will fight hard back

Let us eat cake 48 12


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The metallic voices in the distance
tell me it's time to don my armour
oh well I knew it was close
but not this ****** close

So I stroll down to the cafe
where the **** always hits the fan
and I ask for a coffee made with hate
then leave my tip, a suitcase there

Hate has come a way with me
distractions a fertile bed fellow
and today I really want to hate
by the will of God let me die

I am burning inside
like a ***** losing fingers
I need to **** some more
it comes to me. That figures

Just a broken little war machine
oh yeah that is all of me
a puppet of disaster
waiting for destruction

They called my number
then made me see red
so this war monster
is another number dead


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris