Before we met each other… We were lost souls… We couldn’t figure out our purpose in life… we had nothing… no one…
We smiled, but the smile wasn’t genuine… there was always something missing… for me it was you… for you it was me… We were lost… Until we found each other… at first we didn’t fall in love... We were just friends... we talked, for days, weeks and months… we got to know each other… Then we were sure we were what we needed for each other all along.
So we decided to try… we did try… The passion was the strongest we’ve ever had…we only wanted to love each other, under any circumstances… the unconditional type of love… We did love… we did have our dark times like all other couples… but still we were perfect to each other... we STILL perfect to each other but… sometimes I wish you were still alive… I miss your touch… I miss you so much… I wake up in the middle of the night thinking you’re there by my side… the pain is unbearable… Sometimes I wish I had died there with you, I don’t want to move on I’m not done loving you.

For so long you've been knocking on the doors on my heart...
Doors made of steel to protect me from intruders like you...
For so long I've been avoiding any kind of feelings that would lower my guard and turn the steel of these doors into liquid...
I didn't want to feel anything...
But my mind surrenders to the beauty of your smile, the color of your eyes and your words, giving you access to my heart...
Oops, you're in...
I'm ******* now...
Now I just have to pray for you to stay and behave...
Don't make a mess...
Everything is very fragile in there...
Welcome to my heart I hope you find your missing pieces there.

What am I suppose to do
Search for the future
Or linger in youth
Live life in a painting
Enjoying the view
Of the mountains painted purple
And the sky painted blue

What do you want me to do
Spend a lifetime waiting
For something brand new;
Stay here where my soul rests
Or go back to you
I regret falling asleep and missing the view
If you don't have me
Will I still have you?