My thoughts are shadows lurking in the dark

God, it's the little things, you see..
the little things that you do
the little things that you say
the little things that you feel
the little things that you see
the little things that you think of
that makes me fall
deeply, truly,
irresistibly
in love with you

I can finally look at you
and
I can finally say I'm done
too.

i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.

but then I'll go to hell if I told you that

to love you is to love you
your eyes when they shine,
the look you give me when you can't understand a single thing I said,
your ****** hair,
your sarcasm that makes me smile,
the way you look at me
the way you smile at me

i just don't ..
i don't love you like that
and im sorry

"Angel" they said
then the pumping stopped
just a fraction of a second
it hurt a lot

In that fraction of a time
I didn't know it could hurt that much
I can't explain the pain
that even a stab couldn't match

That's when I realized
that it really did do it

.. it loved that Angel

But only after that moment,
after that fraction of a second
did I really realize
that it was a fool
to love that Angel

THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND
HOW MUCH IT HURTS
TO BE
ME