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Chanie May 2023
Someone like me will love you so hard
that you'll turn into stone
Don't fall in love with someone like me. Someone like me will kiss you
in every beautiful place.
So that you never go back to them
without tasting us.
Like blood in your mouth.
Chanie Aug 2018
Darkness has invaded me again
Clouding my soul
Darkness is manifesting in my body and mind
Emerging my worst fears
Desperately unable to find my way

Suddenly I find myself in a world of wonder
A world of make believe
A world where anything and everything is possible
Thousands of stories told &millions unheard of

Desperately avoiding my immense emptyness
The nightmares that torture me
The demons that dance over my shoulders
I want it all to vanish

Suddenly I find myself in another time, another place
With stolen glances
Mysterious love and epic hero fights
Another place in which I let myself feel
All the emotions and tragedies
Imagination has to offer

I let myself disappear even for a spit second
#twoworlds#oneperson#sadstory
Chanie Jun 2018
I feel like I been floating
Floating in life
Floating with every step I take
Floating into nothing
Just wasting space

My mind is floating
While my body functions

My thoughts are floating
Yet I can have a conversation

My body is present
Yet my soul is floating

How can I be one whole person?
Without pieces of me floating
I feel everything
Yet I feel nothing

I am emotionless
Yet my insides feel it all

I can breath
Yet I don't feel like I am

I can function
While I float away
Away from you
Away from everyone
Away from everything

Pull me back
Stop me
Stop me
Or
I will float away
All of me
Forever
No notes.
Chanie Oct 2017
There's a moment when you realize that this life ain't worth living.
There's that time when you just want to end it.
There's a place where you rather be.
There's that thought of no tomorrow.

Time to liberate.
A moment to feel free.
A place to feel safe.
A tomorrow to long for.

There's no tomorrow for me.
There's no place I fit.
There's no time.
There's no more moments.

My time is over.
My life has no tomorrow.
My moment is gone.
My place is not with the living.

Time consumed my heart.
A moment broke my heart.
A life of pain.
A place for my heart?

Do you have time for me ?
Can you share a moment ?
A full-time life of love?
A place to be, to feel safe?

Forgive me not for what I am going to do
Remember me for what I was
Don't cry for time is wasted
Make a place in your heart
Take the best moment and make it your last moment

My heart is empty
My mind clear
My life lifeless
My place lonely

Love me for who I am
Love me as for I DESERVE it
Love me because that's what you want to do
Love me love me love me

How do I show my face to the world
How can I stop being a mess
How can I live
How can I be happy

I don't remember the last time I laughed until I couldn't
I don't remember the last time I felt butterflies
I don't remember the last time I felt loved
I don't remember
I don't remember

Watch me
See me
Acknowledge me
See me

See how I slowly disappear
See how I slowly turn to dust
See how I slowly get lost
See how I slowly become one with the earth

I want to not know life
I want to know  no pain
I want to know no tears
I wan to know no love
#lifelovedepressionpainanxietynotomorrowfeelfreebefree
Chanie Dec 2016
Stop
Go away
How can I make you go away

I can't stop crying
I can't stop thinking

Stop
Brain stop thinking
Brain stop overthinking

Stop
Make the voices stop
Make the visions stop

Stop
Crying
Stop
Crying

So silver shiny
So sharp at edge
So tempting
So appealing

Let it hurt
Penetrate
Oh pain
Oh sweet pain

Red
Brightly red
It burns

Voices are gone
Pain kicks in
Release of it all
Overwhelmed with everything
Chanie Dec 2016
I am drowning in my thoughts
I feel empty

Help me !

Rapidly the waves are drowning me
My heartbeat racing
My body slowly giving up

Stop me!

I can no longer
Feel
Think
Move

I have given up
Stop me !
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