My subconscious is another world
It drags me into the luring apparition of
Love and fear
This world is filled with what I want
At the base of it all
It's another world I'd love to live in
But this earthly world drags me back upon each wakening
The reality of love and fear
But it's not worth it
And it's not what I want
Thus every waking moment
After experiencing my dreams
Is a nightmare, and a torturous reminder
Of what I don't have
And of what I can't feel.
August 9, 2019
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Cecelia C.