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Levi Apr 2013
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You tempt me with your smile.
I want to kiss you by surprise.
I want to steal you to the side.
And for a second make you mine.
For those few seconds feel the connection.
Maybe feel some of your affection.
Pressed against me closely...
These thoughts will get me in trouble...
But they still cross my mind...
They find me, but they won't ever *define
Levi Apr 2013
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You hang by my side.
Solid, powerful.
You don't lie.

You are true,
sharp and refined.
Every gleam and bump.
Found a reason over time.

You don't stray from me,
For a second in time.
I know you can be trusted.
You never lie.

Ever sway on my horse,
You plod along too.
That cougar, that bear,
It might feel you too.

You snap with a bite,
You bite with a force.
You grab what I ask.
You make it no more.

You are what I need,
In those moments I face.
Do you know what you are?
You are my saving grace.

The last breath might instead be the start.
Because you are the monster that will eat the heart.
You are called wicked, along with your kin.
But my dear Smith and Wesson, where do I begin?

Searing in my hand in the moment of truth,
You could save my life and maybe even two.
The thick strong horse, may carry me far.
But far is long, when his heart beats no more.

The idle men of cities forget these moments.
They say that your power is the devil for rent.
That with out you there would be no pain.
But if I lost you, what would save me when I drop a rein?

When the predator decides that he wants me.
My horse is not that loyal when he could flee.
On that hard ground that I am ******.
You quickly become my must.

Don't doubt your use,
Because the bones and ****** truth,
Finds you as my protector,
Above any other.
Levi May 2013
Not just anything will do,
I want the '66 coupe.
The Corvette
That is deep maroon.

It will gleam in the sun,
With its masculine curves,
Fiberglass weight,
A throaty burn.

I will have it,
One of these days.
I will not settle
For a lower taste.

I will park it on some road,
At two in the morning.
I will be so alive,
My heart will be burning.

The stars will be masquerading
Across the soft summer night.
I will be with someone special,
Looking up to the sky.

Our lips may lock together,
Like our hearts already are.
I met this soul long ago,
We have come so far.

Maybe, the next morning,
We will drive it to a cafe.
We will talk endlessly,
There is always so much to say.

Me and this other half,
Will run away for awhile.
To the coast, up north,
Anywhere that she smiles.

The Corvette
The '66 coupe.
I don't you have yet.
I will find you soon.

But I already have my love.
Levi Aug 2017
I will allow you to experience me, but I will not allow you to own me.

You will not manipulate me.
Control me.
Cut me off from others.
Make me need you.

You will not conquer me.
Tear me down.
Cloud my judgement.
Change my morals.

You silly little thing.
I am so much more powerful than you think  I am.
Levi Nov 2013
My demons are getting out.
All this strain.
All these vices.

My demons are getting out.
My selfish hunger.
My lack of presence.

My demons are getting out.
Biting at me to let them breed.
Make it easy and let go.

My demons are getting out.
And I battle with them.
As I fall asleep.

My demons are getting out.
As I try to slip away,
They brood in my mind, in pain.

My demons are out.
Who the hell am I kidding.
We make sick, enraged love every night.
Levi Mar 2013
What am I supposed to do?
I want a life filled with you.
Mornings and evenings, twisted together.
Souls, melted in with each other.

But it feels like you're leaving,
Trying things with him.
I can't sit here and watch.
My feelings aren't that thin.

They are deep,
Throbbing things.
That pull and grab you in.
My feelings are intense,
They always have been.

My feelings need hope,
That there will be an "us",
I need to feel you close,
That's a must.

I feel a torrent of pain in my heart.
Everything is ripped wide apart.
Gutted, broken, stripped and cleaned.
I will put it back together piece by piece.

I can't have just part of you,
For the rest of my life.
Let's get this done,
Le'ts get this right.

Let's figure out how,
To fix your life,
To find all those pieces,
And end the plight.

We will fix it together.
I will send you back.
Use every breath,
To get it on track.

Here is my dedication,
To you, my love.
I will do what's right:
All of the above.

If you can't love him,
Please come back to me.
But he had you first,
That I can see.

If you fall in love with him,
I will move on.
Search for a different love,
If there even is one.

But I swear in my heart,
That if you change your mind,
I will be right here,
To with you, intertwine.

Let's get this done.
Let's get this right.
Levi Aug 2017
You tell me that you mean what you say, but what you mean is that you get what you want.
I am not stupid, but maybe it's better that you think that.
Levi Mar 2013
I want to worship you,
Like the Goddess that you are.
I want to cherish you,
It's what you deserve, my love.

I want to give you everything that you deserve,
And more, of coarse.
Wrap your fingers in diamonds,
And gold, my dear.

A big house,
Filled with beautiful things.
I want to take you places,
That make your heart sing.

I want to grab you,
Pull you close.
Dance with you,
Anywhere that we're alone.

Kiss you so soft,
That you melt in my hands.
Make you feel amazing,
Beautiful, as you really are.
Levi Aug 2017
I never lean on one thing.
There are many pillars, many webs, many back up plans.
It is not something I hide, it is just something you have to look for.
This is my nature, but I am happy with it being so.  
I love more than one thing, and need even less.
I will not chase, I will not bend in your favor.
But I will bend in mine.
If you remember that, you will understand me so much better.
Levi Feb 2013
Kiss me,
Kiss me softly.
Hold me,
Hold me softly.

Kiss me again.

Kiss me intensely,
With a great fervor.
Grab me, immensely,
Be tangled, forever.

Don't let me go,
Don't you dare.
Let our love grow,
This is rare.
Levi Apr 2013
In and out my mind dives,
Rolling in the deep black of sleep.
You lay there beside me, alive,
But you are so calm and pretty.
The curve of your body is perfect.
It rises and falls with such flow.
In the night we are timeless beauties.
Two women side by side, we glow.
Woman madly in love, and passionate.
There is nothing greater, I know.
The soft rising of your chest,
Whispers such sweet sounds.
The way you lay is a masterpiece.
All the things you do an art.
The way you move, a perfect dance.
Nothing ever falls apart.
Beside me, my beautiful love, you lay.
Deep in the lost hours of the night,
My heart is happy with you,
And the strongest part of me knows,
It will be all right.
Levi Jun 2013
I wish it was easier.
I wish there were no challenges.
Just our love for each other.
Just our happy promises.

No one to compete with.
Nothing to hide.
No lies to be had.
No feelings denied.

That we could be lucky,
Like all the others.
Only have to worry,
About each other.

No one to feel less than.
No complex to have.
No pain to go through,
Just my other half.

Just each other.
Just ourselves.
Always together.
Never in hell.
Levi Aug 2017
I hope to always be a good lover.

For her, and for me.

Never be what hurts her, never let myself be hurt.
To always be gentle to her, never let myself be bruised.
To show her resepect, and to never allow disrespect.
Not to be passive and unmindful, and not to be tossed aside.
Never to prey upon her, or be preyed upon.
Give her passion, and not be someones idle toy.
Give her understanding, and demand someone who cares.
To always make sure I give, but not the only one giving.
To make sure she's happy, but not at my expense.

I want us to always come back to eachother for all the right reasons.
Levi Aug 2017
Never love someone more than you love yourself, and you will never be made a fool of.

Never trust completely, and you can never be truly hurt.

Thinking the worst of people is dreary work, but always keeping a foot out is safe.
Levi Mar 2014
Tucked so far away and deep,
Quietly it sits but breathes.

Our little house.

Cobbled concrete through the picket gate.
A lazy cats lays in wait.
Green grass tangled sweetly,
With soft moss growing neatly.
The soft trees flowing briskly,
Their leaves turning crisply.

Our large windows, how they let in the light.
Our dark floors, how the love the warm nights.
Claw foot tub on our tile floor.
Sitting on all silver fours.

The roses want in, they climb through the window.
The french doors open and the curtains billow.
Richly the air soaks into us both.

This house, so sweetly kisses us.
Keeps us.
Takes us away.

Our heart is in the stone, the brick and the wood.
I would never leave if I could.
Love, won't you take me home tonight.
Levi Feb 2013
I burn for you,
Deep in myself.
I ache for you,
Please, love yourself.

You are perfection,
Everything I love.
You are an angel,
Who fell from above.

You are a goddess,
Nothing is short of gorgeous.
You are a piece of art,
Everything is curvaceous.

Please, love yourself.
Levi Mar 2013
You always seem so far away,
As if becoming close is dangerous.
Like you are trying to resist me.
But it doesn't have to become a mess.

I know we have an odd history,
One that we are weary of.
But letting me in a little,
Is nothing to be afraid of.

You, as a person, interest me.
I only want to talk,
Maybe know some of your thoughts.
See what's going on inside your head.

Trust me girl, I have what I need.
This one I have, no one can compete.
It maybe a challenge for her and I,
But my heart is with her, I can't lie.

You might of been my person,
We could have been so close.
But I lost what I had with you,
And found someone else.

Don't think it means
I want nothing to do with you.
But don't be vain and assume,
That I am enamored with you.

I am tired of the in and out,
I don't care for anything complicated.
Just be here or leave,
Don't be in between.
Levi Apr 2014
Have you ever let your veins run dry,
Just so the other can drink?
Have you ever let some one in,
To the point that you can't breath?

The world can't get you now.
The world can't have you now.
You gave yourself,
To an unworldly creature.

With out her,
There is no real me.
Without her love I can't
Ever be truly happy.

I will give up all that I am,
To try and make her happy.
I will give my heart and soul,
To have an eternity.

We both are a little crazy,
But it's over each other.
We are both a little out of touch,
With the rest of the world.

I wouldn't take this another way,
Wouldn't ever give away,
What I found in her,
I will always be here to stay.

My love, my one,
My eternity.
Levi Apr 2013
What is my identity?
Who is "me"?
When people ask,
What do I say?

I don't have a role,
A specific spot.
I have to define myself.
But I have forgot.

There are so many pieces,
Lying in all of these places.
My confusion increases.
And nothing embraces.

But maybe that's just it.
What makes me myself.
How I become a person.
That is distinguishable.

I have to make a person.
That is unlike anyone else.
But to do that,
I have to be myself.
Being so young, I am still searching to find who I am and  am constantly improving on myself.
Levi Apr 2013
You are a mystery to me,
I can't quite catch your flow.
You are so in and out,
You come and then you go.

Once I stayed the night,
With your permission.
I laid my lips on yours once,
And wanted to keep kissin'.

I emotionally can't seem
To find where I lie.
But physically I want it
To be all right.

I've thought about you.
Wondered my share.
How things would go.
Would it be fair?

I am not truly taken.
Not actually owned.
But my heart is older,
It has really grown.

I don't want to be a ruse.
Or a simple thing that passes.
I want it to be true.
Something with passion.

You want a relationship,
And you won't find it with me.
But I think you truly know
That already.

Yes I would be good to you,
Romantic as you say.
But our minds are different,
Where our interests lay.

But how would it feel,
To bite your lip?
To kiss you mouth,
And feel your touch?
To grab your hands,
Make you lose your breath
Is that to much?
Is that to tough?

I want this woman,
This other one.
But is it realistic?
Not really, no.

I know I don't go with you...
Because so many others,
Would do so much better.

But what if for a night...
We lost ourselves,
With each other?
Levi Aug 2017
That night I kissed you for the first time.
How soft you lips were, the softest I had kissed.
How soft your golden skin was.
How soft your ever so round gray trimmed eyes were.
The way you sat down onto my lap, like a descending piece of paradise.
Falling into my hands, like you were meant to be.
The way you felt on me, soft and warm and firm and real.
I shook, I faltered, you ignored it.
You let me show you what I could do later on, but you let me be a fool that night.
You let me love you and trusted enough to let yourself be pleased.
Levi Jul 2013
I like women,
I like girls.
I’m supposed to like boys…
And sometimes I think I do…

But I don’t find myself wanting them,
Not these unattractive men.
I want pretty, lovely women.
These curves lying in my linen.
I want ever part,
Every inch.
Not a single piece
That I won’t kiss.

I want every part that
men complain about.
I want to listen.
I want the crazy.
I want the trials.
I want every word,
Thought,
Feeling.
Every sad or sick moment.
I want to be that piece,
She never knew she needed.
Why do I need to want a man?
I have everything I need.
We will be each other’s strength.
We will know each other best.
Hold hands in public.
People better get used to this.
I’m impossibly blunt.
Me and “shy” haven’t met.
I will own who I am,
And what I love.
Levi Mar 2013
It's almost blatant,
The stupidity,
The ignorance,
The ****** ways to talk.

How could all of you be like this?
You hardly seem to care.
You talk of the terrible things that people do.
But some of these terrors come from you.

The thing is that you can't see the link.
You are unable to attain the higher thought.
Not because you are actually incapable,
But because you were never taught.

Never taught how to slow down, and listen.
How to hear everyone else.
To take some time to think critically,
And not to get so caught up.

Because you will find that when you do,
Get so caught up in your shallow little world.
That you surround yourself with people,
That act the same as you.

Is that what you want in life,
Is that what you vie for?
To say meaningless things?
I promise there is more.

Educate yourself,
In every way you can.
Learn from every experience,
From every old man.

Because in the end,
The people that win.
Are the people that try,
And don't give in.
Levi Mar 2014
So close that I can feel it.
I have believed you now more than ever.
You are more dedicated.
I know you're mine.

I want this.
I want to dedicate.
I want to come home and be safe.
I want this pretty woman,
To be my forever.
I have felt all the pain,
And you show me you know.
You beg me to hold on for
Another breath.

So I will.

Because what she said is right.
This other woman, she knows.
When she looked us in the eye and said
"You have what it takes, you have the support.
It will be a battle at first, but your love will hold.
You have the connection, you have the strength."
Finish your business, and come home to me.
Levi Jan 2015
I climbed the ******* mountain peaks to meet you today.
I found the bleeding fog, and breathed it calmly.
The presence of time is almost as heavy
As your wishes are.
I tried to open your mind,
Please don't return the favor.

Your mind is a mess,
A maze,
Hard to understand.

And you're rocking,
In you're rocking chair.
You're wearing you shear whites,
Drinking your honey wine,
Praying to Mary like she's divine.

I'm in the misty peaks, stuck in a cove.
Up a tree, down below.
This place is not real, it cannot be.
Look around, get off your knees.

And you're rocking,
In you're rocking chair.
You're wearing you shear whites,
Drinking your honey wine,
Praying to Mary like she's divine.

You stand up, you point it out.
You look mad to me.
Crazy as could be.
Good god, hang up your hat.
Give it a rest, I'm not like that.

I am my hero, I am my compass.
I have my own eyes, don't **** my rights
Don't force me to follow,
What is unnatural.

And you're rocking,
In you're rocking chair.
You're wearing you shear whites,
Drinking your honey wine,
Praying to Mary like she's divine.

Your ***** is dead,
Your disciple is hung.
Your God is dead.
Stop beating your drum.
Levi Feb 2013
Sometimes there is just to much...

So many heavy things,
That pull downward.
So many sensitive moments,
That cannot be tended to.

Sometimes there is just to much...

So many people that pry,
Stick their noses into your life.
Wonderful people that you want,
But that you cannot give the time.

Sometimes there is just to much...

Of the painful things,
That grind you down.
Of the stubborn things,
That will never let up.

Sometimes there is just to much...

But...
I am more,
Than anything I will face.
I will use the weight to be stronger.
I will use the challenge to grow into more.
Becoming more than I ever have been before.

I will rise.
Above everything else.
And I will become the Me that I want to be.
Levi Feb 2013
The pain in my heart is numb.
To this angel, I succumb.
To no man, do I fall.
To no man, not at all.

But this other intrigues.
Sends my heart into leaps.
Makes me smile and listen.
I want all her attention.

I want her bright eyes, and mind.
Think about what I might find.
Hidden away,
Maybe, someday.

The one I have, I begged for.
The one I have, I'm here for.
The one I have, I do so love.
The one I have, I am proud of.

But this other, has part of me.
And I'm sure, weaker I may be.
For she shows no signs, that I can see.
No sign that she will give into me.
Levi Feb 2013
I want a world,
With you and me.
I want to give it all,
I can say that easily.

A world without you,
Is a world so bleak.
A life without you,
Will leave me so weak.

You are what I want,
You burn in my mind.
Everything that I say,
Finds you, intertwines.  

I want a big bed with you,
That we share in our sleep.
I want green grass and sky blue,
And I want you to keep.
Levi Mar 2013
Her curves are so sweet,
My hands run along her comfortably.
Her skin, so soft,
Smells of sweet honey.

The way her hair falls,
Perfect at all times.
My fingers run through it,
And become intertwined.

Her pretty mouth,
Makes words so delicate.
How she crosses her legs,
And sits so eloquent.

Charismatic, a goddess really,
How did everyone else miss this?
How did no one see?
This girl, this woman,
Is gorgeous as could be.

The definition of perfection,
Because nothing has a fault.
The meaning of "Angel",
Innocence, and a sweet heart.

Like a goddess,
She will be worshiped,
By my heart and mind.

The perfect woman, is suddenly mine.

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