I have always been so deeply in love with you, that I couldn't notice how you were tearing me apart.
I couldn't see how you controlled my every move,
Or how you controlled my thinking.
I was utterly and completely in awe of you.
And you tore me apart, limb by limb.
I made excuses for how you hurt me
And I went back every time
I was never your first choice,
I was never your second
I was there when you needed a person to use ...
And the worst thing out of it all is that I would still pick up the pieces of my heart you left shattered and put them back into your palms.