callie: Poems

707 · Dec 2015

you

callie Dec 2015

you

ever since you, I haven't been okay
the way you used to whisper in my ear
the way you used to tell me you loved me
the way you smiled at me
the way you drank your coffee
the way you walked away
the way you told me "I just don't feel the same"
ever since you, I haven't been okay.

328 · Dec 2015

i think

callie Dec 2015

i think

I think you love me
but we speak different languages
I think you love me
but you're cold coffee and rain
I think you love me
but all you talk about is
killing yourself
I think I love you
but we speak different languages
I think I love you
but I'm just not used to
this
I think you love me
but all you tell me is
"you can fix me"
but all I tell you is
"baby, I can't"

i wish i could

#love #heartbreak #pain #relationship

266 · Jul 2016

Untitled

callie Jul 2016

Untitled

he was everything
and anything
but I couldn't
save him
all he talked about was
*** and killing himself
but never about
me
I don't think he loved me
much

263 · Dec 2015

coffee

callie Dec 2015

coffee

I miss you.
I never told you what you meant to me.
I couldn't.
But I should have.
I miss you.
We used to go on coffee dates.
But then again, I hated coffee.
I miss you.
I shouldn't have done what I did.
But then again, I did.
I miss you.
And it kills me.

#regret #relationship

246 · Dec 2015

sorry

callie Dec 2015

sorry

it's been two years
and you still burn in the back of my mind
i wish i could've been strong
but i was trembling
i wish i loved you
now all your love is wasted
you gave me roses
i wish i didn't let them die

#love #regret #relationship

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