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Jan 2015 · 280
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Caela Bay Jan 2015
My room is a mess
my mind is a wreck
he put a fire in my throat
a rain storm in my heart
and they never end.
-C.A.B-
Jan 2015 · 367
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Caela Bay Jan 2015
i want to cry and i want to love
but all my tears have been used up.
on another love
-Tom Odell-
Nov 2014 · 407
darkness
Caela Bay Nov 2014
It is when you except the darkness.
When all you want are the monsters to eat you.
That is when all the creatures disappear.
I used to hide under covers,
night after night,
crying "please don't hurt me"
Now I lay unprotected,
eyes wide open,
starring at every crack and crevice.
But there are no glaring eyes or snarling teeth.
There are no nails scratching along the walls,
that makes me want to scream.
It is just the darkness
and me.
Nov 2014 · 442
two different kinds of pain
Caela Bay Nov 2014
Being with you was like walking in spring.
It was gentle and sweet.
We were a flower bud ready to bloom.
But before it could blossom,
I smashed it.
And now I will never know what the flower could have looked like.

But being with him was like being in outer space with the smallest amount of air left.
While I was so captivated by the infinite and magnificence of it all, I was suffocating.

You may think that a flower and space have no comparison.
But I think they are the two most beautiful and heartbreaking things I've ever experienced.
One was to fragile for my touch.
While the other was to harsh for my lungs.
Nov 2014 · 230
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Caela Bay Nov 2014
but  all you do is bark, i'd like to see you bite
Nov 2014 · 305
villian
Caela Bay Nov 2014
it hurts.
you love, even when you know it won't work.
you try your hardest not to, but in the end, someone always steals your heart and breaks it.
And if people will not love you, you will make them hate you more than anything else.
because you would rather feel absolute rage, than heartbreak.
Oct 2014 · 261
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Caela Bay Oct 2014
They tear and they torch my heart to a crisp
I bend and bleed till I can't feel it
Caela Bay Sep 2014
Come out from that place where you're hiding
i'm dying trying to find you.
your drowning in the his words that are biting at your throat

I see you stopped knowing what to fight for
and when I leave you alone,
you look like someone who doesn't want to live anymore.
so please,

come out from that place where you're rotting
you're decaying down to the core
you're slowly but surely losing hope
and you cant see the light anymore
I beg you,

come out from the place were your eroding away
where your thoughts devour your senses
and nothing is making sense when
your tears come for no reason
and your body starts to weaken.
And the darkness is dragging you in
where you're to afraid to open the blinds
and be blinded by the light,
that shines so bright it purifies  
all those ugly glances
that are burned inside your brain,
from the people that caused you to refuse
to try and live life again
for all those whose rooms, feel like the safest and scariest place.

— The End —