You are so beautiful. Your hair, your eyes, your smile, your laugh, your joy, your pain, your sorrow, your bones, your soul. And no i do not love you as i once did i still have this eternal warmth at the thought of you. And no i do not cherish your touch the way i once did since that is reserved for your new treasure. You. Are. So. Beautiful.
Your eyes wide with curiosity on my next word, movement, or action. The sight of you. Oh the way the sight of you brings the corners of my chapped lips up to my cheeks than back down to my chin. You.
I have studied you. I have memorized your whole memory tree. I have thought “what if” a million times over but if it were up to me i would have done it all over again.
You are so beautiful. You are my pain, my sorrow, and what used to be my happy. It used to be my hair, my eyes, my smile, my laugh, my joy, my pain, my sorrow, my bones, and my soul. My everything was all to please you.
No i do not love you as i once did and no i never will but it is ok and i am content.

Its not the end that bothered me so much,
Its the fact you went into this knowing you were going to push me away. Knowing you were gonna hurt me this bad. And yet I still and always will love you.

You need sleep I told you too many times until you said your not tired as you slowly fell asleep. Your so cute with you wavy blond hair. Your funny with all your jokes. These things are the basic words I can say about you but really they don't do you any good because your loveliness is impossible to put into any words in the world.

Listening to your treasured song in hopes of your feelings. I love you it hurts i need you but i wouldn't ask that and i would never ever tell you about my feelings because i don't want you to be weighted down by my secrets. Your blue eyes dazzle me and it flusters me when I realize how much you actually care about me.

I tried to run fearing my tears would fall to the floor but you didn't let me you didn't let me go you didn't let me go you didn't let go go go I pushed you and left but when I walked you grabbed my arm HARD my mind racing I needed an out you didn't let me go you didn't let me go you didn't let me go. You scarred me. Hurt me. killed my soul. my perspective changed there and then.