They say life is short
But it’s incredibly long
When it’s a million more nights
Of longing for you

Karina
I miss you
I miss you so much
I miss your gentle touch
The caress of your lips
The softness of your hips
All of you
From body to mind and everything in between
I look back as if at a dream
I long for something that is gone
And I don't know why I can't stop
I will always love you

Did you ever love me?
Did you ever, in all those times and years, truly care?
I don't even know...
And that's the hardest thing to swallow.

Years have passed,
But time is not healing.
Confusion is king.

My brain is firing in all directions
My blood is on fire
My heart is dead
I loved you so much I killed what was left of me
The little that was left

What is the way out?
A new life?
I am so tired
So so so so so so weary
I just want to lay down and die
I want to die

Reality
So unbelievably dreary sometimes
So incredibly dull