he was the first person who made me feel valuable and the first person who made me feel worthless.

why i stopped cutting
why i stopped being suicidal
why i stopped caring about what people said to me
why i stopped faking smiles
why i felt safe
he made me strong, he loved me, he cared.
but i was wrong, and now he is gone.

i hope someday you can find someone

 whose presence can heal your pain.