i hope someday you can find someone

 whose presence can heal your pain.

he was the first person who made me feel valuable and the first person who made me feel worthless.

why i stopped cutting
why i stopped being suicidal
why i stopped caring about what people said to me
why i stopped faking smiles
why i felt safe
he made me strong, he loved me, he cared.
but i was wrong, and now he is gone.