I have someone special
In my heart
I keep.

Each day,
And maybe each minute,
I am missing him.

I love him truly
A thousand "I Love You"
Would not equal
The love I have for him.

Whatever you will do,
Forever be true,
Always be YOU!

Three words,
Eight letters,

Please do not ever say it,
Unless...

**You really mean it!

We always want to be seen in our best
Showcase everything that's nice
And tend to hide the rest.

I am no beauty queen,
I am just...

*Beautiful me! :P

A genuine
And heartfelt smile
Captures
Even the hardest heart.

I
Love
You
But
I
Have
To
Say
Goodbye,
Love.

Once, my heart has been broken
Shredded into bits and pieces
Suffered the most unbearable pain
When I let go of you
And realized that my dream love has been lost
The kind of love
That, forever, I would no longer have.

Without You,
A part of me
Would always be missing.

I love you
This, my heart assures.
But I must not
This, my mind dictates.
I know,
You love me too.
But no matter how much love we have for each other,
We cannot stay like this forever.
I love you,
But I must cease loving you.
No matter how unbearable the pain I will suffer,
I have to.
Sorry would be last word you'll hear from me,
I am setting you now free.
Sorry, my love,
You may see this decision of mine as a sign of my cowardice
Or something that is unwise,
But I have do it now,
Break your - our hearts now
Than later,
Because I might no longer bear the pain of losing you
When my heart could no longer beat without you.
Hope you'll still be happy
Even without me.
Farewell, my love,
Farewell!

Every girl like me dreamed to have a prince charming,
Who will treat me as his princess.

I want my prince charming to be -
Handsome,
With really cute smile;
And when I'm walking with him in the mall
Other girls couldn't stop staring at us,
Wishing they have a prince like mine.

I want someone who sings well,
He'll write songs for me
And keeps on serenading me,
Making my me blush all the time.

I'm quite a tall girl,
So he must be at least 4 inches taller than me.
So that even though I'm on my stilettos,
He would still stand tall.

But as I grew older,
I realized that my childish imagination of my prince charming has changed;
Just a decent-looking guy is enough,
I no longer care if he sings well;
I'm no longer too particular of his physical appearance
'Coz I realized
That what's inside his heart is what matters most.

Now, what I want is a sweet guy,
Who will turn ordinary days to special ones,
Keep on surprising me
Making me always happy.

I want to have someone who -
Will genuinely love me;
Is trustworthy;
Will get my family's approval and respect them;
Is a God-loving one;
Will truly care for me;
Is dependable;
Will be true to me;
Will accept me for who I am really;
Will always be there for me.

Whoever he will be,
I will love him for eternity.

The rain is pouring down
As if the clouds are crying;
Making the weather cooler
Sending shivers down my spine;
Trees go swaying and dancing with the wind;
Cats go hiding
So afraid of getting wet;
The sun, though shining,
Over the clouds is hiding;
I hear the sweet chirping of birds
Hiding in a big branch of a tree;
The flowers bloom
And twirls with the wind.
All these I noticed,
As I glanced out of my window
During a cold rainy day.

Several years have passed
Thinking I'll get used to this-
Living without you;
But that idea was foolish
'Coz I'm still missing you;
I realized that I'm still longing,
Even craving for a father's love and care.
Whenever I go to malls and parks,
I envy those girls-
Especially those who are at my age,
Who are having a good time with their dad.
I envy those sweet smiles,
Those laughters.
I remember my days of yore
Those times during my childhood-
We'll go to malls,
Carrying me in your arms
When I feel so stubborn to walk,
We'll have so much fun
Together with mama and my little brother.
I used to be your little girl,
Doing everything to make me happy;
Treating me as your little princess
In our little castle
Where you are the king
And mama is your queen.
I missed those times-
Those moments when we are one happy family
Filled with so much love for each other.
Now...
Here I am,
Just reminiscing those days-
How perfect our life was;
Recalling everything
'Til my tears come rushing down my cheeks
Knowing that we could no longer be like that again,
Knowing that having you back
Will only happen in my dreams.
Despite of the hurt and pain you made me feel
When you left us,
I forgive you,
I left no hatred or anger in my heart to you
Because I still do love you, Papa
And I'm really longing for your love.

If today is my dying day
I wanna make it a grand one.

Though my time wasn't a long one
"Thank you for having this life" is what I'll still say.

Do not talk to strangers
Since childhood,
This is what my mom is telling me.
Fortunately,
I did not listen
'Coz if i did,
I might have not met you.

This distance that separates us;
The times I am spending without you;
Those nights passing by not saying good night;
Those days ending without a single "Hi";
All these lead to one thing-
I am missing You.

What gives you
Pain today
Will make you
Stronger tomorrow.

I thought I was not that strong
Thinking I'm a weakling
But I've proved it wrong.

Been belittled for so long
To them, I'm just nothing
I thought I was not that strong.

To this world I don't belong
This is what they're saying
But I've proved it wrong.

My heart pounding like a gong
Scared, seems like shivering
I thought I was not that strong.

Everything I do is wrong
This is what they're thinking
But I've proved it wrong.

They've pulled me down for so long
But I've struggled, fighting
I thought I was not that strong
But I've proved it wrong.

Beating, drumming, pounding...
Here all that?
That's how my heart behaves
Whenever you're by my side;
It's like my heart will jump out of my chest
Feeling so happy
Knowing that you're so close to me.
I feel like I'm going to faint
Hope your arms are always ready
To catch me if I fall.

Having thoughts in my head
Seems to have an endless flow
Drowning me 'til I can't breathe
'Coz I can't contain everything.

I thought those words
Forever will keep on coming
But now, here I am,
Thinking, but left with nothing.

Looking inside my head right now
Is like staring in a dark hallow
Without a single speck of light
To illuminate the place and make it bright.

Maybe now I've stopped from bleeding
No more words coming out
No more creative thoughts
Left with non sense things.

I said "Leave me alone"
But I really want you to stay by my side
Wanting to feel you more.

I said "I'm fine"
Though I'm really not
While pretending I'm really just fine.

I said "I don't love you"
But when you look into my heart,
You'll see your name written all over it.

I said "I moved on"
Though I'm still under the shadows of my past
Not letting me move forward.

I said "I surely can do it"
But there are a lot of doubts and fear inside me
Putting my hopes down.

I said "I'm brave and strong"
Though I have never been that tough enough
Always being afraid of going beyond my comfort zone.

I said "I'm like an open book"
But the truth is I have never let anyone see the whole real me
Still hiding under my shell like a frightened turtle.

Sometimes, what I said is not what I really mean
Making others confused of my real thoughts and feelings.

Whenever you feel alone and down,
I will be there to cheer you up
Shake off all your woes away
To lighten up your day;
Love you endlessly
To make you feel
How much you
Mean to
Me.

One's lifetime is like a lit candle
Slowly melting down until it burns out of flame.

Time flies faster than an eagle
Unnoticable as a cheetah dashing in the wilderness.

Time is more precious than money or any amount of wealth
'Coz once used, could no longer be earned back.

Time gives choices on what to prioritize
Showing which really matters most.

Time gives more value to life
Making each second count.

Done feeling the shivers from cold blows of wind
No longer need the warmth of those thick sweaters
'Coz now the sun is out shining so bright enticing us to unwind
Feeling its warm kiss on my skin while its rays reflect like glitters.

People going on out of town vacations
Beach resorts are the common target locations
Chillin' out under the sun, not worrying to have some skin discoloration,
Wearing colorful swimwear that get a lot of attention.

Summer is the perfect time to have some rest
Be freed from all the stress;
Like living life at its best
Feeling the sun rays' warm caress.

Doing something you know is stupid
Makes you wanna let someone whack you in the face
Hoping that it would somehow shake your brain
For you to think right again.

But no matter how hard you shook your head,
Still your mind is troubled;
Realizing in the end
That you've been confused by your feelings.

Once upon a time I met Mr. Dream Guy,
When our gazes met, I saw the twinkle in his eye;
In an instant we have been so close,
He's always there to sweep out all my woes.

Being with him is like living a story in fairytale,
He makes me happy each day without fail;
He has this remarkable kindness
He had stolen my heart with his gentleness.

Then one day I met another
His name is Mr. Lover,
With all the courage he had, he told me he likes me,
By that time I felt my heart skipped a beat 'coz it really shocked me.

He makes a lot of effort to show his sincerity to me
Done this and that to make me so happy,
As time goes by our closeness was build
With his sweetness my heart has been filled.

Now, a dilemma is what I'm facing;
Between those two, to whom do I have a stronger feeling?
Who should I love?
Whose presence does my heart wanted to have?

A strong heart
Is all I ever wanted
to have.

'Cause this will enable me
To continuously
Live
And
Love.

Needless to say anything,
Through your actions
I knew
*Everything.

Everything we have encountered
Was really meant for us to be experienced.

They add colors to our life
And make it a unique master piece.

I'm leaving but still not sure if I should
A part of me told me to stay where I stood.

Confused with my situation
I walked and go with some hesitation.

I don't think I have done something wrong
But I'm feeling so heavy
My heart beating hard as if being pounded by a gong
By that time, I already felt a bit guilty.

So I sent a text message and called
But received no reply and heard a tone for calls rejected.

In my head that feeling is lingering
Sitting uncomfortably knowing
Something - someone - is missing.

By the time I arrived home
I immediately checked my phone
Hoping to see a reply
But there was non so I gave out a sigh!
I tried to call again
Thinking he was home by then
But still he's not answering
All the calls I'm making.

As I sit on my bed
I unconsciously scratch my head
Thinking if it would make a difference
If I stayed there and waited with enough patience.

Maybe, tomorrow this guilt will be gone
Be okay again and have fun.

As I lay down to sleep and shut my eyes
I suddenly realize
That I'm still in the midst of confusion
Not sure if I made the good decision.

Thinking I should have waited
Still thinking about him
Drowned by this feeling
As if my heart fainted
This I am thinking
'Til I fell asleep.