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MM Nov 2024
Too bad I didn’t sooner realise that the most important person in my life is
and has always been
me
“Me, myself & I that’s all I got in the end…”
MM Nov 2024
As I wipe away my tears on this here November night
I make a promise to myself
A promise that this time I swear I’ll keep
That this time will be the last
The last and final time I'll ever fall into the trap of
you
My heart longs for healing now more than ever before.
MM Nov 2023
Panic! only happens at the disco
Or so they thought when they named themselves
But the real panic happens here
In my mind
Whenever I think back
Or ahead
Or just at all
I guess I think too much
About what it was
What it could’ve been
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
That’ll ******* right up
Obsessing over mistakes
Wondering how to make them right
Over the ‘what ifs’
Trying to turn back time
When we can’t
All we can do is enjoy this
This moment
For what it now is
For how it now feels
For that's where the real magic happens
Clearing out the drafts…
Cheesy one but straight facts
MM Nov 2023
Is it odd that I still think of U?
Though it doesn’t hurt the same
The feels remain
Right there
In my chest
And I’m back, again
To that night in December  
Where we danced, deep in a trance
Dimmed lights, candles lit, music up to an even - cos odds made U uneasy
Oh how nothing could ever feel
as bliss
as this
So I thought anyway
But it does
Such a familiar feeling when I hear the intro, my favourite song on the radio
That was once yours
I remember how it felt, that first time, hearing it with U
Taking in how it now feels, alone
Without U
Still bliss, just different
That’s ok too
That U still linger
In the guitar chords of our favourite song
Or in the after taste of that mango salsa I now have for lunch
So no it’s not odd
Not odd to still think of U
Just different.
I guess I’m different now too.
MM Jul 2023
Oh to feel
What a dangerous
Just as beautiful
Experience
Do we feel too much or too little?
Do we let it chip
Chip
Chi
Ch
C
Chip away
At our insides
Until we feel no more?
Or do we embrace
Let it take oVER
Our bodies
Mask in that warmth
Oh how sweet
Bliss even
It is
To feel
Though sometimes we ought t’ learn when
When it’s time
To feel no more
For some feelings
Need put to rest.
-




“it’s okay”
“you’re safe now”
MM Jul 2023
x
My sugar
Sweeter than a cherry pie
My lover
You make my whole world shine so bright
I love it, your hands pressed on me
Like a movie
Real life fantasy

Not sure how you do it
But you do
All
The
Time
So special
Make sure to tell you that
From
Time
To
Time
•another oldie from the drafts•
lover girl @ heart oh my
MM Jul 2023
Used to be friends
And now we’re lovers
Can’t decide
Which beats the other…

Confused
Cos what if I lose you?
But how could I choose you?
If I can’t be sure…

I love you
That's for sure
But that ain’t enough
Cos things get tough
And I bottle up
My feelings
Helpless
Defeated
Can’t seem to find no meaning
It’s eating
Me
Up
•23.04.20•
The full version to one I've already posted on here.
Oh how time flies!!!
Some lyrics I had written to try and put my feelings on blast when I knew no other way how to. Crazy how it’s been 3 years + and I still remember this day like it was yesterday. I can even picture the exact moment I was writing and then singing this. This heartbreak almost killed me. Haha little did I know!!! I love reminiscing, for more reasons than one but the main one being that it helps put things into perspective. It’s so easy to feel stuck. To not notice any change and beat yourself up for feeling like you’ve not taken any steps but looking back on things like this show me just how far I’ve come. Just how much I’ve grown. How much my heart has healed. Even when it doesn't feel like it. It’s almost like a personal growth tracker. To show you that life does move on and things get better.

I remember being so consumed by my feelings around this time. Do I give in? Let go? Give up? I thought I’d never feel anything else. But I do. Deeply. Though new feelings consume me from time to time, the old ones are at rest (usually) and on the days they resurface, I have new strength to deal with them now. Things change. Feelings fade.
Just like that.
“This too shall pass” (reminder to self)
🤍
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