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Bella-Lee Oct 2019
I think it's hard to say I love you,
To someone and know what it means.
Cause you won't find it anywhere,
Not in any book hidden in the seams.
  Oct 2019 Bella-Lee
Zoe G
it feels nice to

think

that you love me
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Hi,
I'm back.
No silly haha
My names not back.
But to be completely honest,
Actually I'm not back.
I never left,
I was here every single day.
I sat behind my phone screen,
Waiting for you,
Typing...
To text back.
But you didn't,
I think I know why now.
So hi again,
Maybe now you can reply?
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Even a blind man sits and says,
Ay I see
And the deaf man says,
Oh I was told by a little birdy.
For they understand more,
About the torment of life and love.
Yet the dead still live,
In the darkness of the light above.
Still dead in love,
And living in hate.
All the time in the world;
End it now?...
I think it's too late.
Such a material world,
But everything's fine.
I live in a thought,
Another world created by my mind.
Awake in a dream,
Where I'd die and wake up.
A social girl with social anxiety,
Her feelings, her head corrupts.
We dance with ghosts,
Of our past memories.
And sing to our children,
Their sweet melodies.
To teach the lesson,
And stop the cycle continuing.
Yet the same mistakes are made again,
Oh how the Irony is sinking in.
I added more to one of my most loved poems so :))
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Some experience it,
In death.
Some experience it,
In life.
But losing a friend either way,
Causes apart of life to die.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Sometimes it's weird...
I don't feel like sleeping yet I'm tired,
and I feel as though this is the way my brain is wired.
I don't want another "distraction",
I'm not just into physical or mental attraction.
Maybe I just want someone to call again, when I'm alone and sad and all.
Sit up with me late at night,
and wait till we fall asleep like a flickering light.
To wait and watch eyes that flutters,
down to a close like the wings of butterflies.
I just want a white dove,
to fly down and teach me peace and love. And how to wait for someone,
and not be so f**king dumb.
But I just want it, and I crave that.
As much as I can't have it yet,
makes me jealous to think I'm the one who's late for it.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
I heard you're back again:
The feelings again start to begin
The desire
To be something you admire.

I heard the whispers about me:
The standard set of me.
The hurt
Leaving my heart ashed and burnt.
Two feelings
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