I wake up in a fog, head spinning from the pasts prologue
Wondering how I fell so far, so long, accounts overdrawn
Hair a mess, thoughts pacing in each step, another moment,
another breath

I wonder if love is real or if its just a figment of the pain I feel
the window creaks open and the light is here but you're not
The dark I fear

We stand, the broken, each day to mend the damage thats been done
Ive been told, one day, Ill feel the warmth of the sun and remember fondly the battles, lost and won

Today, I will not slumber in the present for the moment is beckoning for my presence, as a curb beckons for its peasants, an engine keeps humming towards whats destined

Another day, another way, another fades, but in any other way, I miss you

My two feet each jump and react
Churning from the beats of the past
Memories flow in flow out
Aroma of your hair, your smile, your laugh
Suns up, eyes down, heart rabid, breath sounds
Embrace, wet kiss, smirk, rebound

You leave, take my money, take my life
take my heart, take my wife,
take my dreams,  take designs,
take the easel, take the time

Years older, love burns out in the flood of the night
Embers still linger in the depths of the pine
This is my fuel when I run from you
Run from the pain, run from your wine,
Run from your scent, run from your crimes

I am running from a thought of what I thought you were,
In 20/20 a false, *****, impure, disturbed, allure

The funky smell of her breath in the morning sun
Her mouths words warm as a
smoking gun
Her earlobes cold in the wind
Hands sweat entwined
Her heart no longer mine

A night to feel the solo beat
Rhythm of a lost soul in the street

An itch, a yearning, empty, churning,
A grip, disturbing, clenched fists, deserving, a hole screams, the depth of disease, a blackness, scratches, lies, deceit, a cry for peace, to lie in sheets, abide the feast, aside the meat

Arise to the suns best, be happy till the sunsets, me and God through spools of light, His embrace in time of hurt, I feel blessed more than I deserve, the beauty, the pure, enchanted with worth, not downtrodden disturbed, elated, a cure