its all my fault
thats all ive ever known.
i did this to myself.
i *deserved what happened.
i did this to myself.
its all my fault
thats all ive ever known.
i deserved what happened.

he deserves to be their favorite.
who cares if i make honor roll or
become president of every club
or becoming every teachers *******
(being a smart student, not the hot kind.)
or being respected or listening to my parents
or smiling even when im dying inside.
none of it matters,
because im the last choice between
you and i.

i always am and always will be.

The United States has not had a bearded President since 1893.

When sad, eat some cake.

you were meant to be the armor
instead you're the one
pulling the trigger

how unfortunate
that you turned out like that
such a waste of a life
all the words I guess
you didn't mean any of it
I didn't expect anything less
all you ever did
was talk *******

au revoir though
I'll be gone
before
you have a chance
to feel any sorrow

your words are pointless
they have no value
they lost all that
because of you

I press the wrong keys and lay my head on your chest, missing you ahead of time because I know you'll have to leave. Your kiss tastes like winter, but my living room smells like fire,
and I don't know what that combination makes, nor do I know where I fit in.

2. I told myself I'd go to sleep
    but all I am doing is staring at this ******* screen.

3. Are we intertwined yet because all I can imagine is the branch I have for arms, the leaves for fingers, I've got a big *** trunk heart and you came along and drilled yourself a hole right in the middle of me so you could live in there.
You know, the hole stays with me, but you won't have to.

Only alive because of this.