And suddenly I saw it,
Your beautiful face,
Had had thinned away,
And suddenly I realized,
Your beautiful presence,
Would also thin to nothing,
              And too suddenly,
                   You were gone.

I know that I did this to myself
subconsciously and silently
repulsive and frightening
to all but the select few
minds whom run on delusion

Her halo sat crooked on her head
Her brown eyes were wide with laughter
Her soul was as pure as the freshly fallen snow she stood in
And her heart was much too big

Her dreams were dark and haunted
But mine were haunted too
Our souls had been assaulted
But like soldiers we got through

Tinged by demons
Our tears we rarely shed
The pain would build
And our brains would go dead

Yet somehow we found each other
We saw through kindred eyes
The wounds stopped hurting so much
And the darkness would subside

But now you're gone
And I feel alone
My friends are here
But you felt like home

A friend that felt more like the other half of your soul
And with that other piece missing
I can never be whole.

Wide azure eyes and a goofy grin
Dark brown orbs tinted with sin*
Our spirits may differ
But our souls are twins

I'm not afraid
that others won't forgive me
but I am afraid that
I won't forgive myself