I think we should take it slow
You think there is too much and so little time

we both want this thing we've got to work
but we can't agree on the road to take

maybe we should go back to before this moment,
this decision
maybe we should buy into each others ideas

or maybe we dont believe each other each to follow each other blindly
the love is not enough to quiet the heart ache when this fails..

I think its time I walked away...
maybe love is waiting for me down my lane

I love kisses,
I love hugs,
I love long stares,
I love cuddling
I love being in your arms

I haven’t felt her
in 5 days,
I haven’t felt
how delicate
the rim of her
mouth feels
against mine,
how enticing it
is to get a taste,
I have to taste
all of her,
they way she
flows through me,
she’s mends all thats
broken, then breaks
it when she leaves,
it’s only been 5 days,
I miss the bitter taste,
the way she makes
my tongue curl
up like a slug
swallowing tablespoons,
she pulls me in,
and hangs me with
the rope she yanked,
scraping the bottom
of the barrel,
for even a scent of what
will remind me of her,
every taste
is like losing my
virginity for
the last time,
and she became
so much more
than a past-time,
so much more than
something to
pass time,
it’s been 5 days,
soon to be back
at the crack of the
new year,
she’s a constant
resolution
that I can’t wait
to break,
or is it me she can’t
wait to break,
she leaves a bitter taste
on my mind
and thoughts that flow
through my veins,
she’s someone I can
thank, she’s someone
I try so hard to forget,
she dictates and mediates,
a forged signature
on bills passed to
loved ones
that I’m okay,
but only for the night
she’s anger, she’s happiness
she paint’s crimsons kisses
on my knuckles,
and heals cardinal
crevices in my mind,
it’s only been 5 days,
I’ll see you soon
I’ll taste you soon

I could feel my heart beat so loudly
like what anything meant no longer mattered,
meaning had no influence on me
The rhythm of my heart is all i needed

its like being kissed by a stranger
and then waking up many years later
and walking through life a while
then realising the waking life is just as dreamy

they say love is blind
so maybe i should close my eyes
open my heart
and dance loves song with every beat

if heart may come my way
i want to grieve knowing
i my heart has known better days
after all
it is better to have loved and lost,
than to not have loved at all.

last night, the moon shone brighter,

my defences were blindsided

so a stranger walked into my heart

and somehow they knew where i kept the merchandise

i wanted to put up a fight

but then i noticed how his hand held my baby tight

and so I went back to watching the moon cause everything is alright.

The dream world had its eye on me...
It came and whispered in my ears...
weakened all my senses
my eyelids started to fall.

My mind was silent,
I could any hear sleep speak,
and see what it meant,
in colours and patterns
that started to take shapes,
speak in familiar voices,
do things I'd though about.

Its like sleep knew my deepest thoughts and was willing to help me test them
in its virtual layer..

We talked for hours
swapping truths about inches of our selves
and hoping for validation.

But time arrived
Now it was in the form of birds chirping, reminding me i have to do some living. And sleep respectfully released me from its hold,
saying, " we'll meet again."

-
Whose smile is that?
Read the newspaper.
What month is it?
Another year goes by.
-
How does one survive?
Bombs, Drugs, Guns.
Will you hold me tight?
This rain stings.
-
What is happy?
Smoke, Drink, Cut.
Am I doing it wrong?
Show me again.
-
Numb out reality?
That's how we live.
Do you remember?
I cannot forget.
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-Kara-