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Astra Zenneth Oct 2016
I can't love you anymore
You've waited too long
I want to get over this
Released from the throng

You kept saying false words
and kept the truth to yourself
I won't ask you more questions
No longer I'll delve

I hope you'll forget
As I already have
I don't wish you pain
As you've made me sad

It's simply too late
I refuse to wait longer
If I keep waiting
My distress will grow stronger

If love will not come
As you said it would
I will forget
Just like I should

*you are dead to me
Astra Zenneth Sep 2016
Im looking for new things to do
Maybe i'm looking for you
I'm looking forward to the sin
I'm ready, let the demons in
You don't know what's coming soon
Open up and let me in
I'll climb inside and cover up
You have been the holy dream
I will never let you leave
**YOU ARE NEVER LEAVING ME
A bar. A stranger  approaches. They ****** you. You fall into the illusion. You don't know what awaits. They take you to their home. It's a barren apartment. Nothing personal anywhere. Strange,  but not too strange. You are too distracted by the buzz of your bodies touching anyways. Suddenly a cloth is placed against your mouth. You start to feel tired.  Next thing you know, you awaken tied to the bed. They hover over you still whispering sweet nothing into your ear. You scream in pain. They tore it off with their teeth. Blood pools beside your head. You dip in and out of consciousness. They laugh. "whats wrong baby." You plead for help. you scream and scream. They growl and stuff a cloth in you mouth. A knife is dragged down you stomach. It slices deeper and deeper.  Till it pierces.
           It doesn't take long for you to bleed out.
Astra Zenneth Sep 2016
You plant all day in your made up garden
You bury me in all the dirt
And then you refuse to give me a pardon

I never said a word you think
Please remove the mound from me
If I'm not removed I think I'll sink

I choke on crap you threw about
You shovel more dirt into my mouth
Stop this pointless grudge you lout

How dare you turn your back on me
I will get lost in this stupid ocean
I'm starting to drown in your dirt sea

I did not say the thing you said
And by the time you forgive me
I will be several years dead

Stop shoving dirt into my throat
I can take  it but you won't
I'll give it back and you might choke

So stop this pointless tiff
I won't tolerate anymore
Put an end to your stupid ****
I have a friend who tends to put words in other's mouths and then proceed to became very angry with you for something they made up. I feel like each part is fine on it's own but doesn't flow all together.
Astra Zenneth Sep 2016
If I were to tell you a secret
Would you keep it
Or would you seep it

I don't get the attraction
Or how you get the satisfaction
Breaking promises like fractions

I shared my thoughts as an act of trust
Spouting my secrets as if you must
If no one talked to you I'd think it just

How could you betray a loyal friend
Even then my words you bend
More and More your lies descend

So much for an honest companion.
I don't really have part in any rumors but i thought this described the experience well.
Astra Zenneth Sep 2016
Frost clouds the mirror
and clouds my thoughts

I want to touch it
but i guess I ought not

For my heart is too fragile
I'm afraid I might break

I just want to know
how much cold i can take
I absolutely love the cold.
Astra Zenneth Sep 2016
Twist a knife
soft and deep
I taste the blood
you make it sweet

Hurt me first
kiss me later
I'd rather bleed
than feel my lover

There is nothing
blood is better
Watch me gushing
pain is sweeter

Beat me blue
and i'll tell you a secret
All i want is the pain you give me
take the love, you can keep it

— The End —