I really thought you'd see that I loved you.
In everything I did.
I really thought my begging would bring you back to me.
I thought you'd see I was addicted. Addicted to your presence alone.

And then you added kissing and I felt right at home.
I really thought you'd see I couldn't spend a moment without you.
Because if I did I'd feel hollow.
But you left out the door.
I don't think I couldve hurt any more.

My eyes said it all but you weren't looking close enough.
You breathed me in and you broke my heart.
I wish your life would fall apart.
Then you'd really feel exactly what I felt when you left me in the dark.

You monster.

A.F.