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Jan 2016 · 269
Quote#9
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Looks and money don't define a personality. It's the heart that does.
Jan 2016 · 185
Quote#8
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Individuality is not what sets you apart from others, it's the nature and the ability to fit in.
Not everyone can bond well :p
Jan 2016 · 221
Untitled
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Hesitant nature-
Seldom do I see you come in my dreams,
As my savior and my knight in armor.
Jan 2016 · 2.8k
Blessings of Allah
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
The beauties of this world,
The growing shrubs and herbs,
The poppy plants and the sunflowers,
The different shades of leaves,
The number of fruits,

The mountains,
The oceans,
The seas,
The rivers,
And the streams,

Have you ever imagined with such perfection, whether you could create?
Such big and majestic beings,
Such mechanism and synchronization,
Such effects and treatments,
Thank Allah for His blessings.
Jan 2016 · 438
After a writers block
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
My hand swiftly moves on the paper,
Inking each page,
With words full of love,
In such haste,
To assimilate the broken strings,
Of this writers block that I had been pulled in.
Jan 2016 · 213
Quote#7
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Your family backgrounds can be full of surprises you don’t know about, yet.
Jan 2016 · 178
Quote#6
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Never waste your energy on those who don't care.
Jan 2016 · 286
Quote#5
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
People will always judge you whether you’re right or wrong. It is up to you how you deal with the situation and carry yourself.
Jan 2016 · 194
Quote#4
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Our life is like a hurricane. For a second you’re living the dream and the other you lose everything.
Jan 2016 · 484
Blindly in love.
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
My heart fears the bewitching terror
that you have solely enveloped me in,
The strange feelings of deprivation
that proceed to intimidate me,
The lucid delusions
that I'm caught up in,
The vast and emptiness
that my soul feels in abyss,
The mortifying compliments
that i receive from society about you,
Had I been that impervious to your imprudence
that i now see?
It was me myself that had been mistaken
as not to proceed in avenging thee.
Jan 2016 · 181
Untitled
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
WRITERS BLOCK !!!!!!!!!
Jan 2016 · 181
Quote #3
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Love is not a game. It’s a once in a life time chance when you actually figure out who you really are and where your heart resides.
Jan 2016 · 163
Quote #2
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Hopes and dreams are dependent on each other. The moment you lose hope, you stop dreaming.
Jan 2016 · 233
Quote
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
We live in a moraless and more materialistic society.
Jan 2016 · 208
I wanna die
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Mentally broken,
Physically tired I am,
Done with bearing peoples ****,
Done being treated like a kid,
Please call me to you,
Oh God !
I cannot bear their presence even a bit,
I feel the urge to slit my wrist,
Or either hang myself to a fan.
Jan 2016 · 207
Ignorance
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
I cling towards you,
Says my infatuation,
I sheepishly smile towards you,
Says my brain,
Unconsciously my heart starts racing with the sight of you,
Says my heart,
My love forever that I cherish,
Will defeat anyone that hurts you,
My deviant soul,
My searching eyes,
All flee towards you,
But it is you my love,
Who doesn't love me.
Jan 2016 · 433
From death to destiny !
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
[Intro]

I see you everyday,
You sitting on the curb,
Making a sudden burst,
My heart beats with your pace,
I need you back in my arms,
From death to destiny !

[Verse]

I see you moving with the wind,
Blowing ashes that sway in the midst,
Dust,
flutters with the storm,
Zigzag it is,
Love broken,
Heart sinks,
My eyes blink,
Tears stream linearly,
Preferably involuntarily,
Stop !
I scream for you to say
as you wipe this pain,
kiss my lips and take me away,
Forever there,
In a farther place,
Where just you and me
live in tranquility,
You to me are everything,
So pretty please,
Stay with me.

[Chorus]

I see you everyday,
You sitting on the curb,
Making a sudden burst,
My heart beats with your pace,
I need you back in my arms,
From death to destiny !

[Verse]

I close my eyes,
Imagine you touching me,
Softly you kiss me,
Passionately you hug me,
You're a saint to me,
A sculptured piece,
Carved beautifully,
You are my treasure chest,
Full of jewels and riches,
Red as blood,
Flowing through your body like royalty,
My antique,
Embroidered,
captivating me,
Come to me baby,
And I'll keep you safe,
And shielded for eternity,
My soul,
My once upon a dream.

[Chorus]

I see you everyday,
You sitting on the curb,
Making a sudden burst,
My heart beats with your pace,
I need you back in my arms,
From death to destiny !

[Verse]

My fairy tale,
My dream come true,
Please come to me,
Forgive me,
Lift me,
And envelope me in your embrace,
Block my fears,
And love me in haste,
Give us another chance,
Don't you miss me,
Don't you remember the first time our hands touched,
The electricity and the elevation of my heart,
Beating fervently,
Our gasping breaths,
And synchronized stroke,
Sending goosebumps everywhere,
You're as beautiful as the sunset,
And as scenic as the rivers streaming,
Paradox I am,
Tired I am of crying,
Come to me,
And reconnect in this unison.

[Outro]

I see you everyday,
You sitting on the curb,
Making a sudden burst,
My heart beats with your pace,
I need you back in my arms,
From death to destiny !
Song #3
Jan 2016 · 432
Love is blind.
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Blindly I loved you,
Abruptly I trusted you,
What is it in you,
That attracts me towards you?

Then again,
You don't care,
But I still do,
And I guess I will always do.

For months now,
Rather years it may seem,
You plead me to leave,
But I never stopped loving you.
Jan 2016 · 357
My final destination
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
The degree at which I seek,
In terms to keep;
Our relationship at peace,
Paradox it may seem,
To be a part of thee,
My life begins and ends in thy arms,
My forevermore,
My sweet temptation,
My final destination,

Eroding beside the shore,
On the corners,
Along the curves,
Candor you are,
And your heart at its worse,
Dysfunctional as it works slow,
Killing a millionth part of me,
My lips sealed,
And my love ceased,

My attempts to proceed,
Ignoring the mishap,
And a trillionth deceive,
Aggravating me indeed,
Seldom I see you weep,
For me to escort with thee,
I lose my hurt instantly,
Giving away my body,
My final destination.
Jan 2016 · 352
You and your touch
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
My heart feels astray
as the storm comes and takes my body away,
my soul responds to this pain,
Of your absence,
And that you fled away,

My balance,
weak and poignant,
Needs a lot of repair,
To bear the hurt that you gave,
Withering me internally,

Not even a glue,
Or a surgery can help me stabilize,
Its just you,
And your touch,
That can save me.
Jan 2016 · 696
A rap
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
[Intro]

I am swirlin in this pain,
with this windy clatter, now
I'm down there, in the meadow,
Viewing all the beauties, in this world
Alone, I make my voyage
Through the dark and evil night.

[Verse]

In this catastrophic situation,
I throw all my thoughts and pain, on this paper
Through and through I read em pages,
Stalking up my life in a story,
No end to this book,
I feel my body hooked with the sight of you, 'fore my eyes,
Shinin afar like a flashlight,
The outrageous memories,
Drift me away from my sanity
Is this love not worthid?
Is my heart not flourished?
I will root down to the end of this world,
To grasp you between my *******,
And revive our love story which for now is going through tragedy.

[Chorus]

I am swirlin in this pain,
with this windy clatter, now.
I'm down there, in the meadow,
Viewing all the beauties, in the world,
Alone, I make my voyage,
Through the dark and evil night.

[Verse]

In this separate scenario, I feel my heart go up to the moon,
Unlike you, I feel sad and my heart feels gloomed,
My drivin devastation makes me wanna throw you off of the roof,
To break your bones into two and wipe off that smile,
Aggravation and hesitation, leads me to strangle you, oh so soon,
****, I need to cool my intoxication and erase the hurt off of my shoulder,
Gradual fits erupt, oh you're doomed,
My blood flows through my veins, gushin' and wellin', aloof.

[Chorus]

I am swirlin' in this pain,
with this windy clatter, now
I'm down there, in the meadow,
Viewing all the beauties, in this world
Alone, I make my voyage
Through the dark and evil night.

[Verse]

Traumatizin and tantalizin at the same time,
You make me look like i'm out there, for so long,
Visualizin our cooperation and I know its nil,
Destroyin my heart into tiny bits,
The furious flames of fire, torturous and imprudent,
Microscopic bits, my heart feels like ****,
Have you forgotten our encounter,
**** you, you scoundrel !
I'll burn up my love and spread the Ashes,
You monster, break me a thousand times and I'll make you pay,
You selfish, gutless ****,
Meet me again and I'll force you to pick, between a wip or a stick,
Brand you bad and put you in guilt.
Cause i'm sick and tired of listening to your *******,
The letters and pictures scattered on the floor,
My body feels like i'm being taken offshore,
But now i'm done and tired of this stupid love.

[Outro]

I am swirlin in this pain,
with this windy clatter, now
I'm down there, in the meadow,
Viewing all the beauties, in this world
Alone, I make my voyage
Through the dark and evil night.
My first rap song. Waiting for a singer and a tune :/
I know it's stupid laughing is allowed :p
Jan 2016 · 547
Untitled (Sonnet)
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Stormin' winds that blow away the lot,
My heart drifts right and left swirlin' lone,
Your eyes full of spark and radiant hot,
Sting my soul and erupts a loud mourn,
In the depth of your eyes I drown,
Lay out and collect my yearnin' arouse,
I feel myself sinkin' deeper and down,
Because you drive me crazy in carouse,
The curves and edges of my heart,
Blood drippin' and gushin' furiously through,
The streamin' blood flows in every part,
Leavin' my frail and withered heart for you,
Pleadin' for your love and bewitchin' soul,
Fillin' up your spacious and vacant hole.
Finally wrote one :)
Jan 2016 · 273
Memories
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Memories cut me so deep,
Rupturing my arteries,
And killing every existent cell in my body.
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
He is so caught up in his life
that he forgot that I existed
in his life beside him
bearing his angry character day and night,

I have compromised so much
that I'm sure I could pile them up in a tower
gaze on top and still see no hope
as you blocked me away,

Sharing your feelings with other
not telling me how you feel
and in return expecting me to understand
please explain how that can be,

Is this distance
that now exists between us
not as hard for you
as it is for me?

I know that I loved you
and that you never really loved me
faking your promises
and lying to my face,

Behind my back you cheat
for a year it took you to get me
now that i said yes
Is this ignorance what i get?
Jan 2016 · 455
The muderer
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
In vengeance I await for you to come,
Oh my disciples,
He is the man we're looking for,

The atrocious smug I've been waiting for,
Slowly, steadily I will make him pay,
Cut his wrist and slit his nape,

The blood he spilled,
The thousands of people he killed,
Oh God ! I promise you I'll make him pay,

His dark and hideous face,
His target-y gaze,
Don't you worry my dear, he shall pay.
Jan 2016 · 1.4k
Romance
Arfah Afaqi Zia Jan 2016
Conceiving desire,
Spreading love,

Caressing fingers explore in haste,
Touching soft like glowing moon to my eyes,
Shimmering tears escape the eye,

Protecting humor,
Wiping hatred,

Trailing warm sensual kisses,
Pricking in bits like needles,
Mending the loose, broken chains,

Grasping attention,
Captivating shine,

Allure in its form seems to spark,
Opening up the paths in my heart,
Mesmerizing and hypnotizing fully,

Shackled walls,
Seductive romance.
Dec 2015 · 572
A beggars point of view.
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Seldom have i been raised,
In the wilder I've been tamed,
With the intensity at which I have paced,
Incrementing my status alone,
By myself,
Without shelter and ongoing pain,
Without food have I survived,
No initial support,
My feet paralyzed,
Running through the busy streets in search of food,
Aggravating peoples privacy,
It has not only been torment,
But humiliation for me,
Begging for money,
Studying and making my life more easy,
I'd never dream for you or anyone to see the torture I've seen.
Put yourself in their place and imagine.
Dec 2015 · 296
My Grandfather
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Bred and bonded,
My childhood was amazing,
With him in his embrace I stayed in comfort,
His loving arms that wrapped around me,
And shielded me from threats,
And his gentle fingers that wiped away my tears,
His soft and mellifluous voice that sung me lullabies,
His steady and optimistic nature that gave a better outlook on the life that I now foresee,
His memory so vast and his loss so poignant,
Reminiscing his presence only shatters me in tears,
Knowing this time he won't be there to wipe them away,
Or to kiss my cheek and console me.
Missing him dearly <3
Dec 2015 · 363
They really don't care
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
The light shone,
Flickering to it's epitome,
The fire on my candle rage,
The furry of the flame call out the immortal,
The presence of those away from our world,
The agonizing conflicts that occur,
Killing and shredding the soul,
As I walk deeper into the tunnel,
The strength of the candle withers,
Enthralling voices echo in the darkness,
Accompanying me,
As the rest of the world around me doesn't care,
Everyone busy in their lives,
Eat, love and hate,
I sit and stare in the corner,
Waiting for their figures to appear,
But as usual they don't care.
Dec 2015 · 283
How it feels.
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
The scars on my exterior,
The bullets I feel shot in my heart,
Blood drops in millions,
Pieces of my heart being dismantled,
Scattered Ashes cover the floor,
Pages of letters written for me,
Your piercing words,
Poke my soul like needles,
Pricking me hard,
Its amazing how much it hurts when you ignore me,
How I feel when you say you love me but really don't,
It's better to stay apart,
Than spend our time together.
Dec 2015 · 355
Winter goals
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Hot chocolate and marshmallows,
The warmth of the blanket,
The sizzling kisses,
Socks and mittens,
Two bodies tangled together,
Heavenly touching and caressing,
Assimilating their thoughts through every stroke,
Loving each other severely.
Dec 2015 · 437
I'm sad
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
In a few days,
Months even,

Someday I'll forget you,
A** while it'll take,
Damn I miss you already.
Dec 2015 · 284
Society
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
They're gonna say you're not worthid,
They're gonna tell you they don't care,
They'll degrade you till you break,

You err, they'll say you're frail,
You cry, they'll say you're hopeless,
You smile, they'll say you're fake,

This is our society,
No matter what you do,
What you say,

Wherever you go,
Wherever you stay,
In love or in pain,

They'll envy you,
And shatter you,
They'll say stuff that'll hurt you,

Even if you're right,
Even if  you're wrong,
They'll judge you,

Till the day you live,
After the day you die,
They'll share their sympathies but will always portray you as weak.
Let them say whatever. You know who you are. They don't need any justifications.
Dec 2015 · 231
Life is hard
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
My life started with a bang,
A little bit of bash,
And then ended in
Despair.
Dec 2015 · 522
My drug, my addiction
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
A sweet
Mellifluous,
Pained
Yet
Melodious tune,
Your voice in every pitch,
Either
High
Or
Low,
Confabulates with me
In ways
That even you may not see,
Or even,
Feel,
The loving
Gestures,
The soft
Consistency in your voice,
Your lullabies,
My oh my !
They envelope me in your love,
Cast a shadow on me,
And please me,
Fervently.
Dec 2015 · 240
I have a dream
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
As I spill droplets of ink on my pages,
As I take a stroll down memory lane,
As I make everyday a joyous day,
I will still say,
I have a dream,

As I connect with my thoughts,
As I sail beyond the horizon of this world,
As I make each and everyday count
I will still say,
I have a dream,

As the wind blows in extreme,
As the meadows afar my country call for me,
As the conscience in my head communicates with me,
I will still say,
I have a dream.
Dec 2015 · 275
Falling in love
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Flashing outburst in my heart,
A** celestial feeling,
Luring me to touch you,
Laminating these emotions,
I reach out for your hand,
Numb I feel,
Gliding within you.

Irresistable love,
Nostalgia.

Love distant,
Off shore but true,
Vandalizing all sorrow,
Eternity it feels to be in love with you.
Dec 2015 · 224
Your ignorance
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
You shattered my heart,
Broke it like a colliding star,

Afar this galaxy as I see a shooting star,
My eyes and my heart teary as well as scarred, feel vexation grow every passing hour,

Your ignorance kills me from the inside,
My pain and anger, it just doesn't matter at all,

For you I'm just another toy,
Use me, tell me you love me and then leave me,

This I know you will later on do,
Break me into a dozen pieces and make me feel worthless.
Dec 2015 · 223
You want me back?
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Raging beastly within,
Scoundrel you are,
Silly I was,

Then came the days you paved away,
Leaving me drenched in tears,
Poignant and pained,

After the last three to four years,
I stood up strong on my feet,
Audacious and not at all weak,

You now sit alone,
Regretting and reminiscing,
Indeed,

You want me back now,
But how should I put it and say,
That now I'm happy and I don't care,

Now you lock yourself up,
Die inside a millionth time like I did,
Hit your head on things and say,' I'm sorry',

But knowing the pain you afflicted me with,
I won't give way,
Or you a chance to stay.
Dec 2015 · 213
Words
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Words embellished and kept,
Have no weight,
Unless said.
Dec 2015 · 201
Sad but true
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Whats the point of saying
I love you,
When you don't have the guts to say,
I'm sorry
on making a mistake.
Dec 2015 · 555
10w
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
10w
I think
I just fell in love
with you,
**** !
Dec 2015 · 217
Night time
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
As the sun drowns,
Afar the sea and betwixt the mountain,
It vanishes,

Everywhere a shadow takes over,
Spreading its blanket in the distance,
Only the moon lits,

It's strengthened light guides the way,
Helps during the dark,
Motivates hope and encourages those hiding,

It washes away the scars,
Heals the heart,
And revives the soul,

It's the only time of the hour,
Where you can be yourself,
And not hide away from the rest,

Those who are dragged into a dark place,
Brighten up,
And their spirit sparks inside,

The only time when I feel confident,
I don't get judged,
And without someones consent I can do as I feel.
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Dancing silhouettes,
Awaking the dead,
As they pass the forbidden,
They enter a ghastly looking place,
Trees envelope the darkness in there blanket,
Walking deeper and deeper into the jungle,
Slowly the clouds start to disappear,
Voices of predators hunting their prey,
Cold blood everywhere,
Eluding the lonely jungle,
Dwelling into the souls,
Within the forests territory,
A dark looking monster lives,
Afar the trees,
In a tiny cottage,
Where only a chimney expels such hate,
Submerged within the gas particles are the ashes and smoke of the innocent,
Who kills only for pleasure,
Not caring about the rest,
A bright light will one day show,
A man in shining armor,
And kids with audacious hearts will fight against this evil ****,
Stab him in the chest,
And take away his life a thousand times,
The way he took theirs,
To teach him a lesson,
Slit his exposed body,
And slowly and painfully finish him off.
Basically talking about the main guy who attacked on 16th December.
Dec 2015 · 197
Love in one night
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Handsome faces,
Masquerade *****,
Masked here, masked there,
Champagne glasses raised,
Hoots and songs,
Sittin on the corner an unknown,
Black masked,
Memorizing his surrounding,
Hands gracefully piled across that broad chest,
Beaming a smile,
Thrashing the scars in her heart,
As she walks to him,
With the clock ticking 12 a.m,
She places a key and leaves,
In her room,
He enters with warmth,
There she stands under the moonlight,
Her body arousing,
Like ashen bodies they collide,
With each ****** she exclaims in pleasure,
Her legs locked,
Her fingers in his hair,
She compels him,
When done,
They lie together hand in hand,
Kissing in such intimacy,
As if one of them may leave,
In his ear she whispers,
Baby, please don't go,
But she knows that a one night stand can never stay,
Never will it be considered love.
Dec 2015 · 247
All the way through....
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Throughout my day all I think about is you, you and you,
Your smile,
Your touch,
Your everything,
You're perfection to me,
Don't care about the rest,
Because looks don't matter to me,
A year,
A century will soon pass,
Leaving us interwined within each others arms,
Destiny matters,
So baby, I guess you're my eternity,
And with you I will cherish and dedicate my life.
I root for us....
Dec 2015 · 390
I love....
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
I love your touch,
Your delicious scent,
The aroma of your perfume that seducts me,
Your kisses thrill me,
When I'm with you I feel secure,
I feel shielded,

Your love,
Your delicious scent,
The aroma of your perfume that seducts me,
Your lips as they brush my neck,
As they nibble my ear,
Allure me and make me restless,

Your love,
Your delicious scent,
The aroma of your perfume that seducts me,
Your mellifluous voice sing me lullabies to sleep,
Ease I feel when I'm near you,
As your everything comforts me.
Dec 2015 · 219
Does it?
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
A small explosion within me
aflicts pain to my heart,
Then wonder how much it'd hurt
when you break me apart,
You lie to me
and say on my face
'No baby I can never lie to you',
It feels like you slapped my face
saying internally that I don't care,
I try to gather the pieces around me
arrange them wisely,
But still through my smile
my creased forehead and shallow eyes,
Why oh why don't you see I'm not fine?
Am I not obvious
or is it merely that you don't care?
I'm just an infatuation
that you wanted to procure, use and then dispose off,
Is this what you say?
Okay ! I know I'm a little too possessive
but does that mean you shouldn't care?
Dec 2015 · 303
History :(
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
Memorizing dates,
Events too in sequence,
So hectic and painful,
I feel hopeless,
And feel like tearing the book in half,
Please do it for me.
Exams and history way too much pain.
Dec 2015 · 510
Measurement? No!
Arfah Afaqi Zia Dec 2015
A dozen of kisses,
An ounce or more hugs,
A pinch of caress,
And three heaped cups of love,
There's more to just measurements.
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