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ghost Jan 2021
If I were you,
I would choose a different vow,
I probably have not left you,
I may have chosen a new way.
to contort your heart,
just left me amazed.
I would have seen the
tears fall off my eyes,
‘cause I murdered a flying butterfly.
These all sound familiar
and the astonishment
just makes me pass by.
I never thought you would be
in so much pain,
a simple acceptance just made you
paralyze.
maybe your death could be
more beautiful than a
Thousand life.
ghost Nov 2020
I hate that I love you
I hate that when you show up my heartbeats faster
I hate that I can't get over you
I hate you
I hate that you don't return my feelings
I hate this life
I hate me
for living in a fantasy
I love you
for bringing me back to reality
ghost Dec 2020
you know my name
not my story
you've heard what I've done
not what I've been through
you are just stuck in your illusion. your head has you trapped.
ghost Nov 2020
"How are you?"
i'm good

that's what I've said my entire life
                                    if you to ask me the question
I'll  just say
                  I'M
                           FINE
ghost Oct 2020
there's a time that i remeber
when I used to belive in forever
now my heart feels like December
everytime I think of you
ghost Jan 2021
Emptiness. Vast landscape.
Hope, glistens.
Grey clouds
Passers-by.
Emptiness.
Nothing left.
Scrabbling for scraps
In a world Unknown.
Dusk approaches
Dawn rises
And we are reborn.
Not as one, but as whole.
honestly one of my 2021 favs
ghost Dec 2020
It happens when life gets in my way,
that words in my head won't reach my hand,
they linger and fly away again,
on the soft breezes of hope and make-believe.

I never stopped making poems.
I only stopped writing them down
in the moments of silence, which have
become so scarce these days.

Tonight I've locked all windows.
I like to say that I put a pen in my hand,
but would you have believed that,
in these times of keyboards and touch screens?

So I sit here, staring at my screen and
slowly, very slowly my brain-hand coördiation
is gearing up, but it's like opening a rusty tap,
all that comes out is a bit of brownish water.
ghost Dec 2020
do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not here, I do not sleep
I am the thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glint on these snow
I am the sunlight-ripened grain,
I am the gentle morning rain

And when you wake in the morning’s hush,
I am the sweet uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
ghost Nov 2020
if you want to die
I won't stop you
even if I did
you wouldn't understand
Since the very thought
of wanting to die
is irrational
so why would you think
rationally
ghost Dec 2020
I know I'm hurt
the wounds have healed
but
it burns
I swear
it feels like it was yesterday
believe me
please
heal me
it
it hurts
ghost Feb 2021
Love
is patience
when the summit seems far
eventually
you‘ll get there
gaze at the stars
in wonder
as you did
all the way up
ghost Dec 2020
toads poetry
and trees autobiographies
about chance meetings with odd visitors
near-death encounters
miraculous recoveries
the miracle of family
and those dawns of sweet peace

one can only speculate  however
how our human characters would appear
in this down-to-earth writing

there being a shortlist
a very slim list actually
of heroes to choose from
ghost Nov 2020
I'm ready to forgive you
but forgetting is a harder fight
ghost Nov 2020
do I really have to
get down
on my knees
and beg you to let me go

I'm praying, for closed doors and open windows
I'll follow where the wind blows
don't be scared to leave

if I'm not all you need
then please let me be free
I'm down on my knees
ghost Jan 2021
Hunger gnaws
as my stomach eats
its lining and air;
I swallow water and weigh my bones,
sculpt a smile, color my hair.

Starved till cadaverous ~
I fade each day, a silent scream;
a message that fails to deliver.
ghost Dec 2020
I learned to love
but not too deep
I yearned for attention
but I learned to keep away from it
I've learned to live
doesn't mean I have forgotten the pain
ghost Nov 2020
tell me where I should go
to the left
where nothings right
or the right
where there's nothing left
ghost Nov 2020
he said I'll show you the entire world
give you everything the world has to offer
I wasn't born yesterday
so don't f**k with me
this world has nothing offer
no you have nothing to offer
ghost Feb 2021
I tell myself
I don't need anyone
but the truth is
no one needs me
this is not mine it's just a quote I found in an anime and it's just beautiful and I felt it.
ghost Nov 2020
the sunsets
the moon rises
the clouds keep moving
the stars keep shining
the world keeps going on
people keep dying
people are born
someone smiles
someone cries
it all happens
and there's nothing you can do about it
ghost Dec 2020
life is to short to
waste it confined
somewhere you don't want to be
with people you dislike
ghost Apr 2021
The seed inside the warm soils
Peering up to hug the sunrise
Water and air covers the boil
As it shoots up to the eye

Crawling to the ladders of the Sun
Spreading the wings of green
Digging into the shallow one
To stand taller than ever seen

As decades soared to the skies
It stood as bushes and bark
Sleeping into the land of the rise
Deep inside the dark
ghost Dec 2020
The light post held on the high road
was found to create dents into the
veil of darkness.

That comes into play when the sky
is emptied of the moon and the starry
dots because of the black cloud.

But when the summer arrived for the tree
canopies to gain in thickness much enabled
to hide the body of light, the light post could
not pierce the veil of darkness.

Although you could still the music made
by the morning bird to soothe the mind and
heart.
ghost Dec 2020
you brought me up
                    little
         by
little
then you broke me down
little
          by
                 little
ghost Dec 2020
little girl plays on swings
waiting for them
those who abandoned her
but they never come
so she fades away
to dust
ghost Nov 2020
he said
there's nothing more I can do
I'll just die

I said
you can do anything
as long as you're alive
so live
ghost Dec 2020
this world is temporary
the money
it won't be in our graves
our possessions will be left behind
so live your life
fully
while you can
ghost Nov 2020
loneliness is dangerous
it's addicting
once you see how peaceful it is
you don't wanna deal with people
ghost Dec 2020
a lonely ghost
wanders by the coast
with the ocean view, he's obsessed
in ***** white, he's dressed
he's got, friends
but their lives have reached their ends
so he's a lonely ghost
nothing less
nothing more
ghost Nov 2020
looking back, it's crazy
I almost turned into
the person people told me I should be
ghost Nov 2020
is there a difference between
love and hate
there is
but in the end, it's just an emotion
and feelings change
ghost Nov 2020
love always ends miserably
someone dies
so I'll never love
since I have loved
and lost
ghost Dec 2020
you've never deeply fallen for someone,
have you?
sweet and happy romances are
easily forgotten
only love stories
with blood and tragedy are remembered
ghost Feb 2021
Have you heard of midnight miracles?
Demons gaze upon a forlorn realm to find remnants of hope.
Frightened Lambs turn into lions.
Spirits of life sing hymns of death.
Once your slumber is lost,
Your soul can never be found.
ghost Nov 2020
somedays I wake up
I just wanna hide wanna under the covers
cause no matter what I do
ill never be like all the others
ghost Feb 2021
The darkness holds my hand through life. He is always there, waiting to take my hand again when I step off the pebbled path.
ghost Jan 2021
Genuine kindness
is misunderstood
for ulterior motives.

Defensive claws
draw blood from
my open hand.

My tears hold
no expectations
lifting me up,
nurturing your fall.
ghost Nov 2020
are we
really afraid
of the
monster under
the bed
or the
monster laying
upon it
ghost Jan 2021
Couldn't even stand on a dragon's tail
All the lies we've told

The dragon's anger did not grip us

It was a war of existence
For centuries
The shadow of our love

And like a breath of integrity

It pulls over us
Dragon's anger
ghost Dec 2020
we were all afraid
of monsters
until we grew up
and became them
ghost Jan 2021
m-emories of the year past
o-n a day of new beginnings
n-odding head off to silent sleep
t-humbs congealed within the wintry chill
h-ours went by to the new year

o-ut the sheets
f-allen to the side

j-ust awaken from wintry slumber
a- crowd of children ran across streets
n-eighbors greet each other of the new day
u-nder the icicle drenched oak branches
a- cardinal chirped its lonesome song
r-elishing the piercingly fresh air
y-esterday's death, today's first breath
honestly one of my favorites of 2021.
ghost Dec 2020
live a short life
where you are happy from year to year
my dear,
live a short life
where your path is crystal clear
my love,
explore the world with me
in a while, we will meet above
ok, so this is basically like I would rather live a short life where I travel and make memories rather than a long life where I just live ya know.
ghost Nov 2020
alive
I cry

in my grave
I scream

in hell
it's so silent

in heaven
I hear their laughter
ghost Jan 2021
My heart is a traitor
it takes my blood
and beats for you!
ghost Jan 2021
Give me an ink
To drink
And I will ***** out my pain

All I need is a place to think
And I will sing
Out songs of pain

I wish I was an artist with brushes and paint
To picture down what is making me sink
In the tears of my pain.
ghost Jan 2021
Within
the darkness
I found my light,
within the silence
I found my voice -
my true self
I see.
ghost Dec 2020
Many a'night I've groaned like a wounded
Lion scaring my own shadow and
Left myself boneheaded
against the wall I dragged my feet
In ruins that wedded my grief,

Then I turned around;
could that be you soul brother Holding?
the rope so tight beneath my chin against this iroko's root,
My blood bleeding with tears,
I screamed but only my soul heard me.

But then came me that broke the shackles,
I redeemed my being!
The droplets upon my eyelids now taught me;
You were just a DREAM!
ghost Nov 2020
my nightmare need not rest
since they are just my sad reality
I guess its another test
given by life
learn to love live lie
now the rest
is up to fate
ghost Nov 2020
I'm only a nightmare
you wake up and I'm not there
ghost Nov 2020
when I read what you wrote
I realized
I'm not the only one who feels this way
there are other people like me out there
I'm not alone
I was trapped in darkness
and you all became my light
so I'll treasure you
I'm afraid of losing more than I've already lost
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